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I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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Monday, May 31, 2010
- 11:39 PM

Tomorrow got BIG ASS Audit!!
Federal Aviation Administration!!!
1st June to 4th June!!
Our ass is gonna tear, as what my colleague always says..

The thing about Americans is that they think they are the best, they are always right and they want things done their way means it has to be done their way.
The sad thing about Singaporeans, is, we agree with whatever the Americans say.

Well, good luck for the huge ass audit!! Which would bring in revenue of millions if approved.


Sunday, May 30, 2010
- 11:13 PM

A little something before I sleep and go back to work tomorrow...........TOMORROW!!! Always comes so soon.

Exam is over..
Yes!!!!!!
Euphoria!! 2 months of holidays before it starts all over again..
And these 2 months, got no public holidays.. Damn!
Next one is National Day I think!!?!
Crapsss...

Well, paper was kind of a breeze yesterday..
All in all, I lost 12 marks? (Hehe! Still got time to count lost marks..I must be damn pro..) But the 2 tests pulled me down.. Didn't really do well for the both of them. It is gonna pull my overall aggregate down
Well, that's why next sem I took only 2 modules.
Both hard ones.

Ran 10km only, for the sundown..
Yes..A simple 10km.
The only motivation is thinking when will you get to the next water point..
Those motivators/helpers must be irritated by me..I kept asking, where's the nx water point?!?!
Hahaha..

Supper was nice.. Dimsum! Right? Right?
And the fear of running out of petrol was real!
Lucky I didn't run outta petrol..Phewww....
I'm so gonna go into Malaysia to pump nx week!
Vpower!





"I don't know much....But I know I love you.."




Saturday, May 29, 2010
- 6:00 PM

I think I've drank more tea than the tea lady who plucks the tea leaf in Sri Lanka..


Monday, May 24, 2010
- 8:18 PM

Exam was a torture!
Having 2 papers in a span of 5hours is also a torture!
The biggest torture is sitting in the cold exam hall!
It was so hard..Even those smart alecks struggled.
Which means, those not so smart alecks like me..
I'm a little fearful of these 2 papers. No, very fearful.
It's one of those papers where you wished you would just pass them and not score.
Even if it pulls down your GPA, you still just wanna pass them.
Well, hope for the best.
:S


They say chewing gum relieves stress..And I was chewing furiously for 5hrs straight. That's the level of stress I was experiencing.
I reached home, had dinner and chew somemore..Jaw ache already la!

Oh ya! I took a bus to SIM, cos NP implemented the stupid carpark label thing. Meaning that non NP staff/students cannot park in their premises. And risk getting fined/wheel clamped/towed away.
So, I parked at my beloved SP and took 74 down to SIM. Journey was short. So might as well righttt??
Funny thing is..I boarded the bus. Walked straight in. Sat down. Oblivious of my surroundings, until the bus driver went, "Ni hai mei you scan card!" I was like..OH!!!! YAAAAA...
Then I realised it's been awhile since I last took a bus. 6mths?



Told my mama I wanna revamp my whole room after the exams.
She said, go ahead. But be prepared to hear nagging from your stubborn old man.
Well, anyone wants to help me with that?
I'll supply the newspaper hats. :)

Add a portable aircon.
Take away the wall panel.
Add power points.
Add a new paint job?
Add new life into my room!


Sunday, May 23, 2010
- 12:54 AM

A little something before I sleep.

We clench our fist and put it across our chest to say the pledge.
Now, I want all of you to clench your fist and put it on your stomach..Yep..
That's the size of the tumor inside my grandma's stomach.
It's more than a tumor, it's a cancerous tumor. One that had been there for an estimated 2 years.
2 years is a long time if you asked me, it's enough for someone to grow from healthy to ill.
Now, it's in its final stage already and there's nothing much we can do about it.
ETD, afew months.

Many questions running through my mind now.
How come there wasn't a scan performed during her first visit?
How come it wasn't detected earlier?

Alot of answers came to light and the pieces of the puzzle are slowly being placed together.
She still looks healthy. (In fact, she still does.)
She still can eat!
To link everything up.
She's probably eating to feed the tumor, which explains why she's always feeling hungry and having problems moving her bowels. Food that goes in, is absorbed by the tumor and some by the stomach, cos' that's where initial digestion takes place. Nutrients are still being absorbed in the process. 2 years of nutrients all gone into that lump inside. What a waste!

And now, the tumor is spreading. The liver is touching against the tumor now and we all know that when your liver fails, your whole body practically shuts down.


Don't come and ask me whether I'm ok or not. Cos I'll probably tell you that I'm fine, all that. But deep inside, you know and I know that I'm not. Sometimes you gotta put a strong front right? But, you know that you can't..yet you show it.

Well, which is worst? Having cancer? Or not knowing that you have cancer?
You tell me....

Granny still thinks everything is ok. She still thinks that she's just there as a precaution, like the last time.
Who's gonna break the news? Will she even know?
I think that she should know. She deserves to know. She has the right to know.


Owell,
......life...


Wednesday, May 19, 2010
- 10:48 PM




You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler then the flip side of my pillow, that's right
Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where you send me,
Lets me know that it's ok, yeah it's ok
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone
Somehow you come along
Just like a flower poking the sidewalk crack and just like that
You steal away the rain and just like that

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
Cuz everytime that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile



- 2:32 PM

Sometimes I wished that the level of determination you have to pull through a camp would be the same level of determination you use when you pull through tough times like now.
Sometimes I wished that you won't always find the easy way out of things by answering you don't know..



Monday, May 17, 2010
- 9:20 PM

It didn't occur to me that............


Deep inside the canyon I can't hide....I can't...


- 12:00 AM

Every once in a lifetime.........................
Someone like you walks by..
Tell me what am I supposed to do?


Sunday, May 16, 2010
- 1:18 AM

I got dosed by you and
Closer than most to you and
What am I supposed to do?

Take it away I never had it anyway
Take it away and everything will be okay..

In you a star is born and
You cut a perfect form and
Someone forever warm..

Show love with no remorse and
Climb on to your seahorse and
This ride is right on course

This is the way I wanted it to be with you
This is the way I knew that it would be with you..



i wonder..............
will there even be another 'again'?
and,
what's holding you back?





Friday, May 14, 2010
- 10:50 PM

Every once in a blue moon, my father would buy this fish called the Threadfin.
It's a super expensive fish and I like it alot.
When I was younger, my grandma (Who was still mobile then) would buy this fish for me, my mother would always make porridge out of it and my grandma would come sit at the table and feed me. Of cos she would sneak afew mouthfuls into her mouth too..I remember.. Hehe!
On Wednesday, my father bought the bone of the fish!
And boy oh boy was it good or what...Just a single bone can make the soup so tasty. And drinking it, really brings back memories..
Good ol' memories....


Wednesday, May 12, 2010
- 12:00 AM

To all the lads and lasses,

Happy Camping!

Best wishes :)


Tuesday, May 11, 2010
- 11:56 PM

Funny how when you kinda close the chapter and turn the page..
You turn it, and you are at the same page again?
Funny how you think things are done and dusted, only to have another layer of dust forming?
Funny how after 1 conversation, it all comes back?
Time after time..............

Now, that's pissing me off..


- 12:28 AM

It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.
And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."


Monday, May 10, 2010
- 12:00 AM

I asked you to make a choice out of the 3 options that you have.
You have just unconsciously made a decision on your own.
See what I'm trying to put across to you?

I know you can make decisions on your own.
Remember, you are a leader, not a follower..
All you need to do is weigh the options in your hands and make a decision out from it.
See, it isn't that hard right?


What I'm trying to say here is...
Take awhile, sit down, think it through..
I'm sure you will come out with a solution.
I'm sure you will... :)



I hope you understand what I'm trying to tell you..


Sunday, May 09, 2010
- 10:51 PM

Happy Mother's Day!

I've got nothing else to say except.
I love you.







Saturday, May 08, 2010
- 11:50 PM

Do you believe in horoscopes?
I'm starting to..
I'm starting to believe that personality traits are somehow related to horoscopes.
The only part I don't believe in horoscopes is the compatibility part. This sign not compatible with that sign, blablabla..
Hmmmm....
Maybe I'm reading too much into things.
I like observing people, the way they react/act, the way they speak, their body language.
I do that alot at work.
Especially observing the way they act in front of the big boss and the way they act when they are talking to their fellow colleagues.
I'm different. The way I talk to people of all statuses is the same, level across the board. Everyone gets the same treatment from me, everyone will see who I am, and everyone will know who I am.
As pure as one can get.
As simple as you can find.

Me, being human factor trained, this is one of the many areas many people look at.
One of the important one in fact - Body Language.


So yea, ok, that said.

Your body language tells it all, everything.
I shan't pursue any further.




Thursday, May 06, 2010
- 9:42 PM

You make me want to say
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh,
Ohh myy gosh WHAT A HUGE PIMPLE I HAVE ON MY FACE!!!!!!


Got this pounding headache. Must be the woodywoodpecker.


P.S. Doesn't mean that the person don't love you the way you want, doesn't mean that the person won't love you with all that he has.
This is me, all of me, this is all of me, this is all I give, this is all I have..


Wednesday, May 05, 2010
- 11:02 PM

In all honesty,
I told my lecturer a white lie.
Throughout the whole of yesterday I was sick..
I remembered I had to do something, but I couldn't recollect.
I knew something was amiss.. Just couldn't figure out.
Until today! My coursemate asked me about my module submission, then it struck my mind that I needed to submit that CMA (Computer Marked Assignment)..
Kan Jiong spider already la..
So, I emailed my lecturer, telling him a very very nice story. (You knowwww....Ever since I started working in Quality, I learnt how to bluff the external auditors like SIA, SIA-EC, Silkair, Boeing, Airbus..or other companies that comes to audit the premises..)
He believed. :)
Phewwwwwww.........



So I submitted the quiz, 100/100.
Wheeeeeee........



I'm sorry. I told a lie.
:)
(Had my interests to protect)


Tuesday, May 04, 2010
- 7:33 PM

Dear parents,

You've brought me up with your sweat and blood.
Your attention to the smallest of details has been impeccable.
Your patience is always a virtue.
Your love, everlasting.
Your heart, so giving..

Thank you for "trying" to make me 30 years ago.
Thank you for continuously trying for the next 6 years.
Thank you for bringing me into this world 24 years ago.
Thank you for bringing me up for the past 24 years.

Sorry for persistently asking why I didn't have a younger sister.
Sorry for making you both super worried when I flipped.
Sorry for learning the hard way by ignoring words of wisdom..
And..Sorry for falling ill on your anniversary.. :(
Gonna stay home and accompany my mom tomorrow.
(Cos' I'm on MC)

Well, Happy Anniversary folks!

I love you.


Determination is my middle name..


Monday, May 03, 2010
- 10:46 PM

My friend, so sweet.
Bought liang teh for me. :)
Touched!
I'm happy to have you as a friend, giving me small little surprises along the way.
It's enough to warm my heart and keep it warm..


Sunday, May 02, 2010
- 11:42 AM

There's this Golden Week in Japan now..
They are off for a week.
If only Singapore had a Golden Week.
Or some extra public holidays..


Saturday, May 01, 2010
- 3:27 PM


The sunny (island of Singapore) side up..
Even my frying pan has a mind of it's own..