I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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The light from the window is fading
You turn on the night
The sound from the avenue's calling you
Open your eyes

And when you find
You're spending your time
Wanting for words
But never speak
You tell yourself
That the things you need come slow
But inside you just don't know

My, my, my
Let your bright light shine
Let your words live on

Far beyond this life
Beyond this life
Beyond this life

Hold on to anything
Everything's over and done
Has the fear taken over you
Tell me
Is that what you want
To make up your life

Time after time
You're falling behind
Hold on to me
Never leave
Forever be what you mean to me right now
Don't you feel better now


initial D rocks man! its like havin a driving prac+tutorial in 1 but payin only 7 bucks for it..and the prac was exhilarating!! hah.. the movie teaches u the way to get around a bend at the fastest speed.. and by drifting..u can achieve it! soOo..i wld suggest..if u are gonna take ur tp test soon..dun watch!!!! if not..u will have flashes of the show goin thru ur mind.. haha.. then u will wanna try to heel and toe technique of maintaining constant speed when negotiating a bend.. wahhaha..!!

toyota is still the best car man!!! wooOoo.... can somebody buy mi a trueno??? or ae86..as they call it in the movie..

oHh..i 4got to mention..my classmate's fren is in project superstar!! her name is kelly..ex sp student..yeppp.. support her ok???!!!
and aso another 1..leon..my hairdresser fren's fren...they stay same area.. ohh..my this hairdresser fren went to the auditions too..but din make it la..went out at the 2nd round of elimination..

hmM...wat else shld i say?? oHh..i can do 1 pull up~!!! achievement man!! laz time i cldnt do any at all... haha..
alrite..i think thats all i have to say..damn tired..gotta finish my work..and head to bed..aint any shows on weds..
ohh..and tag's down...so..there's an area underneath this entry where u can leave a msg..if u wanna..treat it like a tag can liao..


i will get this thing done soon..







yepp..i will..


great!!! this week..its marrrryy haddd a littllleee lambbbb..littleee lambBbbB.........littleeee lamBbb..... urghHh..!! every sunday past time for tt kiddo downstairs..!! but nvm..i'll get used to it.. its once a week anyway.. soOooo...i can bear with it.. yepp..


ok...fyp is gettin off to a good start..i think..research is on goin..i've given my 2members things to do..with the info ive found..


hMmMmmmm................im the grp leader..so i guess i shld be the 1 liaising with my supervisor..but luckily my supervisor is aso my lecturer in charge for my tutorial on thurs..and immediately aft this slot..is my fyp slot..haha..




oHh..im so into this thing..i wonder if it's compatible to my fone..i hope it is..juz tt i dunno the version of my bluetooth..hmm.. have a look!

wiLL somebodyYyYyy....buY foR meeeE..???


i neeD to shoP before the great sg sale's over........!! or issit over already??! hah.. errr...needa check out with some of my other shopaholic frens..or can someone juz tell me???


im running low on my beef jerkys!!! haiiii... now..to resist temptation i go to their website... they have all sorts of beef jerkys.. and if u dunno wat beef jerkys are..u go bang wall la... its the beef form of singapore's bah kwa..except tt bah kwa is made from pork..


no jerkys..means no motivation...no motivation leads to alot of bad stuff..like laziness..slpyness..and so on..


haiyoOoo.........fyp ahhh fyp...............


but..since im the grp leader..i shldnt stand there and do nth rite?? i need do something about myself..and the grp fast! i've already wasted 4weeks brainstorming for ideas which juz dont come out..or get rejected..or deemed too easy.. but wateva it is...i need a guideline on how to start!!! helppp someone??..




ohhh...is the song nice? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.................


well well...its week 4 and nx week..sec sch reopens..meaning tt i have to wake up a lil earlier from tues to fris.. sure jam wan..the roads.. rich parents sending their kids to sch..blah!


went joggin on wed at the new sp track..quite spongy..as its still new la..soon when the weather takes its toll on the track..it wld become cracked like before..
still lackin match fitness..
needs training to gain full match fitness..
napfa test comin le..


quite a un-happening week...


need to start bia-ing liao..fyp ahh........fypppp........


Sometimes a man has to choose
And do something he doesn't wanna do
Do I live my life with you as my wife
Or do I go on and pursue my lifetime dream
I gotta do this for me
Cuz if I don't I'll probably regret it
But if I do I'll probably regret it
How do I cope


How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live...how do I deal without you


It's killing me to know
That your heart hurts with me
But you're with him cause I chose
To be in this industry
Money, shows, and hoes come along with luxury and pain
Is all you see when you think about it
But this is the life that I was given
So I have to live it to the fullest
But how do I deal in the meantime without you


How do you cope when
The one you love is with somebody else
And there's nothing you could do about it
How do I deal with
The fact that you had a chance
But you chose to turn away for your career
I gotta take it though it's heartbreakin'
It's something that I had to do
But nobody said that it would hurt so bad
So how do I live...how do I deal without you




Frankie J..How to Deal... A song about his lost love..when he had to give it all up for his career..


I like the chorus..only..and the starting...


i went into the driving circuit today~ 1st time...! and i din bang down any poles...din strike any kerb~!! and din...bang any cars!! wahhaaha!! now i think my instructor puts the distance of the poles smaller than tt of the circuit.. which makes parkin in the circuit easier.. went hill climb.. rolled down a lil on the 1st try.. and goin down slope...juz release clutch can le..aft reachin the stop line then u step clutch again..and step brake.. yepp... the hill was smaller than wat i saw from outside, each time i took the bus home..


my fren aso had circuit practice today..he had 2hrs of practice!! woahh!! sian man....and waitin for ur turn to park..lagi sian!! y the circuit so many ppl de... he once went past me...then i flashed him..haha!! there's this little + junction in the middle of the circuit with a huge clock tower..where u can see the time from almost anywhere in the circuit.. hmm... my instructor gave mi a brief history of tt place..they didnt have the bike circuit laz time...thats wat he told me.. yepp..


he aso asked hw my uncles are doin..he knew all of them..haha! wat to do......stay same kampong wan..




i saw the rolls royce phantom today! it was behind me man!! until he thot tt i was too slow..and decided to overtake me... tt car...is like the price of 2 ferraris.. the number plate is... E 13 M


woOoOoo..!!! wat a day!!!!


there's this kid downstairs.. who has been singing for the past 1 and 1/2hrs.. yaa..he started singing from 12..and its 1.36 now! and he is on repeat mode.. ee ai eeee aiii OooOo...all the time..with the frequent ol macdonald had a farm...so tt he could catch his breath..


then he sings the...a...b..cs...when he reaches the Eeeee...he drags it and sings eee aiii eeee aiii oOoo...all over again~!! think wat?? remix ah????!!!


urghHh...he's gettin irritating!!!




may anne! i still wan tt fourskin shirtttttt.......




i wan tt fourskin shirt!!! they ran outta size when i went walkin with may anne yest..around orchard..brown shirt..quite nice...nono..not quite..very nice! and joanna............splashed cash on a pair of shoes..juz like tt..hah..but they looked great on her la..may anne and i agreed..


aft tt we headed down to balaclava..which we were underage and may anne has a fren there..so...we were tryin to sneak in..and the music there is great i tell u...g-r-e-a-t.. the house band sings gd songs...a mix of old..and new...i dunno whether issit douglas-O singing or not la..heard he goes there for some gigs..
but! we couldnt go in cos tt place was packed with ppl..too busy! and i was underage...21 and above boyyy...


so..nvm..we went down to paulaner..i drank beer there..it was nice la..german lager.. and aft tt..we tried headin back down to balaclava..wasnt tt crowded..but still her fren was busy..so we juz sat at starbucks..and talked......until after closing....then her fren came out..but it was too late alr..hah..so we headed home...........


i left with jo..and may anne was with her fren.. hmmmmm....... the cabbie..was a chiongster man! travelling at 110~!!! nearly hittin 120..at the cte!! mannn....was he drunk or wat??? hah!


yaa..but anyway..i enjoyed myself yest..and now..its back to the books!!!


continuinggggg.....




it was raining in the morning....i din noe my grp yet..i only knew i was in group3.. din noe who was in grp3.. then belinda goin church..and only left with me and wilson.. wenjie went MIA..ended up only at changi..he muz have visited 'them' 1st..
alrite..in the morining...to start off..we went to yck stadium for our 1st stop which wld link to the nx clue.. my grp consists of..me..wilson..pinwen..xavier..andy..joyce..vanessa(my current fav!)..brenda..kailing.. tt shld be it.. did i leave out anyone? anywayss..the nx stop was at sembawang hot springs..we were the laz to reach..wanna noe y???? haha.. cos vanessa 'lost' her wallet..aft the yck stadium then she realised it..but found it later!!!..she went thru everything in the bag.. all zippers..all the slots..but still couldnt find it.. only when we were walkin to the station..then she said..'ok..i'll search 1 more time..' this time she took out her vball windbreaker..and went into the pocket! and she found it..!! u shd see the expression on her face man..damn cute..she gave tt innocent smile..and held her wallet in the hand..and looked to the sky..and lowered her head like a toitoise..ha! wahhahahaa....




so..ok..1st obstacle overcomed..on our way to smb, suddenly the topic was abt initial D..i dunno wat happened, but someone told me tt it was m18~! then i was like..huh? really? hah..i can watch..and u cant....then vanessa..the jay fan! was like...gary......dai wo qu...hah! the whole journey..garyyyy....dai wo qu... so i had no choice..ahhh..okok..promise u! joyce was sayin tt lido check ic when u purchase the tix.. so..i think i'll be goin there ba.. at hot springs..we had to boil an egg..which we didnt! cos no1 wanted to do it.. and our eggs were half smashed already, cos joyce dropped the eggs!!!!! joyceeee ahhh....nv do marketin before issit!!! ha..then thruout the morning, i was teasin her.."somebodyy ahh..dropped the eggs.."
ha..


nx stop..lower pierce..the clue was dunno wat sunbird de..i still have the clue in my fone..hah.. pinwen called 100 he asked 'hello!! u noe where can find sunbird or not??" haha..called 4times..i think the operator aso pissed..so thinkin tt they couldnt get on with the race by pissin the operator..i narrowed down the places to seletar..and pierce.. asked them..wld monkeys stay inland? or near the sea? wahhaha!!


aft tt..was the visit to the japanese cemetery..woooOoOoo..spooky..esp when u dun understand the words inscribed on the stones..but!!! on our way there..we took bus 70 double decker somemore.. aft tt..it led us to zamzam..an arab restaurent..
before tt..we waited at bugis for charmaine and belinda and jiayan...and played some lame games at the fountain..haha..sabo the newcomers..took foto with a grp of ppl who helped us..but at zamzam due to something abt the food and management there..we ended up buying some desserts..err..cant remember the name..everyone had to take a mouthful..but me and joyce juz couldnt swallow our's..so i did a countdown..and we swallowed at the same time..haha! hMm...nvm..aft tt..they had to piece together a puzzle for the nx stop..at the same time..weiquan's group was aso there..so on our way back to cityhall..we actually met each other for the 2nd time durin the day.. ha! we took a lame foto at some walkway of some building..like hide in a foxhole like tt..haha! then our heads pop out..and pose..




nx stop a war memorial..i din noe which 1..but until we went to the wrong 1..which the whole grp presumed tt it was the 4pieces of things..but instead it was the smaller wan..ww1 de..over there..the nx clue read..harry potter some stuffs, i hinted damn long for them to understand tt they were actually headin for the wrong train station..which was actually..tanjong pagar railway station,nt tanjong pagar mrt station....while walkin there..felt blisters at the 2 small toes of each feet..boy...it felt pain..esp with the added weight of vanessa's bag..+ the many cans of redbull tt i kopped..hahah!! and still...vanessa was like...initialD.......all the way still..hah..


at the station....haha..wq's group again!!!! y we meet them so many times!!! haha..the main reason is tt...i was actually liaisoning with him all the way..cos andrew's grp was too far ahead of us already..and then all gianing the treat by shannon for the grp tt got 1st..he was pissed tt his grp had to walk so long and far..and din have rest at all...lucky my grp could still afford to slack a lil..
aft tt..all of us walked to tanjong pagar MRT station..haha..long walk man!! then we played some lame war games on the way there.. wq took camo in the grass...all i needed to do was stand behind a lamp post!! wahahhahaha!!!


found tanjong pagar mrt..and aft tt..it was changi sweet changi...hahah!!! boyyyy...such a fun day man!!! dinner..and it was r&r..i left at ard 9.30..din really complete the debrief...had the rush thru the last part..cos i was leaving.. hMm...


i love grp 3..!!!!!!!! wahahhahahaha..!!!!






haha..amazing race was fun!! but 1st..lets tok abt saturday nite..
i went back to phs for the june camp..met up with valarie 1st..who let me wait 2hrs for her before we set off for phs.. lucky i was home and could still slack a lil..game a lil..watch tv a lil..to pass time.. hmm...saturday nite..arrived there and they were havin nitewalk already.. no fun..cant scare ppl~!! urghHh!!! haha.. and aft tt..watch this thing called the fish theory...its about dealing with persons...inter-personal skills..aft tt..watched kingdom of heaven~~~ sian diao!!! the vid was bad quality..so distorted.. i wanted to watch it de..budden..the quality seemed to spoil everything.. ended up tryin to slp..but also couldnt..it was too loud!~!~!!! but..when everything was over..it was already 3+..tried to slp at the sofa outside but couldnt..so went back in to slp..tucked under the slpin bag..and slpt til 7+..


7+..woke up..it was raining!! brrrr....cold...then there was this box of raisins on the table..then this thing juz came into my mind....straight away..i think it woke everybody up~~ i said.."wa lau...so cold...my nipples feel like raisins.." then i was holdin the box of raisins too!! hahahahha!! the whole room went.."HAHAHHAHAHAaaa..." bet tt woke everyone up~ hah..




ok la..im too slpy le...cant take it anymore..zzzzzz.........the part abt the race will be continued tmr... yePp....




Recall a moment in life, in time
when the rhythms go far beyond the rhyme
where life starts to breath a joy
and all that is real stands like a toy.
for alone one can dance
and alone one have a glance
with people he meets under sunday street lights
recalling insane moments alone, with those of passing street nights.
but with two the beat is strong
and the moments then are never wrong
for the truth hold dear to the hands of that fear
and the crazy energies brings out that laughing tear
and like the 100 dollar bill that flies through the air
everybody wants it and no one will dare
to catch that moment and play it for real
they just keep it in silent and try to feel
two dance better then one
so the story holds, and so it is done.






wat this poem is abt..?? i dunno.. i juz wrote it while waiting for my fren to call me laz nite..
perhaps it's abt a love lost?
perhaps it's abt a regretted soul?
perhaps it's abt a lonely soul?
perhaps it's just me..






had durians laz nite.. wah..dunno wat d24 ah..XO ah..some seedless..some the seeds are so small u could practically eat them..


now..i smell duriany...my pee aso smells durianated..my poo..is worst..durianified.. haha!!


played pool with my pri sch fren laz nite.. felt gd holdin the cue and wackin balls in again.. hahaha..got afew funny shots...got many stupid shots aso..and aso..many bad balls...1 guy from beside the table even credit carded me with his stick! woOo..!! it went straight in~!! AND up..hahahah... it felt gd...now..my msn pic..has this which says.."ive lost my virginity..can i have urs?" hah..


so appropriate..






i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
i walked reina home..
yay!!


Motel sitting in the dark
Empty room like an empty heart
Love will start but they never stay
They don't look back as they drive away


Maybe I
Fix this broken head light
Feeling the cracks and pain arise
And maybe love will stop here tonite


And if she knocks on my door
i'll give her the key
Just one look in her eyes and i know i'll be
Everything that she sees in me
More than i ever thought i could be but


These are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't wanna spend forever
living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days


Gotta use this lonely time
To change the picture in my frame of mind
Outside the window theres a sunny day
I wanna feel it on my face


You and I
Are out looking for the same thing
And these walls of wondering
Waiting for someone to share this feeling


And if she knocks on my door
i'll give her the key
Just one look in her eyes and i know i'll be
Everything that she sees in me
More than i ever thought i could be but


These are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't wanna spend forever
living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days


These are the days between your hopes and fears
These are the moments that are still locked here
There still inside even if she will not hear
Like it or not this is what i got
Ohhh God


These are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't wanna spend forever
living in the in between and
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way (yeah)
But for now i'm gonna have to face it cause
These are the days


These are the days
When all that i can do is dream
But i don't wanna spend forever
living in the in between
I'm stuck here in a place without love
And i just can't let it stay this way
But for now i'm gonna have to face it
These are the days








k..afew wa laus 1st..


wa lau!!!!! 2811 come out..!!!! consolation!!!! dammit..!!!! my bdate...


nx wa lau.........wa lau!!!!!! 1304 come out..!! the time i was born!!!! shit la....i wld be rich if i bot those numbers.. significant numbers to me leh...


and the 3rd wa lau....
wa lau!!!! my number nv come out..!! haha..


4th wa lau......9395 was the bus no i was on today!!!! i always buy the bus no tt im on....haii..dunno y today nv buy..


ok la.. juz came back from nite drivin.. wa lau!!!!! the light so bright!! cannot see anything at all sia!!!!!! blindin lights... but its a gd experience for me..learnt parkin in the dark aso...both vertical and parallel...


wa lau!! my hair still wet..cant slp yet...
kk..enuff of wa laus already...hahaa...


my fren has a psp! haha..play station portable..i suddenly feel so poor......budden rich kid la...wat to do......rich dad-rich kid.. poor dad-poor kid..


i have been headaches many times a day recently..its not tt much of a headache..more of a migraine i think?? the back of my head hurts...the 2sides behind ur ear..



ohh..pay day today! went down to my attachment company to collect..hahahhaha!!! pathetic sum of money!! but i din expect much aso...half way thru the attachment..i came to my senses..they are payin me to get my grades for this module..so y not slack a lil..earn a lil..and give a lil...



i need a change of template..soon....



im running outta medicated oil~!!!! i need it to keep mi awake..during lectures..hah!




urghH..bloody headache!


so...its back to sch.......my cash in hand is running low..barely enuff to survive thru my driving...for the 1st time round.. so far..i think i've spent 500+ liao..




driving got scholarship not ah?? i wanna take up..hahah...


my ankle has recovered....slightly....tippin my toe downwards is easier now..
severely lackin match fitness..
needs intensive training..
back in full training in 2weeks..



i hope...


wanna hear by far..the joke of the yr??!!!!!




okiee...here goes....








my mom asked me to be a underwear model..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAAAAAA....................
geeZ...........


Hahahhahahahahhahahhahahahhahahahaaa............alrite..juz laff it out la...
i noe its funny...






ask mi personally for the reason y..




hahahahahhahahahahah...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant stop laffin..........










another spin around the outskirts of town....and we juz cant get to town...after goin afew rounds...around town...driving aimlessly...giving and takin directions from all the mouths..hah.. we finally got to PS..!!


our directions are bad la.............


had a near miss today..cos my fren wasnt concentrating or smth...dangerous boy...


drove around sp..i drove half a round..when others had 1 round..but nvm...im the least experienced there..so it doesnt matter...


well...back home......i was tokin to my classmate..he was tellin me..he liked this girl for 8 yrs..childhood sweetheart..and then we toked abt hw girls would think..all tt.. i told him to keep the faith.. and yet i myself am startin to lose faith in all that kinda love stuff....ever since it was so badly ripped previously...8 long yrs boy............and just now.. during 'chase' tt lead..whoeva his name is.. said..'i'll wait another 10yrs..' and my fren is a pure example of love tt nv fades..i bet he's gonna wait for more than 10yrs..for tt girl who's with another guy now.. y is one's love for someone so strong.. and u noe wat? laz time he din bother abt his looks and everything..but now..he comes with hair as if it has juz rained..changed his dressing a lil..




am i a coward??


all i wanna say is tt..
im still missin u..each day..
i still think abt u...at nite..




all these words are useless nw tho........


i have a "L" on my forehead...








wat a gd day today.. hmmmm..the best thing tt happened to me since.. my fren actually cooked for me....................!!!!!!!!!!!! thanks angeline..!! haah.. even tho u wun get to read this..but still..thank you.. the beef lasagne taste great!! in fact..it was the best ive tasted.. it had the right concortion of everything!! the pepper was juz rite...the beef was alot!! (which i wanted..) and the cheese...wasnt tt salty.. im truly impressed..!!
reina....u jealous?? hehehehehee...okok...dun tease u alr.. ha!!




in sch..saw this guy..i think alex..have him in my frenster..ex npcc de..i think?? but still..i wasnt tt much of a squad ic back then.. then he came up to me.."hey gary" haha..took me quite sometime to recollect.. ppl change boy..............
and aso..this proves tt my theory is correct..ppl u dont say hi to in phs..actually will come up to u to say hi to u in poly... weird.......................


i gave up lookin for fm2005 patch v5.0.3..they seem to have 5.0.5 everywhere now..but i wanna update it in sequence.. so tt my game would be updated smoothly.. budden..cant seem to find it.. owell..i shld stick to 5.0.2 then..


ohh..thanks valarie!! for writing the abt me in my frenster..even tho its still to be continued..still..wanna thank u 1st.. hah.. wanna read the half written abt me section? go to my frenster.. yeppp..


my fren and i..drove to orchard town there..and got lost!! hahah!!! we kinda couldnt find the turn to go into orchard..kept goiin in circles around cine.. haha!!! somerset area there.. yepp.. and when we actually found the turnin...the erp was on... so..changed our mind.. take train down to orchard is aso cheaper man!!!! hahah... aft our misleadin trip.. went back to amk..my place..where i drove the subaru impreza ts! only ts..nth nice..not a wrx..haii..could only go to gear 2..but wat to do..drive around the hdb area.. haa..cannot go so fast aso ma..


ok la..thats abt all today... once again..thanks angeline!