Wednesday, September 29, 2004
- 1:04 AM
hmmm........... my stomach has been makin funny noises all the time.. like there's paper being crumpled inside.. and even tho im not hungry..the sound still comes out.. today at the lecture theatre..i went into the room, sat down and it went.. gRrRrrrr...roarrrr...quisshhhh... yaa..something like tt..quite long aso.. like orange juice being squeezed in my stomach.. hah! yaa..and somemore..the pain now is on and off..but it still comes at nite..
my uncle called juz now...asked mi how i was and everything... then i asked him..how he noe tt i was admitted to hospital.. apperently, my dad called him to ask his son-in-law(who works at woodbridge..ha..) whether his fren was workin at tan tock seng tt nite.. budden he wasnt workin at ttsh alr.. was being transfered to NUH le.. hmmm........so thatz how my uncle found out.. haa...
anddd... hAppY moOncakE feZ tO everyonE~!!! when u look at the moon..and drink oolong//ju hua/lu/wateva cha..and chi yue bing.. remember to think of something.............
mooncakes are fattening!! share them with me!!! waahhahahahhaa...
Sunday, September 26, 2004
- 9:46 PM
hmmm.......juz cot vertical limit..extreme adventure man!! the jumpin of the cliff scene was the hilite..great show! haha.. all snowwwwww...snowwww...and more snowwwww....
self reflection weekend.. i took 5 papers..failed all...wasnt expectin much out from it.. budden..din expect to fail that badly..guess i din noe my work at all.. or maybe din practice.. i planned to do the sample papers the nite before the exam..budden the plan was ruined.. confessed to my mom..told her the consequences.. she..scolded me?? nehh...talked to me..yaa..sounds nicer.. she seldom raises her voice now tho... yaa...so i think i have to work reallllllll hard now.. concentrate on studies..nothing but studies.. gonna lose interest in all gers!! (ya..slowly losing interest..)
so..guys! if u see mi online! kick my ass offline.. thanks.. hah.. it wld be a crunch time for me now.. do or die..now or never.. im offffffff..... zOoOooommm..............
Friday, September 24, 2004
- 11:10 AM
ok...while waiting to go sch.. i shall blog.. haha!
sch starts at 1.30 every friday..so..i can wake up late..and i can only enjoy this for afew more weeks..
anywayz..gonna get my medical results in 2 weeks time..which is nx nx tues..
so many projs to do..so lil time..juz this week..got 4 projs thrown into our faces.. y cant they throw them to us before the 1 week break..and something has got to be done..either those in engineerin courses study longer..like 17 weeks instead of 15..or have longer hrs for us..and giv longer breaks.. ha!
hmmm..tonite goin out with joanna and may anne..long time din see may anne le..even tho she juz studies afew blocks away from me.. and jo! she studies miles away... the only pic i see..are those in her blog.. ha!
yawwwnnnn.......juz woke up..tokin to audrey da jie now.. haha.. she's so sweet...
Thursday, September 16, 2004
- 11:11 PM
yay! tmr last paper! after that..i can partyyyy..err..i mean..rest! i get tired real easily now..like walking from the bus stop back home already makin me pant..then somemore..from the bus stop to the exam room is like so far away.. haiii... dunno watz wrong inside me la..budden..i aso tend to eat alot now..as i get hungry most of the time.. even half way thru my slp i wake up and find something to eat..
the pain is still there..and i dunno when will it go away.. mom keeps sayin itz terminal..keeps sayin..'son! u got cancer liao la..' she always like tt de..ha..then i aso told her.. i think so too.. i've nv felt this amount of pain before.. feel like dyin............... i have to hit tt part so as to "distract" the pain..
appointment is nx tues..at ttsh.. tentatively at 2.50..the nurse will call again..most prob on monday..or tmr..
haiii...i have to get this problem solved.. if not how to enjoy???! i still wanna
travel the world wan.. heehh~~
the food at home is running out.. howww????
and my butt is still pain..from the 2 needles which went in..the muscle pull i think.. walkin aso difficult.............so.tiring.......... i get frustrated very easily now aso..nearly punched my fren in sch juz now.. ha...
Monday, September 13, 2004
- 1:27 PM
this is bad...... got admitted to hospital yest.. tan tock seng..a&e.. my stomach pain got so bad tt could hardly walk.. dad drove me there..no..sped all the way there.. with mom in the car of cos.. then reach there..was pushed in on a wheelchair.. classed as a trolley case..so i was treated 1st.. lie down on the bed for around half an hr before a doc came.. ( fast?? my ass ahh..) took another jab at my butt! could feel that it was almost around the same spot..this time it was ok.. no shakin aft the jab.. but my butt was really numb after that.. 2 consecutive jabs for 2 consecutive days..wat u expect??! somemore around the same area.. aiyo..walkin aso so difficult now man.. got monitored until 11..then the doc gave a referal letter to the surgeon.. gonna go for a checkup on the 21st.. thatz like nx week... so long more to wait...
my bad stomach only happens from the 6-10+ hr.. weird huh??
the time now..is 12.45... 5hrs more..
i fear the worst...........................................
Sunday, September 12, 2004
- 4:41 PM
wahhh..yesterday was the most miserable day of my life.. my gastritis happened on thursday..budden i was ok on friday..so i could go to the hpt farewell.. reached home at around 1+ on friday..went to the 24hr(not s-11) coffee shop downstairs to have a chat with the chef there as he cooked my supper for me.. ha.. slpt..woke up at 1+..
at ard 4+ like tt..the pain came back..din bother abt it at 1st as i was doin the maths past yr paper..couldnt complete it as the pain set it.. it was....a pain that i cant describe aso.. was on the bed..hitting my fist on the pillow..grabbing my bolster..biting my teeth..and bit my tongue too..haa..juz the tip.. lucky din bite half of it away..if not i wun be able to tok anymore.. at around 7 like tt...the pain became unbearable..even my mom din noe wat to do.. she started tokin me down..all tt..but no use..i was groaning..moaning..hurting... mom applied nutmeg oil at my tummy..it smelt nice..ha! budden aso no use..the pain was from the inside..so..finally..at around 830pm i went down..was giddy when walkin down..but i told myself..i had to make it to the clinic.. lucky the clinic closed at 9.. i was their last patient..
went in..thot i could jump q..i was already in cold sweat..budden nvm la..tahan awhile more..2 other ppl infront of me..none behind..heeh.. mom came down aft that..sat beside me..she took like 15mins to walk down..cos she got some leg problem la..i think she took 5mins to get to the lift..another 5 to get cross the road..and other 5 to reach the clinic.. at ard 850..it was finally my turn..the doc assessed my situation.. he said..ok..u have 2 options.. 1 is take the medication..2 is give me a jab and take the medication.. and me!!!! being the afraid-of-needles person had to think twice before settling on takin the jab.. i feared the worst.. but the worst was yet to come..
some uncle fainted outside the clinic and was bleeding........(bOo!! wat a nice place to faint! dammit..) someone inside the clinic is in pain..and no choice la..mom told me there was blood all over..he apperantly fainted and hit his head on the curb..so..the doc had to attend to the patient outside.. and leavin mi inside with my mom.. hee..she kopped a few sweets from the sweet container for me.. was happily suckin them for around 15mins..before the whole ordeal outside was over.. then the doc came in.. ok! we shall continue.. haha..
he took the needle out..and then dunno wat he sucked in la..then asked mi to turn around.. i told him to put more spirit..mom told him tt i got phobia..then he said..ya..some ppl are like tt.. doesnt matter.. he'll get over it.. damn was he wrong... he poked the needle in..then squeezed the wateva-thing-tt-was-inside-the-sringe in so fast tt my whole leg jerked! and was being lifted up for afew seconds.. ok..i thot it was alrite..budden..i started shivering all over.. (stupid needle...) urgh! grabbed anything tt i could grab..(the doc's thumb..haa..) i was takin staggered breaths.. those fast in..fast out type.. doc tried to calm mi down by regulating the breathing with me.. thot there was supposed to be an oxygen mask given to me when he went out..but instead he actually went to dispose off the needle.. so my mom took over.. and u noe..my mom..the violent type..started smacking me all over.. hitting my head..my stomach..my chest..ya..almost everywhere.. aft dunno how long more..i was calm..and started tokin again... went out to take my medicine..and then.. walked home... but when i stood up tt time..i felt giddy... so sat down awhile more in the clinic.. took a cup of water...felt a lil betta and then went out.. on the way home..i was so close to blackin out..couldnt hear my mom tokin..vision was blur..like could only see watz infront..cant see the sides.. sat down at the void deck for a lil while more.. and then went home..
so....here im now tellin u guys abt last nite.. haha..
my butt still hurts when i move my leg.. seems like tt area is numb!
Thursday, September 09, 2004
- 5:24 PM
hmmmmmm.........goin for 7th month dinner later.. mmmmm..............yummyyyy....gonna eat..and eat...and eat...eat until my stomach is so bloated..that i cant walk! haha! thatz wat happened last year.. ohyah..and hope to see jeffery there again.. saw him there last yr.. he can drink man! and not beer..its liquer..woOo! i can aso..but mum wun allow.. yaa...
im nerdified le..studyin whole day..had a bad tummy laz nite..it was so pain i could hardly stand up.. and no shit to come out.. but im fine now..
cant wait to eat!
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
- 2:33 PM
aiyah..die die... last episode of friends is looming! nx week!! rachel is leavin for paris.. the bing family with twins! haha! joey's stayin... phoebe's gonna have a baby..and..ross....i dunno wat will happen to him..but he's gonna go after rachel and tell her how he feels.. ahhhhhhh......and itz gonna end like tt???? wat abt phoebe's baby?? haiiii............ after 10 seasons..itz over.. which means it started when i was 7..?? that time i only knew cartoons.. if ever there's the 1st episode of the 1st season of frens...i wld definately wanna watch it.. hmmmm......................
have been slpin real late these few days.. mugging...real hard...
so tired now..and time check : 2.42pm! shall continue mugging.. haha.. byby~~~
Sunday, September 05, 2004
- 10:29 PM
hmm...study break! planned wat to do for each day liao... my fear are circuit analysis and aero engineerin sci.. the rest are alrite.. i think i misplaced 1 of the maths notes!! damnn!! where could it be?????? anywayz..gonna get a fotocopy from my fren.. hope he comes back from malaysia soon! tt bugger...can afford to go on a holiday.. bOoo!!
slpt at 6am yest..haha..pissed by the england match.. james' the villian again.. calamity la he... ass!! cannot even catch a ball~!! go home and slp ahh!! pooi~!
anywayzzz... currently in love with this slow number..
See the pyramids around the Nile
Watch the sun rise
From the tropic isle
Just remember darling
All the while
You belong to me
See the market place
In old Algiers
Send me photographs and souvenirs
Just remember
When a dream appears
You belong to me
And I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
Oh I'll be so alone without you
Maybe you'll be lonesome too
Fly the ocean
In a silver plane
See the jungle
When it's wet with rain
Just remember till
You're home again
You belong to me
OST of shrek 1..
Thursday, September 02, 2004
- 9:26 PM
Singapore idol juz ended..ha..this episode got Daphne!!!! haha..!! the helium voice ger.. hmm..she's 17..my janice baby is also 17..dunno if they noe each other?? shall ask her nx time.. anywayz..aft watchin the programme..this song came into my mind..
Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hangin' on the block for dough
Notorius they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone we still a team
Thru your family I'll fulfill your dreams
In the future can't wait to see if you'll
Open up the gates for me
Reminisce sometime the night they took my friend
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real feelings hard to conceal
Can't imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
(We miss you, Big....)
It's kinda hard wit you not around
Know you in Heaven smilin' down
Watching us while we pray for you
Everyday we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts, Big, I just can't define
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us and the six shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me takin' flics
Makin' hits, stages they receive you on
Still can't believe you're gone
Give anything to hear half your breath
I know you still livin' your life after death
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Everytime I pray
I'll be missing you
Thinking of the day
When you went away
What a life to take
What a bond to break
I'll be missing you
Somebody tell me why...
One black morning
When this life is over
I know, I'll see your face
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
Chorus
Every night I pray
Every step I take
Every move I make
Every single day
(We miss you)
Hmmmmm......if u guys wanna watch the mtv..stay at this place awhile..and wait for the mtv to load.. or juz open up this page and go somewhere else.. ya..
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
- 8:55 PM
alrite...juz watch the channel 8 sch belle and beau.. they went to TP..was expecting to see joanna or my pri sch fren kelvin goh in..kelvin is 1 hensom chap.. has connections with fiona xie..yaa.. din see kelvin.. sad..their standard not gd enuff.. or maybe tp too many shuai ones liao.. then the girl who won it..has really nice figure.. so...big??? hahaha....
okok..today's wednesday!! and there's CSI..!! finally..they are gonna show it..
nth much to blog abt my monotonous life.. sch..hm..hm..sch..hm...slp..slp..sch.. something like tt.. juz like garfield's! haha..
