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I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008
- 12:20 AM

My friend's nick spells..
You only love me when you need me <**********@live.com.sg>

That's what I see it as now, he loves you when he needs you, and I guess you were too blind to see it, your heart has been blinded by what you always make yourself think.
I just don't understand how can someone go through all the quarrels and all the wrongdoings of some other person and yet still have such a sentimental heart to stay on, thinking that someday it will turn out right. When you've realised that actually you could have moved on, you have already lost almost your whole youth and have to start all over again.

I have lots more to write actually, but the words just don't seem to come out.
That's the bulk of it.

If you do come across my blog again, put yourself in her shoes, say this out to yourself, give it some thought.
Perhaps if you do come to your senses, then I would be glad to tell you that you've grown up.
Right now, I'll just be your Guardian Angel (by, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus)
And you'll be my little girl. :)

A little verse taken from the song,

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one


I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven


Sunday, January 27, 2008
- 4:58 PM

u noe..if only blogger has this horoscope thing..
cos today my horoscope is..
Sagittarius: You've been feeling paranoid, but it turns out, you had nothing to worry about. Don't overreact. .
HAHAHAH!!


- 3:30 PM




Don't take too long to say
"I love you" to the ones you love,
cause time has a habit of slipping away

Out on a clear blue sky,
when lighting strikes on a sunny day,
just take me in and keep me from the rain,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you


Turn around to say goodbye,
with each and every word that passes by,
like a distant memory,
and time keeps slipping away,
and time will turn to grey,
and time will be the one who holds you down,

And the words that seem so hard to say,
come out when you've gone away,
stay a little while and hear me say,

That I want you here tonight,
and I need you by my side,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,

And I want you by my side,
and I need you here tonight,
for just one more moment,
for just one more moment,
with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad,
Before you even know what's wrong,
and in the end it hits you hard,
please tell me you'll be strong


Saturday, January 26, 2008
- 12:44 AM

when alcohol and running comes together..
its not a good mix..
hahahahah!!
so if u intend to run after drinking just a little bit of alcohol..
DONT!!
what was i thinking??


Wednesday, January 23, 2008
- 6:25 PM



oh boyyy..and so i said it..
and so..
the cookie crumbles..



I told you how I felt,
I told you what it meant,
But I still haven't changed your mind,
I know that you're afraid,
You're frightened of the pain,
But you can let down your guard...

Cause when we run, when we hide,
We deny whats inside...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Don't make the same mistake that people often make,
And miss out on a chance for love,
You've got to make your move, you've got to make it soon,
Cause you're dying inside...

Yes, Im a man, but I cry,
I have fears, I wont lie...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?

Come on, babe, you know it, girl,
Anyone who looks can see that Im right,
Theres a chance here, we could take it,
Or regret it for the rest of our lives...

What good is a heart if you're not gonna use it,
What good is a love if you're too scared to choose it,
If you're heart is beating, then its for a reason, girl,
If you're not willing to start, what good is a heart?


Saturday, January 19, 2008
- 3:26 AM

there are some things that can be said..
there are some that can't..
right now, the things that i wanna say..
are most likely the things that u would least expect..
im someone who can keep things within myself..
im someone who u can trust with all your secrets..
im someone who u can bitch with..
im someone who u can tell me everything u feel..
practically everything under the sun..
but..
i have a weak point..
im not someone who is able to hide my feelings..well.


enough said..
this closeness has become fondness..
and i havent felt this way for a long time..
this time..i wanna make it all right..
if i could do it like what they did in Love Actually..
i would..
this line..taken from the movie..says it all..
"to me..you're perfect.."
but i cant be sure of anything right now...
cant even be sure of myself..
judging from what u tell me..and what i hear from u..and everything..


im sorry..
when u asked if i was ok in the car..
i lied..
u noe i wouldn't lie to u..not even the smallest things..
i told u that on the 1st day we met..
from me.. u'll get the truth..
yepp..as u heard wq say..
im a very direct person..
i turned away so that u wouldnt look.
so that u wouldnt see me shed a tear..
my weakness is..that i care too much..

but those 3 words..
are something i havent said in a long time..
i just cant find the right time..
cant find the right words to put it..
girl.......i cant..
not yet..
but when is the right time?
and without hope or agenda,
has it ever crossed ur mind that..
(is my nick..)
i might have fallen for u..
(is what the dots represent)


i could give u many instances of how u caused my sadness and hopelessness..
i just chose to smile it away..
thinking that u are too rich for me..
thinking that im not compatible..
im not gd looking all that..
and all those negative thoughts..


truth is,
i really feel very comfortable when u are around..
i think that we could go far..
real far..
til death do us apart those kinda far..
(haha..)


i may not be the best lookin guy on earth..
i may not have the best fashion sense..
i may not be rich..
i may not be the most charismatic guy..
i may not be the most charming person..
but i have a heart..
a caring and concerned heart..
and this wasted heart of mine..
is longing for a shelter within yours..



right now..
what are we?
the things u are doin are not gd for my heart..
and this heart isnt gonna take it any longer..
lying down on my lap when u were slightly high..(in fact, very!)
leaning on me each time we go down or up the escalator..
i could write a book of all the sweet things u've done to me already..
friends is not a word to describe us anymore..
i think we both know it..


and if one day..
im gone..
what would u do?



looks like this is the start of those looooooooooooooooooooooooong midnight runs...


Wednesday, January 16, 2008
- 2:41 PM





She rolls the window down
And she
Talks over the sound
Of the cars that pass us by
And I don't know why
But shes changed my mind


Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

She was the one to hold me
The night
The sky fell down
And what was I thinking when
The world didnt end
Why didnt I know what I know now

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

Right now
Face to face
All my fears
Pushed aside
And right now
Im ready to spend the rest of my life
With you

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl

Would you look at her
She looks at me
Shes got me thinking about her constantly
But she dont know how I feel
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if shes figured out
Im crazy for this girl



Damn! I think I'm in LOVE!!!
And this song has everything I feel..
Yea..she doesn't know how I feel..
and I wonder if she's ever gonna figure it out..
owell.............
ashes to ashes..
dust to dust...
time will tell..


Monday, January 07, 2008
- 10:29 PM

do u believe in horoscope?
do u believe in the fortune cookie?
do u believe in zodiac?


Friday, January 04, 2008
- 4:38 PM

how do u expect an empty soul to smile??
how do u expect time to move?
how do u expect a film to play without sound?
until the day the ocean doesnt touch the sand perhaps?