I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day.
I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark.
Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows.
I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :)
On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips.
Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear.
I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".
Beauty so unavoidable, everywhere you turn it's there.. I sit and wonder what am I doing here..
We've got blood in our alcohol stream.. right jason? 2 nights of drinking I conclude, Koh Samui Island Tea tastes better than Long Island Tea.. HAHAH!!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
- 10:23 AM
Even though it only lasted for a mere 3mins plus, it was a good 3mins.. It's enough to sum up the week.. The song was played live, it was broadcast over the phone. Reaching out to an audience of one. Hope you liked it. Wished you were here.. Really wished you were there..
Wala Wala was smashing with EIC around.. As usual, songs where played linked to one another.. Ranging from Stereophonics to U2..The Beatles to Erasure..
I tried to discover a little something to make me sweeter Oh baby refrain from breaking my heart I'm so in love with you I'll be forever blue That you give me no reason, you know you're making me work so hard That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no Soul. I hear you calling Oh baby please give a little respect to me.
And if I should falter, would you open your arms out to me? We can make love not war, and live in peace with our hearts I'm so in love with you, I'll be forever blue What religion or reason could drive a man to forsake his lover? Don't you tell me no Don't you tell me no Don't you tell me no Don't you tell me no Soul. I hear you calling Oh baby please, give a little respect to me.
I'm so in love with you I'll be forever blue That you give me no reason You know you're making me work so hard That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no That you give me no Soul. I hear you calling. Oh baby, please give a little respect to me. Oh baby, please give a little respect to me.
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
- 11:57 PM
I wonder how to Maroon 5 concert went............................................................
Monday, March 24, 2008
- 5:24 PM
SIMI DAI JI LOR!!!!!!!!!!!! 3-0........... HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII............
Off on monday..Which means Sunday no need to book in.. YAY! Watched soccer at Weiquan's place last night.. Haiii....... Total disappointment.. Disgrace! We need more money! Like..MORE!!! We need oil money also! Dubai Investment Capital..Just buy the club la!!!! 1 new right back.. 1 left winger.. 1 right winger.. I guess that should make the team more formidable next season.. Actually, Gary should be the manager.. Look at my track record in FM08.. HAHAHAH!! 78% wins! The record speaks for itself, minimum per season at least a double..
OK! Went for my physio again..Miss my hot therapist la..Her voice is so sweet..Her hands are so gentle..And her eyes..................................WoooO! Mesmerizing! HAHA! Hmmm..Say until she's like some angel like that.. She's just pleasant looking.. YEP!!
Ohh.. And I'm seeing her once every 2 weeks.. That's awesome!! HAHA! It's good enough for me already.. HAHA!!
And..Girl..Get well soon..
Sunday, March 23, 2008
- 1:11 PM
Disagreement :
1.
the act, state, or fact of disagreeing.
2.
lack of agreement; diversity; unlikeness: a disagreement of colors.
3.
difference of opinion; dissent.
4.
quarrel; dissension; argument.
Amazing how a difference in opinion can tear 2 people apart.. It was only a healthy conversation which turned sour.. Only airing of ones views straight from the heart will cause hurt to another person.. An honest opinion was all it took.. Needless to say, with regards to your nature, it all came crashing down.. Ego hurt.. Your emotions took over you.. It was never a disagreement.. It was just airing of thoughts, and telling someone what you truly feel.. Don't compare.. Don't judge.. Cos 2 parallel lines can never meet..
Friday, March 21, 2008
- 3:05 PM
Outfield was great.. Especially the part where you get to fuck up the trainees.. And they can't do anything about it. It rained drizzled on day 1 and rained heavily on day 2.. When there's rain, you don't take out your raincoat, you go back into your vehicle and sit there and wait for the rain to stop. Whilst doing so, you sleep! HAHAH! Slept at 3 on the 1st night and woke up at 6.. Spent the crucial 12-3 period catching the trainees dozing off to sleep. Steal their rifles or magazines. (Not the FHM or MAXIMs, but the magazine where you load your bullets.) Talked to my friend while walking, we went on our own expedition to search the jungle for Mas Selamat.. HAHA! What a joke, ended up finding construction workers working on some sewage pipes. The moon was bright, so bright that we could see our shadow on the gravel ground. So were the fireflies, there were many.. Or perhaps it's just one, which flickers as it flies around..Making it seem like there are quite afew.. Called Aud up, and was trying to describe to her the scene of outfield, she is someone who would never experience the jungle.. Can't see that coming...Not in a million years.
Came back to camp, we all ordered Mac!! My friend paid for it, he said it was his treat.. Awesome! We ordered 17 EVM + Upsize in all. Totaled up to about 105bucks if I didn't remember wrongly. Slept at 11, woke up at 9..Overslept again, but who cares.
Mosquito coil really works. Shouting at trainees really works. So does shitting and peeing in the jungle. YEA~!!
Army life.. Jungle life, its ending soon.. It will all end soon..
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain Telling me just what a fool I've been I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain And let me be alone again
The only girl I care about has gone away Looking for a brand new start But little does she know That when she left that day Along with her she took my heart
Rain please tell me now does that seem fair For her to steal my heart away when she don't care I can't love another when my hearts somewhere far away
The only girl I care about has gone away Looking for a brand new start But little does she know that when she left that day Along with her she took my heart
Rain won't you tell her that I love her so Please ask the sun to set her heart aglow Rain in her heart and let the love we knew start to grow
Listen to the rhythm of the falling rain Telling me just what a fool I've been I wish that it would go and let me cry in vain And let me be alone again
Oh, listen to the falling rain Pitter pater, pitter pater Oh, oh, oh, listen to the falling rain Pitter pater, pitter pater
Sunday, March 16, 2008
- 8:40 PM
Tomorrow! Outfield!! I pray for good weather.. Just good weather..No mosquitoes..(Which isn't gonna happen anyway..) But still.. Amen!
My SBO is gonna be filled with lotsa things.. Food esp.. HAH! Red bull is a must..I got 1 can left..I think that's enough..I won't be running around that much.. I think I'll save it for Tuesday! Hopefully it's gonna be my last outfield already.. No more outfield until I ORD!!
Well.. They say..you need to fully utilize your weekends.. I say..as long as you spend it with the right person..no matter how short or long the time spent.. I'm contented.. Thanks! For saturday..
But..Thwarted on sunday.. (but then again..i have no right to feel this way..)
Friday, March 14, 2008
- 11:52 PM
Wear your "RENOMA" properly.. If not it will end up looking like "AMONER"!!!
My friend wore his the wrong side.. Then I was like.. "Ehhhh... SIMI LAN JIAO!!!?!??!?!" "TEH KOR CHENG SALA PENG!!!" Then he.. "OH!! SHIT!! YAA...KNN!! PAISAE SIA..!!" Fucking funny...then we all had a good laugh in the bunk..
This week hasn't really been good.. No card..No cash..No nothing.. Would you lose your handphone? Would you lose your wallet? If you had to choose 1..Which? I had a damn long debate with my mother.. And my dad was furious.. Like...Unleashed the fury on the phone..His shouting was damn loud..But he link it to the wrong things already. I go out to coffee shops and all that, put my wallet and handphone on the table. He thought someone took it like that. But he was wrong, so wrong la.. It's an inside job in camp that someone took it lor.. FUCK THE MOTHERFUCKER!!! really....
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
- 3:48 PM
Sometimes when you wanna talk to a person and all you get is a pre-recorded voice, you feel like smashing the phone on the table.
Sunday, March 09, 2008
- 1:26 PM
I'm fucking moody now.. And I don't wish to talk about it..
CHAO CHEE BYE!!!!!
CURSE THE MOTHER FUCKER..
FUCK YOU!
Thursday, March 06, 2008
- 7:41 PM
The only exercise I do in camp is climb the stairs up to my bunk. The only people I greet are the people who are gonna ORD. The only thing I see are my offs and leaves. The only time I leave the office are the meal times. The only counting I do now is the countdown. The only words I say in camp now are "Na Bei..", "Chee Bye..", "Fuck!" and "Sup my Niggas!" The only song I sing now are songs about you. The only chance of sanity is talking to you.
Hmmmm............ Owell.. All I have to say is.. I support the brand LG now.. Cause Life's Good..!!!! Really good.. I oversleep almost every day la!! HAHA!
The song's kinda stuck inside my head, after hearing the song on radio in after a million years, and now it just keeps coming back..
I don't understand why See it's burning me to hold onto this I know this is something I gotta do But that don't mean I want to What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just I feel like this is coming to an end And it's better for me to let it go now than hold on and hurt you I gotta let it burn
It's gonna burn for me to say this But it's comin from my heart It's been a long time coming BUT WE DUN BEEN FELL APART Really wanna work this out But I don't think you're gonna change it I do but you don't Think it's best we go our separate ways Tell me why I should stay in this relationship When I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby Plus there's so many other things I gotta deal with I think that you should let it burn
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of ever being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Sendin' pages I ain't supposed to Got somebody here but I want you Cause the feelin ain't the same Find myself callin' her your name Ladies tell me do you understand? Now all my fellas do you feel my pain? It's the way I feel I know I made a mistake Now it's too late I know she ain't comin back What I gotta do now To get my shorty back o0o o0o o0o o0oh Man I don't know what I'm gonna do Without my bo0o You've been gone for too long It's been fifty-leven days, umpteen hours Ima be burnin' till you return (let it burn)
When your feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn (let it burn, let it burn, you go girl) Let it burn (gotta let it burn) Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know its best for yourself but you Hate the thought of ever being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
I'm twisted coz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (o0o0o) I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on On the other side I wanna break down and cry (yeah)
o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o o0o o0o o0o0o (can ya feel me burnin'?) o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o o0o0o So many days, so many hours I'm still burnin' till you return
When the feeling ain't the same and your body don't want to But you know gotta let it go cuz the party ain't jumpin' like it used to Even though this might bruise you Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
Deep down you know it's best for yourself but you Hate the thought of ever being with someone else But you know that it's over We know that it's through Let it burn Let it burn Gotta let it burn
(if there's a disease called a broken heart disease, then i have it.........................)
Sunday, March 02, 2008
- 9:48 PM
Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you were their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy look what I made", "Dad's gotta go catch a plane" "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" "I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself" Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy shady made me, but tonight shady's rock-a-by-baby,
And when i'm gone just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back! And when i'm gone just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!
I keep havin’ this dream – I’m pushin’ Hailie on the swing she keeps screamin’, She don’t want me to sing, “You’re makin mommy cry, why, why is mommy crying?”, "Baby, Daddy ain’t leavin’ no more", “Daddy you're lying, You always say that, you always say this is the last time, but you ain’t leavin’ no more, Daddy you’re mine!”, She’s piling boxes in front of the door tryin’ to block it, “Daddy please daddy, don’t leave daddy no, stop it!” Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket, it’s got a picture, “This’ll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha.” I look up, it’s just me standin in the mirror, these ''fuckin'' walls must be talkin cuz man I can hear em. They're sayin you got one more chance to do right, and it’s tonight, Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em *'fore its too late And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door it turns to a stage, they’re gone And the spotlight is on and I’m singin…
And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back! And when i'm gone just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!
Sixty thousand people, all jumpin’ out their seat, The curtain closes, they’re throwing roses at my feet, I take a bow, “and thank you all for comin’ out,” They’re screamin so loud, I take one last look at the crowd, I glance down, I don’t believe what I’m seein’, “Daddy it’s me! Help mommy her wrists are bleedin’!”, "But baby we’re in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?!" “I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin', You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad, And I bought you this coin, It says 'number 1 dad', that’s all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin, I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin." "But baby wait-", “its too late dad, you made your choice. Now go out there and show ‘em that you love ‘em more than us, That’s what they want, They want you Marshal, they keep, screamin your name, it’s no wonder you can’t go to sleep. Just take another, pill, yeah I bet you, you will, You rap about it. Yeah word, k-keep it real”, I hear applause, all this time I couldn’t see, How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me, I turn around, find a gun on the ground, cock it, put it to my brain, scream ‘Die Shady!’ and pop it! The sky darkens, my life flashes, The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes, That’s when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', There’s birds singin’, it’s spring and Hailie’s outside swingin’, I walk right up to Kim and kiss her, tell her I miss her, Hailie just smiles and winks at her little sister, almost as if to say-,
When I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back. *And when i'm gone just carry on, don't mourn, rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice, Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin, And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!
Well, I'll be gone for the week..As my MC is over and I've gotta head back to camp to serve the nation already.
I really have got nothing much to say.. But, just.. "Thanks for the memories.." It's been a topsy turvy 3 months and I've been through almost everything during these 3 months.. A whirlwind I must say..
To everyone reading this, especially you.. Do take care of yourself..
- 10:49 AM
I feel so messed up..
Saturday, March 01, 2008
- 6:10 PM
"I don't mind who my enemy is.." "If I lose my arms, I'll kick him down.." "If I lose my legs, I'll bite him down.." "If I lose my head, I'll stare him to death.." "If I lose my eyes, I'll curse him to death.." "I'm gonna take Sasuke back from Orochimaru.."
