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I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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Friday, February 29, 2008
- 12:00 AM

4 years ago,
today,
I never thought I would meet someone like you.


4 years later,
today,
I'll still be keeping the same promise I made.


Now,
today,
Just don't let me down.


(my own version of the leap year..............................)


Wednesday, February 27, 2008
- 12:37 PM

Wake,
You've been sleepin'
Tell me what to believe in.


Tuesday, February 26, 2008
- 11:12 PM

2 movies in 2 days is awesome!
1st was CJ7..
2nd was Ah Long Pte Ltd..
If I had to choose between either one, I would choose cj7..

Hmmm...
Choice.

  1. The act of choosing; selection.
  2. The power, right, or liberty to choose; option.
  3. One that is chosen.
  4. A number or variety from which to choose: a wide choice of styles and colors.
  5. The best or most preferable part.
  6. Care in choosing.
  7. An alternative.


Which brings me to my point, I believe everyone has choices, in everything that you do in life. Sometimes you make choices which don't turn out right, sometimes you make them and they do turn out right.
If it turns out right? Then good la!
If it doesn't..
Don't you wish that it would be changed?
Have you ever wondered if it's really possible to travel back into time and make those changes you've always wanted to make?
Have you ever thought that every single step you take could make a difference in what becomes of you in the future?
Given a choice, would you like to go back into time and make afew changes so that in the future things would change?


Erase your life of,
Regrets..
Mistakes..
Wrongdoings..
Heartbreaks..
Grief..
Pain..
Suffering..
Disappointment..























Would you?
I would..
But I would give it to someone more important..


Saturday, February 23, 2008
- 10:50 PM

Nothing is Impossible..
Impossible is Nothing..
Everything is Possible..
Just that the Impossible takes more time..


Tuesday, February 19, 2008
- 11:20 PM

Hmmmmmm...........
Went jogging with Yvonne and Valarie just now..
Mei Miao ahhh...Mei Miao..........
U really cannot run la..run already wanna die liao.. Haiyo!! See u everywhere also white..I aso scared lor..Where got people run already..ear pain de??!!
And..
Valarie!!!
U need to shed some pounds I swear..
HAHAH!!!

Smacked Meimiao on her forehead..And got some spiking on my arm..
Vballers..Don't mess with them..


Monday, February 18, 2008
- 1:18 PM

Pulled a string yesterday..
A hamstring..
I wonder why is it called a hamstring...................


Sunday, February 17, 2008
- 9:08 PM

Read my friend's blog..
His valentine's day entry I guess..
I'm gonna grab a little from there and paste them here..
Well, At least there's something to talk about isn't it?
Everyone's talking about their valentine's day..
And I spent mine at a coffee shop..
It isn't that bad after all..
Meeting Yvonne and Valarie after their gym and buying healthy fruit juices for them..
Ask and you'll receive, I'll say..
Since they asked for the fruit juice treat, well, they received..


Quoted,
Happy Valentine's Day to all the people who are attached!! may you all be tgt happily ever after!! to those who are in the midst of going after someone or being going after.. may the love blossom!!! To those people who are single and got no direction in love.. please do not be sad!! Happy frdship day!!! Lastly.. to those whose heart is wasted.. i am sure u will find the right one soon...



I finally went to WALA WALA after since that horrific day.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I told her, I never thought I would be getting a scar, a scar would be the last thing I wanna have on myself, I never wanted to inflict pain on myself, I never wanted to inflict pain to the folks, I never wanted to be lying on that hospital bed trying to put a smile on my face when I needed to head into an operating room..
Soon the smile faded away and all that was left was a scar,
A scar to remind myself by.
A scar to remind myself of everything that I've been through..


Took a train there, first time taking train to Wala Wala! HAHA!
Other times I drove there..
Oh boyyyyyyy..........I missed those times..
Talked to Joa on the journey there, she said usually she would concuss in the train..HA!
But we talked all the way there..
She told me something that did really opened up another chain of thoughts in my mind..



It's a crime you let it happen to me
Nevermind, I'll let it happen to you
Out of mind, forget it there's nothing to lose
But my mind and all the things I wanted..


Everytime I get it I throw it away
It's a sign, I get it, I wanna stay
By the time I lose it I'm not afraid
I'm alive but I can surely fake it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're the part of me that I don't wanna see

Forget it

There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but holding breath you can breathe
To question every answer counted

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way

Forget it

It's a crime you let it happen to me
Out of mind, I love it, easy to please
Nevermind, forget it, just memories
On a page inside a spiral notebook

Just fade away
Please let me stay
Caught in your way
I can live forever here

Forget it

How can I believe when this cloud hangs over me
You're a part of me that I don't wanna see

I can live forever here




..........


Thursday, February 14, 2008
- 11:38 PM

My player has been really nice to me for the past 3hrs or so, it's been playing all the nice soothing romantic valentine's songs..
I think it understands the occasion and tries it's best to play the suitable songs..
HAHA..
Awesome man!!

Once again..
Before the day ends,
Happy Valentine's Everyone!!


- 4:00 PM

Hope you'll be in time to read this..



You'll never know
What you've done for me
Put your faith in me
A start for my song

You'll never know the
gift you've given me
I'll carry it with - yeah...

Though the days that had me
think of days before
You made me hope for something better
You made me reach for something more


You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Taught me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart

You opened my eyes
You opened the door
to somewhere I've never know before
And you love
is the music of my heart

You were the one
always on my side
(always on my side)
always standing by
(always standing by)
Seeing me through

You were the song that always
made me sing
I'm singing this for you

Everywhere I go
I think of where I've been
You were the onw who knew
me better than any will again

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Taught me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart

You opened my eyes
You opened the door
to somewhere I've never know before
And you love
is the music of my heart

What you taught me
Only your love could ever teach me
You got through when no one
could reach me before

'Cause you're always on with me
All the best that I could be
It was you who set me free

You taught me to run
You taught me to fly
Taught me to free the me inside
Help me hear the music of my heart
Help me hear the music of my heart

You opened my eyes
You opened the door
to somewhere I've never know before
And you love
is the music of my heart




You know, deep down inside, I would really like to spend it with you..
Don't you?
So, If you do read this in time..
And you don't have anyone beside you tonight..
Without hope or agenda,
I would like to be there..
Be there with you..
My doors are always open..
And if you do come knocking..
I'll be home..


I thought of a place,
A place with surely good music and nice food..
A place meant for just the both of us..
I'll save it for someone special..


- 12:19 AM

Dear Cupid,

This year feels the same as all other years, you missed again!! U *^#@&%^$..

Yours Sincerely,
Gary


Wednesday, February 13, 2008
- 11:49 AM

I got nothing to say...


Monday, February 11, 2008
- 12:40 PM

Grandma's birthday was different this year, its more like a buffet style, catered and at home, rather than the usual restaurant 8 9 10 course meals. The family is getting bigger..with more babies, infants, toddlers, preschools, and kids..
Which means that if we do eat at the restaurant, we would need almost 3 tables, being packed with kids below the age of 10, it wouldn't be that much of economical, since now everywhere's getting expensive.
In order of age(And the length of hair/or the amount of hair on the head),
Sarah
Ariel
Cheyenne
Celeste
and the newest and most recent one..
Baby Dillon!!!!

Not only that, my 2 elder cousins brought their girlfriends along also. I guess both of them are very much confirmed already.. Hui Hui(Ewen the pilot's girlfriend) is getting sweeter on the yearly basis, since I last saw her last year, compared to this, she's become much more cuter and she even looks younger!! HAHA..
And my dear Lily, I think you are still as hot as ever, I believe I say this every year, Edmund is one lucky guy la! Stop bullying me already!!

Ariel had a tough time trying to keep his patience, he was being bullied by me and Edmund, we both keep tickling his butt, putting our toes into his pocket while he's trying to concentrate playing the game with my aunt. And Sarah! She's even cuter, she was sitting quietly in the corner trying to solve some puzzle. Then I told Sarah to come over and sit beside me, she (no choice being younger) came over and sat on my lap, cos I bluffed her that we'll solve the puzzle together. Then I told her,
"Sarahhhh...you'll be my girlfriend for the night ok?"
She shyyyyyyyyyy........ Look down, continue playing..
So cute la..
Her hair's damn soft, so nice to touch, very smooth, and silky, like some doll like that. Somemore, she wore a dress that made her look even more like a doll.
Then Lily, who was sitting beside me, pulled Ariel over..
Then told him.."Boy! You'll be my boyfriend for the night, I don't want Edmund already.."
Then Edmund, went "Wa lauuuu..........Left with Dillon................."
I told Lily, "Gay!"
And we shared a little joke on the sofa..

Talking about Dillon! He's very interested in talking on the phone, he kept picking up the phone and trying to dial some numbers, I, of course, put my hand on the 9 button, cos each time he pressed any number, it would be 3 times.. HAHA..

Cheyenne and Celeste were clinging onto the parents most of the time, nothing much to say about them, but they are still damn cute la..
OK! All babies are cute, but when they get older.....It'll be a different story already! HAHAHAH!






Owell..
Never again would I feel this way,
Looks like I'll have start all over again..









Hey Girl
Is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you, baby
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah

Now Girl
I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now (on now)
Maybe I should do the same
(Maybe I should do the same)
The funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you baby (baby)
And now, it's all just a shame
That I guess I was wrong

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah

What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeahhh
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't wanna think about it
Don't wanna talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
I can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fate

Is the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Shoulda known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's ok, baby, cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
(What goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
(What goes around comes around, baby)
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around, comes all the way, back around
Yeah

[...Comes Around (Interlude)]

Yup
Yup
Yup(let me paint this picture for ya, baby)
Yup

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And everytime you call him, all you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes
When you cheated, girl
My heart bleeded, girl
So it goes without saying that ya left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl, you got what you deserved
And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right
But girl, I ain't somebody
I'm out of sympathy
See..

What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)
What goes around comes back around
I thought I told ya
Hey(hey)

Take it to em, J

Hey, hey, hey, hey(repeatedly till the end)

Haha
See
You shoulda listened to me, baby
Take it to em, J
Because
What goes around comes back around
Hahahaha
Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh
Ooh
Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh











Happy Birthday Granny!!!
(Stop asking me when mine is gonna arrive......)


Saturday, February 09, 2008
- 2:37 AM

Ok la!!!! I should be blogging about you la!! I know...
Went out with my supper buddy just now, she's still a sweetie.. As always..
I think I should give her a new nickname or something..
Having-your-heel-stuck-between-the-drain-girl~!!!
HAHAHAHHAHA!!!!

Went to Serangoon Gardens.. Chomp Chomp there..Where I met my secondary school friend whose dad owns a shop that sell Hokkien Mee there, wasn't anywhere near fantastic in my opinion, the chilli wasn't matching. Mee was sticky, I prefer it slightly dry..
Owell, after that we went for ice cream! Her favourite place I guess.. Right Joa??!! Issit your favourite place?
Ice-Cube just opened another branch at TM, damn far la! Then went I went to foot the bill, they gave a 10% discount voucher at TM, so I gave it to her..

Sorry that you had to cab back!
I'll drive u next time!!
Promise!
We'll have our supper trips next time ok?
Don't worry!
Demsey hill and Wala wala wun close down!
Hahaha!

Tag when you see this!






Hmmmmmmmm.............
Are we looking at the same star tonight?


Friday, February 08, 2008
- 5:04 PM

Sarah..
Ariel..
Dillon..
I LOVE U!

Yep! I love my niece and nephews!
Dillon was so damn cute on reunion night! He could walk already and he was walking to almost everywhere he wanted to go..So when he stumbles, and changes direction..He just continues walking! HAHA..
He wanted to open the car door, to check whether if anyone was inside..
Seeing the handle and a door, (and since he was taught to knock on the door), he actually knocked the car too hoping somebody would open it up.. Cute ass..
Next..Although he didn't really know me at all and his dad was carrying him outside the house on the streets, he just reached over and wanted me to carry him..
HAHAH! So friendly.. I love babies!!

I'm gonna miss them..
It's a yearly affair..


Thursday, February 07, 2008
- 1:17 AM

Everything that's wrong, which felt so right..


Wednesday, February 06, 2008
- 12:55 PM

WAH!!!
So happy!!
I finally got those stuffs from G2000..
My friend finally got it for me! Yay!
All in all, I got a pink top, a black pants, a kinda-like-white berms, and a pair of black trousers. (Which is too long, so I'm gonna ask Audrey to alter it for me..)
All those on top are all chosen by Audrey..
I guess this year's Chinese New Year's gonna be a highly questionable one.
Meaning, I would be the center of attraction.
"Gary, how is your hand?"
"Gary...How did the accident happen?"
"Gary, this.........Gary, that..."
I can't play mahjong with my Mom's side already..None of them knew about the accident.
I don't want them to ask questions all that..


Sunday, February 03, 2008
- 8:48 PM

Girl, you haven't replied any of my messages at all..
Are you alright?
Don't make me worried like you always do.


I'm holding on waiting for your call
it's simple but I can't explain this
I'm sinking down I feel like I could die
I'm falling off I don't know why

I still believe it when you say
it's another perfect day
another perfect day

If you only read this place..