Saturday, March 22, 2003
- 12:46 AM
hEyYyy...after reading yaozhong's blog...hahaha..i think..he makes quite some sense...long time nv read his..cos tt bloody asshole..nv update his blog wan...usually in class he has lots to tok abt..but look watZ happening now man~~
Unloved is the word used on him..hahahaa..maybe I shld sit here and wait 4 love to come to mi...and on the other hand..still thinkin of THE wan I once loved...hoping she wld come back to mi 1 sweet day..
Would you dance if I asked you to dance?
Would you run and never look back?
Would you cry if you saw me crying?
Would you save my soul tonight?
Would you tremble if I touched your lips?
But then again..that only happens in a perfect world..in a perfect place where there is perfect love and eternal life..maybe tt can only happen in my dreams..maybe that can only happen in some fantasy..but who noes? that might happen someday..! maybe now..maybe tml..maybe the day after..maybe baby? hahahahaa...
I don't deserve this,or do I?
I do deserve this,but I don't!
I might want U, but I can't
I might need U, hopefully soon
I might hold U, but u are too far away
I might not have to courage, but I do have the strength
Seems like I am writing crap man! Dunno wat it means aso..but I juz write wat I wanna write..and wat comes into my mind at the very moment..
I'm Loving Angels Instead.......................
Friday, March 21, 2003
- 12:42 AM
wAh..so many ppl raise hand ah!! cool..tt means..u all agree with mi ah? hehehehe...din noe US had so much..and I mean much..not many! sofisticated weapons..hahahha...look at sg..still using the super puma helicopter...and the old junk from WW2...and those second hand submarines bought from...denmark I think..1 from US aso...second hand leh! cannot make it ah!! wAh lau eh..no $$$ izzit...whole day tax ppl..pay this...pay tt..dun have $$$ is fake wan ah! dunno where they are keepin it..if I find out...i am gonna chai chuan sg ah!
1 more thing...my dad juz told mi earlier in the day..he said that PM Goh's mthly salary is 3 times higher than Bush's salary!! hahahahaa...and he is serious abt it! I think thatZ where all our $$$ goes...into those govt ppl's pockets! so..die...we die 1st...hahahhaa...confirm wan!
yaH..I am burning....burning both with anger..and my body! hahahaha...after that tann at the beach..i am burning hot man! i am afraid that my skin is gonna peel AGAIN....argHhh..!!
Abt the burning with anger thing..dun wish to tok abt it..make mi mad~~ some1 broke my heart...again....u all remember the temptation island...when nick said something to cassie...hahahhaa..he said..4 times u have tried to break my heart...3 times u have succeeded.. man...thatZ 1 line I am gonna use! and remember vividly...~~~
ok..got match tonite...gonna sleep liao...itZ 12.38.48 and countinggggggg.............
Wednesday, March 19, 2003
- 2:26 PM
hAhAhaaa...yesterday got pri sch class gathering! cool huh?? hehee! totally enjoyed myself..my fren from RGS aso interested in outdoor stuff..so I told her abt hpt..she seems kinda interested..but too bad hpt is only for phs pupils..hahaha..not open to outsiders..shannon already specifically said.. We went to palawan beach..cool..at 1st got rain clouds..but lucky the wind blew them away..maybe the rain god noe tt I was there..then..dun dare to rain liao...( look how intimidating I am..) hahahaha...
sPent abt half a day at the beach..played vball..beach soccer..water polo..where the guys played..and started smashing the vball against each other..I got hit on the forehead so many times..hahahha...pain! then..we asked the gers to join in..and played water monkey! ahahhahaa..so fun..we sabo ppl..hahahhaa..the stars were the so called pri sch lovers..but now they are not..hahahhaa...we all still have this concept in our heads..hehehehee..!! at ard 2 like tt...we had our snacks..where we played cards while eating...and then we had our free time..started tokin to each other....tok until got nothing to tok..
i sat by the shore..and took a stick and wrote "her" name.. wonder why i did tt..? hMmmmm....anywayZ..I was thinking of her while sitting there..lookin at the sea and beyond..hahhahaa..cool..
Am I still in love?
Or am I not?
oHh..yah..chewy..have u done wat I asked u to do?? hehehehe...
Sunday, March 16, 2003
- 1:22 AM
yUpZ...tonite was by far the best nite of my life..I had a wonderful..well..sorta wonderful conversation with her..actually itZ not tt much of a conversation..but more of a SMS kinda thing..din get a chance to tok to her..as in..tok..face to face..or..voice to voice..
sHe was askin mi funny funny qns..real "funny"..but..at least it cleared her doubts..abt wat? I dunno..maybe itZ juz her doubts..hahaha..I am not her..she is not mi..dunno wat she iz thinkin..but..i juz have this funny feeling..that..tonite will be the laz nite I will be msging her... but i wldn't noe watZ goin thru her mind at tt time..neither wld she noe watZ goin thru mine...but..my mind was relax..and I was composed......haI....if only i could.......let her noe how I feel...
oHhh..yah..watcHed..Temptation Island ( The Reuniun )..maN...3 of the 4 couples..broke up! siaN bOdOh......relationships come and go...haI.. tt show ah..!! only wanna break up ppl..!! f***..!!!!!!
bUt..iF only i had a gerfren..who has..cassie's smile..piaf's eyes...alana's boobs..keke!..and liana's hair...wAhhh..tt wld be too gd to be true..but..it can nv happen lah..it will only happen in a perfect world...but..this world isn't perfect!
hmmmMm...tml goin to play socca! hahaha...kick balla..!! laz week..i ramed the ball at my fren's..bird bird..hahahhaa..oPps...I got kicked in the butt..dunno wat will happen tml..hope I dun get any injuries..cos..i am kinda injury prone! I think my back injury..iz fully recovered......and..I can run freely liao..laz time..cldn't u noe! run..pain..pain...run..pain...haI...but..my speed came back..and with my speed..i can do wonders with it! hahahahaa...i used to be the fastest amongst my grp of frens..now..my reputation is back!
mUaHhhahahahahaa....aStAlAviStA..!!!
Saturday, March 15, 2003
- 12:36 AM
Sometimes I wonder, why izzit so like tt..like this..like tt wan..I guess u ppl dunno wat tokin mi aso..as a matter of fact..I aso dunno how tokin I..hahahahha...
Well..my day was boring! Maybe I shouldn't use this word..but itZ juz that I dunno wat to do..and I dun wanna do anything.. half of my brain tells mi to go look 4 a job..the other half tells mi to stay at home and slack..I wonder wat wld happen if a person's brain was splitted up into 4 parts..then..1/4 wld be doin this..1/4 doin tt..bla blaa..
How I wish I could get my computer upgraded..wel..maybe not upgraded..but changed! itZ still running on a AMD chip..and itZ AMD k-6..equivilant to pentium 1 and 3/4..okok..make it 2..itZ only a pentium 2 pc..and who iz using a pentium pc nowadays! Worst of all iz tt..I dun have a USB port..I am still using a serial port!! f*** man!!
My this pc..has been with mi for 4 yrs liao..since i got my PSLE results..I think tt time..computers were ex...very..i think this set cost mi..2000+ and look at the prices now! so cheap! I think bill gates has made enuff money already! muahahhahahaa....
BUt come to think abt it..wat abt those ppl who dun even have or dun use a pc..how do they past their time!?? they can't juz sit around all the time.........
anYwayZ..got to go...........chaO....! liFe suCkS...nono..shld be..my pC suCkS..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! arGhHhhh...!!!!!!!!!! _|_
Wednesday, March 12, 2003
- 10:21 PM
Remember the time when we have our breaks and we sat at the sofa beside the HOD rm..then her sir would come scold her for slacking.. Lucky I noe her sir..it was Marcus..my fren..
Remember how i changed the subject so that he would tok to mi instead of her..hehehehe..
Remember the day when my squadmates(that jason and andrew..) wanted to get her number..and I said no to them..muahahaahhaa...(evil mi..) And even told her to say no..she actually listened..
Remember how I put my hand around her shoulder when I was tired..
Remember how I helped her with her fringe when it was flyin around..I placed it to the back of her ear..
Remember how I always tell her all the stuffs abt hpt..and she used to listen with such curious eyes.
Remember how I used to tease her when we were together..
Remember that time when she cut her hair..man..she looked like a barbie doll..keke!
Remember how I used to be so low in confidence..and she used to tell mi this and that..haI.........
Remember..I think I have to go to toilet liao! Stomach pain........muahHAhahahahaa....
Monday, March 10, 2003
- 6:44 PM
To Continue or Not to Continue?
To Like or Not to Like?
To Love or Not to Love?
To Persue or Not to Persue?
To Hope or Not to Hope?
To Dream or Not to Dream?
To Think or Not to Think?
To Wish or Not to Wish?
To Face It or Not to Face It?
To Remember or Not to Remember?
To Hurt or Not to Hurt?
To Move On or Not to Move On?
To Strive or Not to Strive?
To Find or Not to Find?
To Tell her or Not to Tell
To Call or Not to Call... ... ...?
To Msg or Not to Msg... ... ...?
To Wait or Not to Wait?!!!
Friday, March 07, 2003
- 1:47 AM
Sad.....sad...sad....sad.sad situation...............and itZ gettin more and more absurd.....................
Ok..1st things 1st...I wanna let u all noe...that..I am super bored at home!!!! If u all..after sch go out or anything...call mi along..!! I dun wanna stare at the pc screen...!!!!! ItZ gonna get a hole soon....ahahahaha.......
OhHh...nothing much to write today lah...but..juz wanna say..she nv reply mi...!! yah...she..'you noe who'...hey..seriously speakin...u all got watch harry potter?? hahahaha...you noe who...lord valdermot...hahahhahaa...!! cool stuff...but...she lah...so cannot be lord liao........
Thursday, March 06, 2003
- 12:58 AM
wAhhhh......dinner was great!! still burping out the crabs! hahahahaha....my mama cooked crabs tonite! I call them..mom's special super pepper crab...eat already sure lau sai...hahahahhaa...!! cool stuff..!! sUuiIiii ahh....... For 1st timers..pls be warned..eat liao..2-3 hrs later..sure lau.........but for seasoned ppl....like mi and my dad...aso cannot escape the lau-ing....but...nx day then will lau..!!!
hAn nAh...!! I am full of crap lah... Ok...I think I have to tell u ppl this...I have a dj cousin!! Her name is Juliet Teo...she is the traffic ger on power98...her shift iz 4-9...daily...hahahahhaa...support her ok? I noe u all listen to perfect10...I aso listen to perfect10...glenn and rod still rocks..!! and...Dan's still the man...but...support Julie jie jie ok?? ahahahaa...(well...thatZ wat i call her..she my cousin mah..u all dun call her tt ah....knock ur head!!! ) HmmMmmmm......I remember yesterday msging..."u noe who" then..msg and msg...and msg...then suddenly...i...said something like..."gd..guai....*sayang..* then she nv reply liaoZ...hmmMmm........is this considered shyness??? can some1 pls enlighten mi...!!!!!????
eHhhh....JD lee...I noe u are readin this...dun deny ah....muAhhahahahaa....I still noe wat u did laz summer............*rInG..RiNG...* U will die in 7 days................Muahhahahahahhahaa....... ok...heard u wanna join hpt ah? hmmmMM.....go tok to Mrs Soh lor...if not... there's this choir ger...called valene..ex phs wan...she goes back to sch wan lah...can see her at the chapel there...hahaha..can tok to her aso....ok?? stop pesterin those frens of urs....
wAhHhh............shit..!!! Now I wanna lau sai...!! why the effect today...so fast ah?? shit..!!!!!!! aHHhhhh........pain...!!!!!! wOooo...ahhh....eeee....!!! aHhhhh......................................................................*pUuUuuTtttttt......* hehehe...!!
Monday, March 03, 2003
- 10:08 PM
waH lAu eh........cannot fail PAC ah..u all...cannot fail....dun throw my face....i nv fail before leh.......cannot fail hor u all...!! nVm...I will be helping u all anywayZ...hahahahhaa....hopefully that I wun be that bad a teacher....hahahhaa....call mi mr teo?? hmmmm???
aHhhhhhhh........todat went out with Jie...hahahahaha...she so pretty...go out with her...feel like my gerfren like tt...but then ah...she not lah....juz my jie only...hehehehehee....had a great time today...she bought alot of things man...alot...!!! 100+ worth of items..!!
Liverpool beat Man Utd in the Worthington Cup final yesterday....wOOOooooo....so happy 4 my club...ahahahhaa.... okok... thatZ the update 4 the day...hehehehe...
Sunday, March 02, 2003
- 9:48 PM
Hahahahahahaaa....So happy 4 myself..ahahhahaa....did fairly well 4 my O levels...although I was prepared 4 the worst actually...but..I got 15 pts...heNggg.....ah......my parents were aso happy...my dad seems to be sayin yes to everything now... he even remembered wat I requested the laz time....I wanted a bedtop radio....some new furniture in my room...a new PC...new HP...new..clothes....but...ai yah...i shld not be so tan xin....1 by 1....
And 1st..I muz get a gerfren..all my uncles have been tellin mi tt....cos..my other cousins..who are older then mi...1 of the same age..all got liao....actually..i got younger cousins...but..primary sch get gerfren?? siao ah..!! watZ worst..kindergarden get gerfren?? even more siao ah!!! hahahahaa.... I wan a GERFREN...!!!!! remember how miserable and lonely I was on valentine's day??? remember how miserable and lonely I was on laz yr's valentine's day.....ehhh...wait...i spent it with jie I think....hehehehhee....opps..
Vball is great....got alot of hot babes...hahahhahaa...wOooo...hOooo...although I went to the stadium late... remember this?? Yi ba an de leh...yi ba hor li gah....apple..apple...orange hor li gah.........yuan de bu nah...bian de nah....bla bla blaaa....hahahahaha... external instructors step into the stadium.....the cheer starts....hehehehehe......
Got this vball ger I met in AMK mos....her name is...wee tyng...I like the way she laffs.......so cute.....feel like pinching her cheeks...hahahahhaa.....tt day nv get her number..cos too paisae.....then ended up gettin her number from shila...........hehehee... but I msg her...she nv reply.....sianZ........