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my life inside there..is super FUCKED UP la..!
1st..thurs nite..
had to wake up early the nx day..
cos got range the nx day and the trainees are the advanced party..
the life really sucks la...
meanin the nite before range, we got to slp late, wake up early..
and at range, we dun get to slp at all..
then got nite shoot,
which means, we reach camp at 1am, unload the stores all that,
unpack, account for everything..
2am..
still gotta clean rifle and send arms!!!!!
so in the end we ended up slpin at 3..
and waking up time is still the same..
5.30..

but!!
the most demoralizing thing is..
I got guard duty on sunday!!!
fucking pissed..!!!
not enuff rest already la..
and now..
im sick!
cos not enuff slp..
flu and cough..
i think fever's gonna come next..
stupid camp..stupid system..stupid life..
it juz sucks la..
and, knowing u might not get to book out next weekend saddens me..
my life sucks la..
really..it does..
no morale at all..
no purpose..
still running around like some mad ass..
basically..

ARMY SUCKS..!!

but, i can tell u 1 thing..
I respect rank..But I dun like regimentation..


Sian fuck!
another 5hrs later..and I gotta book in to the place I booked out 7hrs ago..


but..ok..for some consolation..I passed range!

juz count down the time to book in i guess.............


OK! in abt half an hr..
im leaving again..
bookin in..
all these seems so familiar..
the scenes has changed tho..
i'll be bookin in in civilian clothing..
and bookin out with them aso..
thats the only difference..
but!
im still..
leavin with a heavy heart..
leavin with a moody feeling..
haha..


and im tired..!
din get enuff slp this weekend..
i think i'll be gloomy the whole week..
haah..


haiii....
i want a girlfren!


hmm..might not book out nx week..
cos got range!
day and nite shoot..
bang bang...! haha..
bang for marksman..
free money..
100bucks i think??

hope we'll have a nites out soon..
yea..alrite!
bookin in!!
the feeling's all coming back...


i miss those guys back in tekong..
i miss those days back in tekong..
i miss everything back in bmt..
haiii.........


looks like the life in camp is back to the life of a recruit.. altho im a private soldier now..
still!!!!!
we are the lowest lifeform on earth..
1 week down from my 10 week course..
im in a classfied camp..so i cant say much, do much, bring much in..
there are only 40 of us in the course..
and its like..4 vocations to fill up..
its called a FATA trade course, cos u learn a trade inside..
there's TA(target acquisition)
R&S(recce and survey)
Arthur(some radar..)
and..
PGM(precision guided missiles..)
basically,
i would like to get into either r&s and pgm..
oh! and this vocation allows u to travel all around the world for exercise..
south africa ahh..
australia ahh..
new zealand ahh..
thailand ahh..
taiwan ahh..
india ahh....
yea..thats all the places u get to go..
wat i do there..is classified..
so, if i tell u..
i have to kill u..
HAHA..


so far..noe 2 seniors there already..
thai ee(ex phs guy..)
and matthew!!!! ( my long lost soccer pal..)
both in pgm..
hmm..
alrite la..24SA, my cousin is in 21SA, he will come over for course..
i heard..cos the 2nd LT here noes him..
and they used to bully him..
haha! nowonder he likes to bully me la..
it comes in a circle..
ha...


yea..
but wats good! i get to book out on fri!!
HAHA..
so, i shall see u nx friday!
yep...
til then againnn......



and......can u ppl stop changing blogs!!!!
gotta link link link....wa lau....


Happy anniversary baby!!!!
Its 17th sept 2006..
and a yr ago 17th sept 2005...
I got my licence..!!
HAHA..I got 24points officially now!!
But my dad aint gonna take out the triangle he says..
let other ppl bully him lor...
its not gonna be a problem for him to bully the person back anyway..
haha..considering he has almost 40yrs of drivin experience..



alrite..
arty here i come..
24SA..would be a blast!!
yea baby!!
haha..my cousin's in arty aso..
he was tellin me..
hey boy..at least we are gunners cousins..
hahahha!!
yea man!!
Once a Gunner..Always a Gunner...
I aint gonna bring my camera fone for a week..
so..
I wun be sending or receiving any calls...or smses..
so..juz text me..i'll read it when i on my fone on fri?
hopefully that wld be the day i book out..
yepp...


anyway..
here's the sad part..
I wanted to go ocs..
when i opened my posting, i wished..
i prayed..
i hoped..
Officer Cadet School..SAFTI..
but, none of those words came out..
the 1st thing tt came into my mind was..
ok..Maybe SISPEC..
School of Infantry SPECialists..
but NO..!!
Not that too!!
instead wat i read was...
Khatib camp..
SO..i burst out laffing!!
so near!!! direct bus somemore..
near all the ppl..
the sch...
hpt..
and more!! the zoo??
ok..kiddin..haha..
dun wan anything to do with the zoo..


okie...gotta go..
slp early..
haha..
check back at this space soon..
thanks!!


I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free (so they say)
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be (so they say)
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
(climbin' up a hill)



This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye


Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance (just one more chance)
and I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
would make more sense (only self defense)
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
(on a wing and prayer)



This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye


The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye

Someone please tell me why

Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Are you ever coming back again?
Guess I'm never coming back again


Posting is out!!!!
WOoo hoOoo....

Ok..now it feels kinda bittersweet..
Target was OCS,
so if i fall, i wud only drop to SISPEC..
but now!
its nothing at all..
Man, at Khatib camp..
thats some consolation i guess..
so near me!!





You are posted to 24 SA.
Your vocation is ARTY OPR - FATA LOCATOR.
Your are to report to: Khatib Camp, BLK 26, RM #03-20.
Reporting Date/Time: 18/09/2006 at 0800 hrs.
Person to report to: Chief Clerk
Special Instruction: No Camera Handphone is allowed. You are required to bring along your duffle bag / field pack complete with the SAF issued items given during BMT. You are expected to stay in.

No cam fone?? But I only have cam fone!?!? HOW MAN..!?!?!
Expected to stay in? Meaning, they expect us to stay in? Meaning...I have a choice?
HAHA..thats gd... I hope..
But i will noe more on monday..


So near! Ohh..Kelly! If u are readin this..Its juz behind ur house..
Can I send an arty shell over to u??


But its not so bad la..Arty...Operator somemore..
Juz press button I hope..
Fingers sure ache de..
Ippt gonna drop alr..
HAHA..i hope I can take off from 30th Oct, to 3rd Nov,Or any1 of those days...
and aso 28th Nov..Hope they give bday off or something.. HAHA..


OK...gotta go..
I've got a medical at 2.40pm..
Gonna have lunch, get drenched walkin to the station..
and...catch a cold..and report sick on monday..HAHA..no la..kidding...
haha...
Hope the rain stops!!!


and!



i still wan this car...


thursday!
oh man..
and tomorrow is friday..
i will noe my posting results after 12pm tmr..
login to www.ns.sg..the NS portal..HAHA..

i still got a medical tmr..
ENT de..
remember i got bronchitis laz time..
then refered to ENT..
the appointment was supposed to be 4weeks ago..
i changed changed..cos got this event..
that event..
and all other events in tekong..
so..postpone until tmr! 15th sept..
siannn..
i heard tt they are gonna put a tube thru my nose..
and poke it all the way down to my lung..
and check wats inside there..
AHHHHhHhHhhHHhhhh!!!!
is there any other way???
is there no other way????
AHHHHHHH...!!!!


had lunch with the wacky valarie today..
HAHA..
she's stil as plum as ever..
seriously the food at pao pao cha guan is little!!
cant even fill up my stomach!!
urghHhH.....

i wanna get posted to....
OCS..!!
if not..
be a rifleman..
they call it rifleman not becos u carry a rifle with u all the time..
its juz..those..man la..
u noe?? boss and they kar kias...
yepp..


this block leave is too long already!
dunno wat to do...
hahah..seems like i've gone back to my old usual self..
slackin and chillin at home..
seems like i've adjusted back to civilian life already..
but,
all these are gonna change..
soon, it will all go back to the regimentation..
the punishments..
the back-stabbin of army..
HAHAH..
phs got camp on the 30th oct to 3rd nov..
hope i can go..
but i seriously doubt so..
maybe on friday take leave? haha...
and join them for dinner or smth.. yepp..
im gonna miss hpt..
startin 18th sept..

meanwhile..

chill is still the word...


waHh...
cool blog rite??
i thiNk so too..
haha..
the shoes rocks..
adidas..
its my fav brand..
yea..


had a good time yest..
went out for dinner with weiquan..
i woke up up at 6.15..
then, i went downstairs to meet my fren..
chit chat awhile, 6.50 like that he left..
i walked to the usual coffee shop 1st..
chill there..
called him again..
nv answer, so i thot he was in the toilet or smth..
ok..nvm! give him a few mins more..
by then it was 7.15 already..
so I called...
TO FIND THAT HE HAVEN WAKE UP YET..!!!
pissedddDddd...!!!!
nvm, i only reached the place like...15mins,
so its ok.. can wait..
end up!!
he took the longer way there...
ohh mann!!
1 big round..a 5mins walk..
took him 1/2an hr..
wa lauuu... go to the middle of bishan park and shout
"im a cock!!!!!"
haha..

after eating, quite a full meal...
we wanted to go for some bubble tea at the shop at jubilee..
memories la..that place..
my god sis brought me there many times..
hehe..so nice of her ya?
kinda miss those days..after sch i wld meet her for lunch all that..
now she's in NTU..
taking lit..yepp her english and chinese super power de..
better than mine...
ahhhhhH....
jie!!!! u noe i miss u...

reached the bubble tea shop! no more bubble!!
bubble tea aint bubble tea without bubbles....
so we told the auntie..
we go out and cry 1st..
we'll come back tmr...
hahaha...
so, 2 guys walking around amk aimlessly..
damn long nv play pool..
ended up at kpool..
hahaha..played awhile..
wq wanted to sing..
i din really wanna sing tho..
cos i noe nuts abt chinese songs..
yea..really nuts..
but i have to admit, i noe the tune..
juz that i dunno the lyrics..
andrew came soon after..to join us in singing..
haha..
i really dunno how to sing chinese songs la..dehh!!!
sing sing sing...until 2am..
went to central the s-11..
watched soccer..
PSV Eindhoven vs Liverpool..
boring match lehhhh......wa lauuu.....
dunno y my team is playin like that..
maybe becos of the nx match which is against chelsea,
so the manager rested afew players..
no..not afew players.. alot! the whole midfield was changed..
haii...
gerrard and alonso din start..
wassup with that man!!

came back...at abt 5am..
slp...
and now..
good morning!!! here i am....
yawnnnssssssss................................






the future of sound...


OK..!!
I give up!!
after tryin to sign into msn for the past 6hrs!!?!!?!
i give up!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot sign in! and i dunno wats wrong!!
hmm..maybe i shld downgrade..
install msn 7.5 again!
hahaha..but the problem started with 7.5..
thats y i got 8..
and now..8 is aso giving me the same prob!!
ok.
the only logical explanation is that..
the modem sucks??
the internet connection is bad..
and................
the ip corrupted already..
ok..!!
i shall be back tmr..
HAHAHA...

i wanna sign into msnnnnn.............................
no msn..
cannot tok to ppl..
cannot tok to ppl, i very sad..
i very sad..
i become moody..
i become moody, i cannot think...
i cannot think..
i jump down..
i jump down, i die..
ok..this is goin nowhere..
HAHA..

good nite for the moment...
HAHA..


amazing race was fun!!
cos i was the station master..
HAHAHA..
At AJC, my 2nd time goin to AJ..
hmm...lemme see, the 1st time was..when i was younger, when my cousin was a student there, and they had this fun fair i think..
i remembered i walked thru a maze..
came out..
then..they gave me this cup set..yaa..
i think i still have it, somewhere at home..
mom still keeps it..HAHA..

mr teo bought prata for us..
and soya bean..and grass jelly..
haha..
he bought 20pratas..
5egg..15gosong..
yepp..eat until siao ahh!!!

at nite, there was this...
err...
handover ceremony i think..
yepp...
wasnt there for most part of it..
cos i was running errands..

hmm..
okie..
nth much la..
juz a normal ceremony..
i've been to so many ceremonys before already..
but!!
the most impt thing here..
is that..
VALENE WENT BACK..!!!!!!
my jie mei..!!!
i still miss joanna tho..
hmm..

the satisfaction u get when u see a old batch pass out..
and a new batch taking up new responsibilities..
shows that its a never ending cycle..
to the old batch :
its a new challange after this..
u'll have new responsibilities..new roles..
new things to learn..
to the new batch :
learn from the older batches..
dun make mistakes..
it gets better each time..

all the best!
hmm...

smth happened to the car..
hahahahhahaha!!
it was my fault la..
there goes 250bucks!
hmmm....
ok..i'll pay for it from my pay..
haha!
havent really spent it yet..
it wun happen again..
i'll never drive when i din slp..
now i noe how it feels..
hah..
haiii...........
ok..lets not talk abt it..
its..very..err..saddening already..
HAHA..

haiii...sad sad sad..
and wats more..
it wasnt my dad who scolded me..
HA..it was my mom!!!!
i knew she wld scold me..
haha..from the moment it happened..
ok..

haii...wat a day...
sorry if i got angry in the morning...
:(:(:(

kk...im tired..
gotta slppppppp.........


lately,
i dunno y! been receiving alot of calls from places like..
job street and the most recent 1..job search..
and wats the problem with the calls is that..
they call....
and when i wanna press the answer button..
it becomes a missed call..
is there a spy??!?!?!??!
muz be?? haha..
dunno la..
am i being head hunted?
and everytime i call back..
they ask me to send my name and nric and dob to this number..
and the pre-recorded msg would ask u to send it to a 8 digit number..
which is most likely a HP number being said very quickly..
how to note down!?!?!?! siao ehh..


OK..
gonna leave soon to drive the hpt ppl down to put clues..
din slp at all la!!
AT ALL..since 5.30 friday morning!!
haha..i still wake up at 5.30 la..dunno y..my body clock is used to it le..
slp at 1+...2+..aso wake up at 5.30, but of cos..
go back and slp again..haha..then wake up at 8.
haha..yepp..


hope the race would turns out well...
if not the efforts of the planners would be gone to waste..
yepp..
i experienced it before..
anyway..
zzzzz...im slpy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away


Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is war without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave as you reach for me


Some say
Better things will come our way
No matter what they try to say you were always there for me
Someway
When the sun begins to shine
I hear a song from another time
And'll fade away
And'll fade away

Just close your eyes and I'll take you there
This place is war without a care
We'll take a swim in the deep blue sea
I go to leave as you reach for me
So far, so long, so far away
So far, so long, so far away (away, away)
Someday
When my life has passed me by
I'll lay around and wonder why you were always there for me
One way
In the eyes of a passerby
I'll look around for another try
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
And'll fade away
(someday)
And'll fade away




from me..to u..


She falls apart by herself
No ones there to talk or understand
Feels sustained, dries here eyes
Finds herself, opens the door inside
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasteful


Runaway runaway
Hold, hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway
Hold you tomorrow but your leaving today

You walk along by yourself
There's no sound, nothing is changing
Been gone away, left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can't share
All those words that hurt you
More than you would let it show
Comes apart, by yourself
All is well and everything is wasted


Runaway runaway
Hold, hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway
Hold you tomorrow but your leaving today


Sometimes we'll feel around and this dance instead can't be down
All the sound of me on my own
Any sound of me again it's time away surround around a friend
I know where I know where no where to runaway

She falls apart, no one there
Hold her hand, it seems to disappear
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted

Runaway runaway
Hold hold you but your going away
Runaway runaway
Hold you tomorrow but your leaving today
Runaway Runaway
Hold hold you but your going away
But your leaving today, but your leaving today



from me, for u to me..


13weeks ago..
thurs 8th June..8am..
i took a ferry to pulau tekong and reported for BMT..
with of cos a heavy heart..
yet full of eagerness..
y heavy? cos im leavin my family and frens, loved ones..blablabla..
y eager? cos of wat lies ahead..
had 4weeks of PTP 1st..which is the physical training phase..
where they will beef u up..but seriously..it did beef me up! haha..but im still skinny!
dunno y! haha..

the first 2weeks is stay in..which means u dun get to book out..
they call it adjustment period..
we call it the confinement period..
every nite before i slp..
i lie down there and stare blankly at the walls of the ceiling
watch the fan spin..(im slpin under the fan)
fall aslp counting down the seconds..
thinking about tomorrow..
learnt alot of stuffs durin the 1st 2 weeks, things like..
folding ur smart 4..
fixing the SBO..
fixing the helmet..
dos & don'ts...
the commander's names..
made new frens..
12 other new ppl coming from all walks of lifes stayin together in 1 bunk..
with really different lifestyles..
different upbringings..
different way of talking..
soon,
we got to noe the platoon..followed by the company..
then, everyone's ur fren...

i still remember,
i sms-ed my fren..
"im in mohawk.."
the reply came.....
"hah..good luck! (sarcastic..)"
before i enlisted..i told myself..the last company i wanna get into is Mohawk!
and..on my enlistment date..I got Mohawk!!
well, it aint tt bad..cos Ninja is a totally crazy company..
their OC is a Commando..
probably a fall-out commando..someone who nv gets things rite..those kind..HA!
and get banished to tekong..
with all the hype abt Mohawk being said..
we feared!
but soon after..
we had pride..
and then we were proud to be in Mohawk..
we go around tekong feeling like kings!
yes..thats how much pride we have..
gone thru daily training..

by week 10, we completed almost everything..

by week 12..we are like in party mood..
by week 13..
everyone was gettin crazy!!


and NOW......
on exactly the same day, 13weeks later..
here I am,
tellin u that i've completed BMT..
and im a trained soldier now!
waiting for my nx posting..
which wld be out on the 15th..
OCS, SISPEC, Unit?
Choose 1..

it feels kinda bittersweet..
no more training in tekong..
but..
u wake up in the morning..
look to ur left..and right..and u dun see anyone around..
thats the bond between us..
thats the bond we share..
and thats the bond in the bunk..

hmm..
ohh..and i can feel my lungs clogging up again..
i got a medical on the 15th aso..
im plannin to do something if it doesnt turn out well on the posting day..
HAHA..

meanwhile..its..chill..slack..
and..enjoy while u can..

haiii.................
transitions....transitions........transitions...............
changes....changes...changes....

have i changed???


POP LohHhhHHhHHhhH...!!!

5th Sept!!
Out of tekong!!
HAHA..
YAYYyyyy...!!!!

in case u dunno wat POP is..Its passing out parade..
and NO..u do not pass out literally..U pass out of the course.. yaaa...
well..
nth much to say abt the parade..
cos..its basically singing stupid songs..
doin the infantry roar..
and then throwin the jockey caps..
then that wld be it.. HAHA..

hmm..
now gotta wait for my posting..
shld be out on the 15th..
hmm..
til then..people..
til then....
meanwhile..

as wat the OC says...

CHILL.............


another slack week!
haha!
let me see...
5th sept is POP..!!
at this point of time..
its juz 2days left in tekong..
2days....48hours....
ohHh boy!!
i can smell singapore air again..
hope i dun need to go back..
not for some stupid guard duty..
or some re-stuffs..
cos i missed quite some stuffs..
hmm..
dunno la..
i juz need this block leave to rest and recharge..
and of cos..
to spent time with my loved ones..
haven visited my granny in ages!
like..10weeks?
the last time i went there was like aft my 2week confinement..
hmm..
of cos..not only loved ones..but aso HPT..!!!!!
yes!! i wanna go for the 9/9 event!!
i really want...seeing all my juniors..
its like another passin out parade for them..
but its a steppin forward parade more like it..
takin a big step forward..
hopefully i can get a chance to talk to them..
yepp..
if not..juz talk to afew aso can..make a difference in a small grp 1st..
then try to make a difference in a larger grp..

hmmm......
i aso realized something..
sorrys are said too often..
dun u think so??
its like..i touch u..i say sorry..
HAHA..i hit u..i say sorry!
hmm..
sorry has no value anymore..
wat are u sayin sorry for?
to keep a relationship?
to save a relationship?
to care?
to juz say for the sake of sayin?
to show that u actually can say sorry?
to comfort the person?
sorry seems to be the hardest word........
now..sorry seems to be the easier word....

im sorry...im angry..
i still am..

ya..
sorry!
haha..
wats the point of sayin sorry when u can actually tell me that u are sorry? then u start sayin sorry to each other..
sorry???
no cure..
hahahahaha...
i dunno la....
im juz amazed by wat a sorry can do..
amazin wat a sorry cannot do too!
haha..
i remember my fren sayin this..
"i fuck ur gerfren and say sorry can or not??"