I need a sign to let me know you're here Both of our paths are being crossed over the atmosphere I need to know that things are gonna look up 'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my heart When you feel the world shake from the words that are said..
Had a direct access referral from the GP i saw.. He didn't have a clue what that thing in my mouth was. Well, neither did I... It looks like an extra miniature tongue growing underneath my tongue..
Gore!
HAHA!
The surgery was as follows,
Gauze placed over my eye.. Followed by the kinda thing the dentist would place over your mouth when cleaning the teeth.. With only a small opening for the mouth.
He sprayed the anesthesia...then injected the area with a local..
Grounded me, cos he was using laser to burn and cut the area..
I swear the smell of charred meat is worst than over-frying your food man!
The smell of charred human meat..I can imagine those people who jump down the tracks..Get charred by 400V of electricity.. I can imagine the smell..
I don't wanna die of electrocution..
I was pretty much as shocked as anyone else when I first saw it..
I've got pictures of before, after and now..
Shall not post them here, don't wanna make you puke your meal out..
Anyway, happy that I got it removed.
Special thanks to those who cared..
With even special thanks for the one that showed up..
Howdy folks, I'm taking a crap in the toilet as I'm writing this now.. This very moment and what is happening in the toilet now is purely coincidental.
Ohh..There's this tumor like thingy growing under my tongue..
I feel scared. It looks like the picture on a tumor I searched online earlier on.
Dieeee..Got mouth cancer! Gonna die soon..
Worst thing is..I can flip it around..Play with it..Move it up and down..WITH MY OWN TONGUE....HAA...
My mom and my aunt were actually neighbours last time when they were living in River Valley..
Those kinda neighbours they portrayed on tv where they just live a corridor(as long as a lane) away, share the same kitchen.. They are only divided by a thin plywood wall.. The families stayed in 1 single room.. And 1 unit could house as many as 3-4 families.. Yeppp..back in those days..That's how they lived..
Well, so happened that my mom married my dad and this neighbour married my dad's younger brother.. Which means that my grandma knows my aunt.. Can still remember her name, which was confirmed today.. I had doubts about that when I was talking to my mom about it..
So, finally the day has come.. My aunt decided to go down with my grandma, to visit my grandma.. Sounds confusing enough?? I'm trying to make it less confusing..
Grandma = Dad's mom
Granny = Mom's mom
from now on..
So, grandma arrived..And the meeting was like the meeting of 2 ladies, 1 living in the north pole the other living in the south.. my granny's eyes glowed so brightly you can see a smiley appearing at the iris.. ahahahaha..
my grandma gave granny the most heartwarming of all hugs and handshakes......it almost left a tear in my eye..they talked about old days..they talked about themselves...they talked even though they had hearing problems..
it was a touching sight..one that i would probably never forget..NEVER..
The downside is, as my mother commented.. This is probably the last time they get to talk to each other already.. I totally agree..
Food cannot be absorbed by granny.. The tumor/cancer/whatever inside her stomach is like the size of a mini jabulani..
She tries to eat still, but some will end up being thrown up..
the rest, i think probably just feeds the tumor/cancer/whatever inside..
It hurts to see someone lie down and waste her life away.
But there's nothing much you can do about it.
Just weeks ago, she could still "tip" the nurse.
Now, she lies there day and night, only opening her eyes slightly see who's around when someone calls.
Gently, gingering sticking her hands from under the blanket and moving her fingers to wave goodbye or hello.
It's deteriorating.. We can see it, she can feel it. We all know it..
It's only a matter of time.. I believe she's lost the will.. The fire that's burning inside has slowed down to a candle flame which flickers as if the fuel that keeps it burning is retarding..
Well, what's your purpose in life?
To love to live, or to live to love?
On a side note,
I will be engaging in smooth curves, delicate touches, exquisite moves and sweaty bodies this Thursday from 6-7, in a pre WC preperations..
Getting the fever yet?? I am...
PASS MASTER GARY ALONSO IN DA HOUSE BAYBEHHHH...........
Thinking about thinking of you Summertime think it was June Yeah think it was June Laying back, head on the grass Children grown having some laughs Yeah having some laughs.
Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one
Drinking back, drinking for two Drinking with you And drinking was new Sleeping in the back of my car We never went far Needed to go far
Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one
I don't know where we are going now I don't know where we are going now
Wake up cold coffee and juice Remembering you What happened to you? I wonder if we'll meet again Talk about us instead Talk about why did it end
Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one Made me feel like the one Made me feel like the one The one
I don't know where we are going now I don't know where we are going now
Our ass is gonna tear, as what my colleague always says..
The thing about Americans is that they think they are the best, they are always right and they want things done their way means it has to be done their way.
The sad thing about Singaporeans, is, we agree with whatever the Americans say.
Well, good luck for the huge ass audit!! Which would bring in revenue of millions if approved.
A little something before I sleep and go back to work tomorrow...........TOMORROW!!! Always comes so soon.
Exam is over..
Yes!!!!!!
Euphoria!! 2 months of holidays before it starts all over again..
And these 2 months, got no public holidays.. Damn!
Next one is National Day I think!!?!
Crapsss...
Well, paper was kind of a breeze yesterday..
All in all, I lost 12 marks? (Hehe! Still got time to count lost marks..I must be damn pro..) But the 2 tests pulled me down.. Didn't really do well for the both of them. It is gonna pull my overall aggregate down
Well, that's why next sem I took only 2 modules.
Both hard ones.
Ran 10km only, for the sundown..
Yes..A simple 10km.
The only motivation is thinking when will you get to the next water point..
Those motivators/helpers must be irritated by me..I kept asking, where's the nx water point?!?!
