I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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hHahahaha...alritE..herE u gO..!! funnY sonG..! bowlinG foR souP..! alllLlLllmosT..
sounds like a love song...a rockish love song.. those parts in bold..are..so.. appropriate...




I almost got drunk at school at 14
Where I almost made out with the homecoming queen
Who almost went on to be miss texas
But lost to a slut with much bigger breastes
I almost dropped out to move to LA
Where I was almost famous for almost a day


And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished u would've loved me too


I almost held up a grocery store
Where I almost did 5 years and then 7 more
Cuz I almost got popped for a fight with a thug
Cuz he almost made off with a bunch of the drugs
That I almost got hooked on cuz you ran away
And I wish I woulda had the nerve to ask you to stay


And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it


You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
I almost wish you would've loved me too


Here I go thinking about all the things I could've done
I'm gonna need a forklift cuz all the baggage weighs a ton
I know we had our problems I can't remember one


I almost forgot to say something else
And if I cant fit it in I'll keep it all to myself
I almost wrote a song about you today
But I tore it all up and then I threw it away


And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost had you
And I didn't even know it


You kept me guessing and now I'm destined
to spend my time missing you
And I almost had you


I almost wish you would've loved me too










sometimes....
i feel tt im taken for granted..
nono..wat i say is taken for granted..
was..pissed juz now...
that was juz now..
let mi tell u....nono..warn u...
dun ever haha fine me again..
or rather..haha lame..me again..
here i am..tryin to tell u something..
there u are..tryin to cut me off..
haha
fine
ok..wateva..i went busy..not becos i was busy..
so tempted to block u..
but..judgin tt u are a f-e-m-a-l-e...
i did not..
wat a partin shot u gave..
A-P.. ya..
but..its ok..
nvm..i will get over it..
remmeber tt i told u....everyone has a value in my eyes?
betray tt..and ur value will drop..
im sorry...it dropped alot juz now..
it might pick up..it might not..
thatz up to u..
all im tryin to do here is..
give u a lil food for thought...
let u think over wat u have done..
it might not seem wrong to u..
but..
it was wrong to me..
with tt said and done....
u shld noe wat u have to do now..
remember.......1 thing....there's a meanin in everything i say....



and...........
good nite.. time check..12.27am! zzzz...






lesson learnt when takin a non aircon bus!!




nv yawn!!!! haha..today a leaf nearly flew in!! well..i should say.. almost flew in.. since the song almost is so hotly requested now...everyone's goin.."gary..u have almost??" "gary..u got almost by bowlin for soup..?"


i will post the song up soon la...........i still like my only one acoustic...




oh yaa..and yili...was so crappy last nite...i couldnt stand her man!!! wat boat la...wat pretty ger theory la...remmeber to assissinate someone for me ahh..thanks! hah...hmMm...jiayi...hahha...lindee..waahhahahahaa....


lili....if u are readin this... u rock!!!totallyy...girl-friend...
yoyo..wahhhsuppp...haha..im startin to sound..hip-hoppish...
u are someone who can brighten up my nite....with ur constant flickering of words on my screen.. yeppp...
wish we cld be like this for a long long time...
love u lots la.....




ohh..i love my msg tone now.. its the intro of..shake ur tailfeather..yepp..tt siren.. rocks baybehh...totally...yehh...
so..msg mi more guys!!! hahaha...be it gdnite msg..lame msg..askin mi how are u msg..all tt la..............juz msg me..haha...yeppp...






yElloWcarD's only onE....acoustiC piecE.... verY weLL donE..
greaT banD..haviN a violinisT withiN a rocK banD is cooL...
defyS everythinG oF waT a banD shoulD bE..
anywaY..here goeS...
oHh..those lines in bold...has some meaning within..




Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason


I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone


And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason


I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone


And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one


Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone


Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one






lemme tell u abt my day~! it started with catching a bus down to valarie's place and meetin her and von for supper..i wanted to have the bbq wings there..but sadly..no more le..they were washin up the bbq pit..so we went behind and sat at the coffee shop near val's place and started tokin..all the way until we forgot abt the time.. it was already 3..!! and there was so many ppl still..and i thot it was still early.. it was when von started feelin tired that i realised tt it was really late.. she is a perfect example of..a slpy girl is a grumpy girl.. then we parted ways..and i walked home..from salvation army..all the way back to amk.. ya..walked until bishan park..decide.."hey! i shld juz cut thru.." so..i cut thru a well lit bishan park and made my way home.. this stupid bat!! flew so near to by head..gave mi the fright of my life..apart from tt..no ghost..no spirits..juz constant dropping of leaves.. hah! it was abt 3.30.. and the market across bishan park..was already open.. stall holders setting up their stalls alr.. esp those selling pork..chicken..yaa..


slpt at..4..and woke up at 12 exactly! ha.. had car prac at 2.30..so i juz sat infront of the com and while away my time..listen to songs..tok to my mom..and dad..who was at home..and so on..usualy lazy day stuff..left at 1.45..for UBI.. car prac! it started off quite alrite..usual stuff..turning..moving..changing gear.. the roads were superbly empty today..i could go to gear4.. yepp.. then turn here..turn there..turn until i reach a carpark.. (cos the instructor will tell u where to turn ma..then..juz follow his hand direction..ha..) im a private student... yepp.. when i went into the car park..i expected tt i wld be learnin parkin(but dunno which wan).. was surprised.. cos traditionally..this wld be like nearer to the test date, then learn de.. he took out 2 poles.. placed them some distance apart.. and then..i thot.."ok..y isnt it perpendicular parkin 1st???? y parallel..so fast....." ha..budden nvm la..juz park lor.. parkin only wat... nth much.. hah..




i was so dead wrong!!! so so so so damn dead fucking wrong!! i dunno whether was it the car or wat..but i have been complainin tt the clutch is damn hard to depress.. and when u park..u need to slowly release the clutch and move... my left leg.....was like shaking on the pedal.. i had to depress..and release constantly..and depress again..slowly release..this is called clutch control la.. and the controllin method is tedious!!! the worst thing is..when u release too much..ur car will die..and then u have to start all over again.. my car die dunno how many times ahh!!
so..alrite..i went in..and out...and in...and out...say....10-12 times..lost count.. aft finish learnin parking.. my left leg was numb..and cramp..the uncle siong even laffed at me! haha!! he's my dad's kampong fren la..distantly kinda related.. but he's a funny man la.. got a seriously bad thing against the taxi drivers! haha!! and aso..some drivers who cut my lane for no apperent reason!!
overall....it was a crampy day!! boarded the bus on the way home..had some time to massage the leg..then..when i stood up to alight.. cramp!! sat down again.. haha.. yepp...




reached home with much difficulty..and told my dad all abt it... he laffed too! haha! n he was also surprised.. he said..2 options...1. my driving zai already..thats y learn parkin le.. 2nd..maybe he juz wanna train ur leg strength.. i think i wld choose both la.. shld be zai enuff...i guess.. hah..yaa..
so far..i clocked..12hrs of driving only.. hmm...okie..




driving really takes a toll on me.. i usually come home feelin slpy.. now..im juz back from dinner..and blogging abt my past 24hrs!! haha.. literally a day..yepp.. gonna study as long as my mind and body can tahan......




im so.....so......crampy!!!


yawnNnNnN..... juz woke up! ha! tired man... another proj down! handed in 1 yest..and another today.. can heaveeeeee a huge sigh....of relief..! another 1 to be handed in this thurs.. ohh..there's a lab test tmr.. feel like cancelling my driving lesson..and make my gd friday free.. its a gd friday afterall..


ohH..and..when i woke up earlier on.. mom asked.."u wanna slice the prawns?" ha...and since i just woke up..i went.."no...im not gd in dealing with things tt has legs.." hahahahah!! my mom went.. "yaa...tt explains y u din bring home any.."
dammitt...thats so true.. haha!! the only few gers tt i've brought hm was........winnie jie..yvonne..valarie..joanna..valene..(nearly angeline)...ehhh..tats all... yepp..thatz all i guess! can count with ur fingers!! ha!


damn!!!!!!! the nx traffic police test is..in sept!! and i haven book yet!! i think it will only be in nov tt i can take the TP test..and pass my driving!! all faults on myself for failing advance theory twice! if not my instructor can book a place for me soonest possible... haiii........
tempted to change to sch lehhh..nvm..muz make enquiry 1st..cos bbdc is at sept.. maybe SSdc..or CDC slower..? yaa..




ahhh..sad sad sad...my fone's casing has 1 realy really deep scratch! dammmit........ kill meeeeeeee......sad...!!!


remind me to watch CSI tonite.. at 10!! haha..






Aruba, Jamaica ooo I wanna take you
Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty mama
Key Largo, Montego baby why don't we go
Jamaica


Off the Florida Keys
There's a place called Kokomo
That's where you wanna go to get away from it all


Bodies in the sand
Tropical drink melting in your hand
We'll be falling in love
To the rhythm of a steel drum band
Down in Kokomo


Aruba, Jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty mama
Key Largo, Montego baby why don't we go


Ooo I wanna take you down to Kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to Kokomo


To Martinique, that Monserrat mystique


We'll put out to sea
And we'll perfect our chemistry
By and by we'll defy a little bit of gravity


Afternoon delight
Cocktails and moonlit nights
That dreamy look in your eye
Give me a tropical contact high
Way down in Kokomo


Aruba, Jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty mama
Key Largo, Montego baby why don't we go


Ooo I wanna take you down to Kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to Kokomo


Port Au Prince I wanna catch a glimpse


Everybody knows
A little place like Kokomo
Now if you wanna go
And get away from it all
Go down to Kokomo


Aruba, Jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty mama
Key Largo, Montego baby why don't we go


Ooo I wanna take you down to Kokomo
We'll get there fast
And then we'll take it slow
That's where we wanna go
Way down to Kokomo


Aruba, Jamaica ooo I wanna take you
To Bermuda, Bahama come on pretty mama
Key Largo, Montego baby why don't we go


Ooo I wanna take you down to Kokomo




thE trutH is..............





i know they say if you love somebody...
you should set them free..
it sure is hard to do..
if they don't come back again
it's meant to be..
but those words ain't pulling me through
Cos i'm still in love with you..
i spend each day here waiting for a miracle..


sometimes I ask my heart
are u really worth it..
and I know without a doubt
u are worth the while..
but it tears me up inside
just to think we still could try


are you ever coming back again??




sorry...just cant help it..
this had to come out..


somehow or rather...u will read this..someday..........
i dun wanna live thru 1 big lie..
i dun wanna live everyday knowing tt it was a love never meant to be..


but..nth i can do now can make u change ur mind..
nth i can do..to make u understand...
nth..at all...


yaa..i might not be as..
funny..
understanding..
charmin..
kind...
intelligent..
nice...
generous...
big?? haha..
all-out..
sweet..
talented..
audacious
romantic...
dark..
him......


are u ever coming back again....????


sorry wanqi....i noe u've tried discouragin me..and all tt...
this is a public blog..i cant say.."i love u" to her here..
cant say wat i feel...
therefore..its all indirectly...


yaa....................






noW playinG...: lennY kravitZ..callinG all angels........


Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I miss you dearly
Can you hear me on your cloud?


All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love


Calling all angels
I need you near to the ground
I have been kneeling
And praying to hear a sound


All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love


All of my life
I've been waiting for someone to love
All of my life
I've been waiting for something to love


Day by day
Through the years
Make my way


Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Through the years


Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Make my way


Day by day
Through the years
Day by day
Day by day






I miSs audrey da jie.........she's in some town..in some city..in china..aiii......... i miss the smses she used to call me "boy.." and...her sweet aroma...and her....smile....and her!! i miss her!!!


in case u are wonderin who audrey is.............she's my cousin's cousin...aka..juliet teo's cousin...n she's 1 hellufa woman... envy her... the independance-ness and her..style...


ahHHhHhhhhhhhh......................... da jie....come home soon.... tt wld be..end of the yr.. haiiiii...so longgg...


valariE's fav song!! haha... | thinK this song is really nice... soO...sing to the lyrics..... itZ below...
anD...im addicted to I want U by Electrico now..
love the "babY.."(hi pitched).."where are u now?" part...
I forgot to do something yest........but i forgot it today... i guess i was too sick to remember.. yaH...
ahHhH..chOoO..!!
sneezYyY........................


to..joyce and wanqi..and other choir ppl who come here..lilian's address is http://meinmyworldd.blogspot.com


life is so stressful..
but u have to manage stress..
life is meaningless..
but u have to create some meaning in it..
life is not a plan..
u plan tour life..
life is u...
but..u cant be my life...
life is like a box of chocolates...
u nv noe wat u are gonna get..


oH yahH..1 more thing...this damn irritating and attitude problem guy...apperantly has a gf..hw can a girl stand him!?!?!?! oHh mann.......seriously..tt makes mi a goner.."i was lookin kinda dumb..with a finger and a thumb..with shape of a L on my forehead..." then my frens were comparin to him......wtf..he aint any betta....nvm..shant elaborate...urghHh!!! fuckapated.............




And I'd give up forever to touch you
'Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't wanna go home right now


And all I could taste is this moment
And all I can breath is your life
And sooner or later it's over
I just don't wanna miss you tonight


And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am






And you can't fight the tears that ain't comming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah, you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am


I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am








just back from pool with my pri sch fren.. yep..he POP liao..BMT over..so fast!! and im still struggling thru my yr2.. yaa..then i treated him for pool..cos tt time..his bday...cldnt get anything for him..so delayed and belated bday treat.. yeppp~~~


andddd..now..i got flu....started at 10.30..so i took the pills the doc gave the other time.. n got really drowsyyyyyyyy....... the gloomyy eyes...and the sneezy look.....and the....sniffy nose... ahhhhHHh..chOoo..!!!!


anyway..before tt..i had a jog today.. took a different route.. usually i wld run to the main gate of AJ..this time i took the back gate way..then to yck mrt...then to castle green..and then...lentor....yaa...then make a U turn..and run back again..


i wan..abs...the 4pack is visible..but...not touchable..as in no "tracks" to run ur fingers thru.. hah..yaa..


ohh..ya.. did "wire locking" today.. n got poked by the wire...so many red spots all over my hand.. urghH...pain...budden..like machiem got aids like tt.. haha..


ahaha.......ok..i think i was msgin blindly someone blindly juz now... dunno wats got into me.............. muz be the flu.......... drowsyyYyYy........ wasnt thinkin straight..... i swear i wasnt thinkin straight..... cos i told my mother to slp.....when she usually dun slp tt early...then i told my dad....to wake mi up to watch soccer....when there isnt any..........haha..shit!!




sorryYYyYy................................mann..wat am i tokin???? im in a conscious..yet..dazed state....


OuucHhh..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




| bang my head on the bus aircon area...so hard..tt it went.."baMMm.." nearly concussion.. imagine if i faint in the bus!!???
pain laaa.... then in the bus..was in a state of shock.. cos usually i dun bang my head on the aircon thingy when sitting down..
it usuall happens when i stand up.. hah!!!








well...thatz my head banging day.....






She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But she's changed my mind


Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl


She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didn't end
Why didn't I know what I know now


Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl




Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
I'm ready to spend the rest of my life
With you


Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl


Would you look at her
She looks at me
She's got me thinking about her constantly
But she don't know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if she's figured out
I'm crazy for this girl






okie..yaa..40th was a blast! except for 1 thing..the food..! which apperantly wat i was there for..only the cold dish..the prawns..and the mango pudding.. and wat happened was at the end..the food came so fast..that we hardly had enuff time to eat..


but..wat made mi really happy tt nite was the company of joanna and valene.. my jie mei's..haha..was really funny la..both of them.. scandalous only...ahH..big scandal somemore.. tsk tsk..!! anyway..CLEO's 50 most eligible bachelors...here i come! nx nx nx yr maybe? aft army..when i get fitter..sat at the alumni table..and as usual..take fotos..fotos...and more fotos.. MASTER ng thai ee came to our table and started tokin to us..and he even made a speech up on stage.. boyyyy..tt guy nv change.. but he loves the sch alot la..can hear from his speech.. dammm...y wasnt i the one who went up~?!?!?! haha...


poor tammy..who served b10..which is the alumni table+ex students table...had a tough time.. but anyway..thanks tammy!!! for all the trouble...nearly poured coke into our tea..when no one drank coke at our table!!!! imagine wat the taste wld be like....coke+chinese tea.. and then..each time tammy came to serve..i wld always go...."heeeeeloooo...tammy..." haha..
horny me!!


the performance was not bad la...i wasnt really concentrating..instead..me and jo was like...ummm...zzeee...umm..zeee..all the way.. even gu zhen..and er hu...those traditional chinese music..we aso can make it disco-like..haha..then both of us started singing to..u raise me up..made it sound like a duet in the end... oHhh..i love duets..... n then the trademark song..amigo para-siem-pre..


aft everything ended..more foto takin session..hah..


wasted...din get to take foto with her...hah..


budden..nvm la...


then went to amk s-11 to eat..and chit chat a lil..saw angeline at the 7-11 at s-11 there..andddd...was so afraid tt she wld scold me when she saw..so..i kept low...n i think she was in a hurry too..so..yaa..nvm..lucky she din see me..if not..im in deeeeep shit!!
n the funny thing was...tt nite i saw her online..she was very high..so excited..so funny...started tokin to me..n then all the funny funny things started coming out..
yep..tt was the nite.....


step by step..
heart to heart..
left right left..
we all fall down..............
like toy soldiers....


and............big fuck! i failed adv theory again!! twice already??!! issit really that hard to pass??! no! i dun think so...... dammmittt............. its..fuckapated(new word..invented by me)...im so pissed at being pissed off.....fuck up..setD... urghH...okieee....thatz all...






no mood to blog la............tmr then blog abt 40th.. yaa....


its still tangled up inside of me...
everytime i see u..
the feeling dun change..
everytime i look into ur eyes...
its still the same..


"What I'm trying to say is that I-love-you I just...."


"What I gotta do now
To get my shawty back
Ooo ooo ooo ooooh
Man I don't know what I'm gonna do
Without my booo
You've been gone for too long
It's been fifty-leven(twenty five actually) days, um-teen hours
Imma be burnin' till you return..."


so many things i could have told u..
so many things i should have said..
so many words that could have touched u..
so many words unsaid...


nv knew i could feel like this...
nv knew it would feel like that..


if u only knew...
yaa..if she only knew...
if only...




urghH..y am i sayin all these??!! those few lines struck mi while i was in the bathroom.. haha...anyway.... i found this song again~~ damnn..i got the moffatts fever once again..............if u only knew....yaa..




iF yoU only kneW..giL..featurinG thE moffattS...




I'd give you everything, anything
If you'd be mine
I'd give the starts above, an' all my love
How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it's true


If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand


Now I know that I have no chance
Oh, to make you mine
But if I owned the world, you would be my girl
How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind
All the time for you, yes it's true


If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand


How can you be so blind, so blind
I'm going out of my mind all the time for you
Yes it's true...


If you only knew that I'm crazy for you
Then you'd understand
If I only knew what you're going through
Then I'd understand






murdeR iN thE aerospacE laB~!!!!!!!!!!!...well..nearlY.........




was sitting in the lab having lessons..aft the 1hr or so lecture we had a 15mins break..then aft..started the practical..we did soldering and desoldering.. 1st we had to solder components onto the board..and then desolder 1 of them..and solder it back onto the board at another position. during the desoldering process..i got pissed with the desoldering gun cos its suckin power wasnt gd enuff..haa....and decided to ask my fren to hold onto the board..while i juz simply melt the solder..with my !!!700degrees soldering iron!!! and pull them out..


things started to go wrong! he suddenly shifted his hand..and during the process i ran my soldering down sideways!! and then..SSSssssssssssssssssss.......i burnt his middle finger.. the skin and the meat..ripe liao! hard hard wan.....then he say..he can feel his heart beat..at tt area whenever the blood vessels try to push blood thru.. yepp.. dangeroussss...nx time i shall not ask someone to hold things for me while i do something potentially dangerous..


butttt.....the nx job process was to attach a connector to the board..using wires..so..my tt same fren went to cut the wires..and gave it to me..and i dunno wat was he doin..he tried to "rodeo" me with the wire! wanted to lasso my neck... so..he called me..and then whipped the wire around my neck..but!!!! it din go around my neck! he went straight into my eye.. baskettttttt.......went to toilet see mirror.. all red...and its still abit red now...


nv!!!! play with wires...!! n i was lucky..he din strip the wire yet..the insulation was still intact..if not the wires wld be the 1 goin into my eye..and maybe piercing thru it.. yaa..its that dangerous..




sO..kids~! dun try it at home..!!


n...i got 1 thing to clarify...............if im an uncle....it means tt my siblings have given birth to kids..and niece = ger..nephew = guy...butttt....wat if ur cousin gives birth?????? wat do u call them??? this thing suddenly went thru my mind..... call niece and nephew...still?? or.......????


wonder if anyone of u actually had this thot...???? yaaa....









happY birthdaY nicholaS...
witH thiS daY..comeS greaT responsibilitY...
err..waT am I tokiN..??
haA...
anywaY...
blessinGs foR thiS daY...
wisH u wLd finD ur dreaM girL sooN..
watcH chasE..oN channeL 5...
yeP...
I lovE thE adverT...!!
buT kindA forgoT waT theY saiD therE lE....
yAa.....so....
happY bdaY mY freN




n gD luck for my adV tmR....


kena bluffed by shannon yest!! he say he gonna bring the CD..then made mi do down to sch to collect..ok la..i collect...budden..he nv bring..then colin cannot get it.. then..fotos delay again.. urghh!


ok..at least i did something productive yest!.. like playin soccer..its been awhile since we played soccer..still got the speed in running.. and 1st time i played with nicholas aso..i muz admit..he was good....and i have cramps! right leg..hah..its been 3mths since i last touched ball..


then at nite..went to winnie's bday party.. she turns 18~! can learn driving!( i think..) can go for wine and booze!!


quite a special bday party..as we had to design the cake for her..cool huh?! and then..aso got afew pretty hot chicks who are attached to each other! dammm..wats this world turnin into! ha!


driving lesson today cancelled.. hah.. free day! yay! and the weather on this sunday morning reminds mi of a song...
sunday morning...maroon5..


.....................sunday morning rain in fallin.............tt maybe alllllll...i needddddd..........in darkness she is alllllllllllll i see........


okieeeeeee...................cya...shall end with a song..as usual..






When you have no light to guide you,
And no one to walk to walk beside you,
I will come to you,
Oh I will come to you.


When the night is dark and stormy,
You won't have to reach out for me,
I will come to you,
Oh I will come to you.


Sometimes when all your dreams
may have seen better days,
And you don't know how or why,
but you've lost your way,
Have no fear
when your tears are fallin',
I will hear your spirit callin',
And I swear I'll be there
come what may.


'Cause even if
we can't be together,
We'll be friends now and forever,
And I swear that
I'll be there come what may.


When the night is dark and stormy,
You won't have to reach out for me,
I will come to you,
Oh I will come to you.


We all need somebody we can turn to,
Someone who'll always understand,
So if you feel that
your soul is dyin',
And you need the strength
to keep tryin',
I'll reach out and take your hand.








tell u all something..
i was spooked out today..
really spooked out..
totally spooked out...


the story goes like this..dad drove mi to sch today..reached at 7.40..the lecture hall's room was open..so..i went in put my bag..beside my fren's..then i went to pee.. so..i went to the 1st floor toilet..the nearest.. surprisingly..no one was inside.. i used the last urinal..and pee-ded.. then..i heard my name.. "gary.." i turned..no one.. the toilet was EMPTY..dammit.. din cross my mind abt anything spooky at tt time..so i continued to pee..


2nd time..was at foodcourt3's toilet..my fren went to the toilet 1st..then another followed..and then i went too.. 1 fren had to leave..so aft he pee-ded nx to me..he left and rushed.. the other fren..was in the cubicle.. so..i pee-ded la..suddenly..i heard.."gary..gary..." i swear..it was loud enuff for the whole toilet to hear.. so i "huh..??" budden..no respond..so nvm..i thot my fren inside the cubicle called me.. then he came out to wash hand..i asked.."did u call me??" he said no..


3rd time..before my servo lab was waiting for the lecturer to come..n we had a 1hr break before the lab..so i went to the toilet..again...weather cold la..and i was almost urgent all the time...2 frens followed..1 went into the cubicle..the other was a urinal away from me..again i heard my name.."gary! gary..." i turned..looked around..and...pee-ded a lil faster.. thots were runnin thru my mind liao.. y is someone callin me all the time..thru out the whole day.. different toilets too!!


4th time....aft we had our FYP tok..i used the same toilet as in the morning! i was peein halfway..daddy called..then i heard..a whisper.."gary................" at my rite ear...i turned...there was only this other guy with a major dyed head lookin at the mirror...


now..back hm..im totally spooked.......................help me..


Blue Moon
You saw me standing alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own


Blue Moon
You know just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for
And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked to the Moon it turned to gold


Blue Moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
And then there suddenly appeared before me
The only one my arms will ever hold
I heard somebody whisper please adore me
And when I looked the Moon had turned to gold


Blue moon
Now I'm no longer alone
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own



Haha..Im into Gold 90.5 now..Dammit.....Sad starting..Fairytale ending..Nehh..Not gonna happen in real life..