Sunday, July 30, 2006
- 5:39 PM
sometimes all you need is some words of encouragement to keep ur day goin..
sometimes a little text from someone is enuff for that to happen..
all it takes is juz a little effort,
and it goes a long way..
im at the lowest of my low now..
but im still positive..
takin everything positively helps..
punishments, training, scolding, all that..
juz dun think negative.. and it'll be alrite..
i'll tell my juniors that..esp the hpt juniors..
they need to learn,
learn to take punishments positively..i noe its hard..cos they are really not at the level of maturity yet,
but i'll teach and guide them..
scolding is not abt lettin ur tempers fly or wat..
its abt gettin a message across..
so,
im positive that i'll recover..
my cough doesnt seem to recover at all..
everyweek when i book out..
i need to see the damn doc..
i dun want tt to happen..
anyway..another month and its POP..
so i guess i can tahan..
by the way, POP is passing out parade and its on the 5th sept,
hope i dun need to go back or wat..
cos i was on MC for quite some time becos of my illness..
HAHA..
i dun wanna miss the 9th sept event...
haha..
it sounds fun..
sounds interesting..
i wonder how is the plannin comin along..
HAHA..
will ask the grads soon..
yep..
oHhH..and I got my
Visa Platinum!!!
HAHAHAHA...
SO HAPPY..!
under my dad's acct..
but i doubt i wld be usin it much...
its my dad's account for god's sake!!
but i will still use it la..occasionally...
the ebay and signin is still under my acct..yep..
meanwhile...yea..as usual...
i shall leave with a song....
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Wake up the dawn and ask her why
A dreamer dreams she never dies
Wipe that tear away now from your eye
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you when we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
Slowly walking down the hall
Faster than a cannon ball
Where were you while we were getting high?
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova in the sky
Some day you will find me
Caught beneath the landslide
In a champagne supernova
A champagne supernova in the sky
Cos people believe that they're
Gonna get away for the summer
But you and I, we live and die
The world's still spinning round
We don't know why
Why, why, why, why
How many special people change
How many lives are living strange
Where were you when we were getting high?
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting high
We were getting highYeah...Champagne Supernova..
some meaningful lyrics..for some song with a weird title..
ask urself..
how many special change...??
have i changed??
if i have...pls tell me...
Saturday, July 29, 2006
- 2:45 PM
im home again!!
hmMm....
immediately when i went back to company line,
i was loaded up the rover to be transported to the campsite, attB aso nv give chance, everything aso gotta do with them..
group movement, and trench digging, which i helped them to dig, but im not allowed to..cos im on status, only light duty..budden aso no point diggin with them, as i gotta redig on some weekend or with ninja..
anyway!
field camp was a really really good experience for them, and me..
I din change underwear for 5days..cos my FUCKER BUDDY..DIN PACK RE SUPPLIES FOR ME..!
Yeahh!! FUCK U..!!!!!
I got lotsa combat rations..which i intend to give clarinda, cos she wants..weird..wonder y she wants them..
but some of them is nice la..like the noodles..and the seafood, but not the rice..esp the chicken pontek rice or wateva..the luo mai gai rocks too! HAHA..and the desserts are quick tasty..
hmm..
slpt in tents..
slpt in the open..
under the moonlit sky,
under the stars..
on the hard soil..
with an achin on my back..
with an achin in my heart..
and my body's full of sweat..
im a long long way from home..
and i miss my sweetheart so..
with an achin in my heart...
when the cold wind blows..........
bathed in well water,
hahaha! damn fun..and damn cold too!
cleaned myself dry..
and continued the nx activity..
damn interesting too..
hmmm...
owell, thats my experience for field camp, altho i was only there for 5 days, and they were there for 7..
but it was still enjoyable..
OHH..!!
the new liverpool adidas jersey is out..!!
damn nice!!!
beats the chelsea wan!!
HAHA..!!
the away kit aso rocks..
when its out on ebay..i will get it..
stevie juz jio-ed me to get from queensway,
but i said dun need..
gettin from ebay liao le..and somemore its cheaper over there, esp goods made in isreal, or kuwait..
its the same quality, but different made, and its still authentic..and original..
it wld be out on the 11th i think,
but on ebay..u can pre order already..will be delivered when the premiership season starts..
LIVERPOOL ROCKS..!!!
okkk..........
gotta go...stock up on snacks..
take my height and weight..
(dunno for wat..i think im underweight..)
gotta declare aso..
HAHA..this is crazy!
and anyways.................
i might not get to book out nx week..
so...i'll say good bye 1st..
SEE U ALL nx nx week...
Hahaha...
ohh..and seriously, i was tellin my cousin laz nite..
its an honour for me to be in Mohawk,
i'll pass out knowing tt ive gone thru the most siong coy in BMTC..
and i'll pass out with pride,
even more pride than the commandos..
(who are useless btw..)
they have red berets..
BUT MOHAWK has RED FEATHERS, SCARRED FACES, BATTLE WOUNDS..
and..
a MOHAWK SPIRIT..
Sunday, July 23, 2006
- 10:01 PM
Okie..
Im goin back to camp tmr..
after 9days of mc..or attC as they call it in NS..
which most prob will either make me OOT(out of training), or OOC(out of course)<---aso means re-bmt!
best case for me is to re-field camp la..as they say field camp is the most impt part of my bmt life..
so, best case scenerio..re-field camp..
worst case, oot..
even worst case!! ooc!! fuck...
waste time, but heck..ns 2yrs is a waste of time..
so even if it means re-bmt...
hahah..i say (with a heavy heart) i dun mind..
ohh..and in case u all dunno..i got bronchitis!
yaa..yaa...sounds serious...
i think its the clog up of the lungs then..
got fever..all that..shortness of breath..
which makes me have to rely on the inhaler..
yaa..but i think i recovered already la..
altho still feel abit uneasy..at the lungs there..and i finished my whole course of antibiotics already...
nvm!
hmmm....
i dun wanna OOT..
I dun wanna OOC aso..
haiii...........................
alrite..as usual..i'll end with a song..
this time..its part of a song..
yep...
i feared..for once i feared for my health..
it made me rethink..........
rethink about life..
about when im gone.......
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back
And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing, So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back...cya next week.....
i'll miss you guys.. u noe who u are..yepp...
- 3:17 PM
don't they look gd together?????
haiii....
i noe its wrong to steal pics from frenster and post it up here..
but! heck! my cousin wun noe..
dun think he noes i got a blog..
HAHA..
sooO.........
here goes!
that's my cousin's gerfren, im jealous..
very very very very very jealoussss...
super super super jealous..
haha..
haii...edmund......edmund...edmund...
my dearest cousin, who's gonna take care of me when we go clubbin? HAHA..
shit! i sound so gay..
see! u even talk lesser to me now..
how man!? haii...i din even tell u i got bronchitis..
haha..
but its ok..
i'll meet her one day, and see her in person..
isnt she pretty?? isnt she beautiful..?
how i wishedddd...........
haii...
err...nvm..
wah seh!! cannot la.......
she is really hot..
haha..dear edmund,
u ass!
gd catch ya?
treasure her k!
i noe she's ur 1st gerfren..
and u are probably her many-th boyfren, but..
keep her k?
dun lose her..
i think u both make the perfect couple..
yaa..
mannn........how i really wished....
zzz...
and now i wonder..
am i tryin too hard??
am i too caught up??
is there something im hangin on to?
is there smth holding me back..?
or am i juz fated to no be..?
haii..............
9 days mc!
im gonna re bmt i guess??
Saturday, July 22, 2006
- 3:18 PM
For all football manager fans out there...
LONDON (8th June, 2006) – SEGA Europe Limited. is today proud to announce the next step in Sports Interactive's genre-defining Football Manager™ series. Packed full with more than 100 new features, Football Manager™ 2007 is set for release on PC, Mac and Intel Mac, as well as the Xbox 360™ video game and entertainment system from Microsoft. Football Manager Handheld on Sony’s PlayStation Portable handheld entertainment system (PSP) completes the format line-up, with all platforms set for a Christmas 2006 release.
The Football Managerä team has taken the fans comments on board and have introduced a host of new features across all formats. Feedback specifically on the Xbox 360ä version resulted in the Sports Interactive team compiling a new user interface to allow players to have a joypad friendly experience whilst still retaining all the depth of the game. Football Manager Handheld also sees an upgrade with more playable leagues, more features and, for the very first time, network play allowing you to compete against your friends on your PSP.
“We are constantly striving for perfection and are on track to deliver our most authentic football experience yet”, commented Miles Jacobson, Studio Director of Sports Interactive. “There will be a new, easy to use default skin, as well as improved hints and tips throughout the game. More in-depth feedback from your assistant manager and coaches, plus interaction with any player worldwide makes this an un-missable and very user friendly experience, and our best football game by a country mile.”
With all-new features, improved gameplay and a depth only seen from Sports Interactive, Football Manager™ 2007 and Football Manager Handheld offers a management simulation that is second to none. To whet the appetite of every Football fan, SEGA and Sports Interactive have unveiled just some of the new features available with more features for all platforms to be announced in the coming months.
Features for Football Manager™ 2007 PC/Mac/Intel Mac/Xbox 360™:
Feeder Clubs - Brand new to Football Managerä 2007, and one of the most requested features on Sports Interactive’s forums has been the addition of feeder clubs to the game. This new addition works in all the ways you would expect it to in real life. You can establish your club as the small team who receives loan players from a larger club or a large club looking for support getting your youngsters match experience by loaning them out. Have the first option on players from clubs, and schedule pre-arranged friendlies each season by simply asking your board for a feeder relationship and choose from the list they compile.
Youth Revamp - A complete revamp of youth teams sees full youth squads for each team that has a youth set-up, thus giving a much better system for the regeneration of players in the long term game.
User Friendly – Football Managerä 2007 gives players a new easier to use default skin, along with hints and tips throughout the game, and an improved tutorial. In addition to better feedback from your assistant manager and scouts as well as lots more media, customisation and multiple row selection, all this adds up to the most user friendly Sports Interactive game ever.
Scouting Revamp - A complete revamp of the scouting system inside the game leads to more information about players and teams being made available to managers, as well as a more realistic methodology for player scouting. This system allows scouts to grow and improve their knowledge-base of the world’s football players.
Player Interaction - You can now talk to any player in the world via the media. Player interaction allows you to tap up other teams stars or see if players will buckle under the pressure. An effective manager must use the media as a motivational tool - why not praise your own players in many different ways or shout at them for loss of form?
Team Talks - For more varied ways to talk to your team, SI have worked hard to deliver vastly improved team talks at half and full time. Not only this, but pre-match team talks will now be making their first appearance in Football Manager - so you can send your team out onto the pitch with a specific briefing.
Football Manager™ 2007 for PC, Mac, Intel Mac and Xbox 360ä are set for release Christmas 2006. Football Manager™ Handheld for PSP will also make the Christmas 2006 launch. For further information go to www.sigames.com or the completely re-vamped www.footballmanager.net website.
- 4:40 AM
- 4:34 AM
She falls apart,
By herself
No-one's there to talk or understand
Feels the sting,
Dries her eyes
Finds herself opens the door and sighs
People see right through you
Everyone who knew you well
Falls apart, might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
You walk along,
By yourself
There's no sound nothing's changing
They've gone away,
Left you there
Emptiness is nothing you can share
All those words that hurt you
More than you will let it show
Comes apart,
By yourself
All is well and everything's wasted
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
Sometimes I feel around
It scares me some I can't be down
All this time to be on my own
In is out to be again
This time will waste another friend
I know where they will
Know where they'll runaway
She's falls apart,
No-one there
Hold her hand it seems to disappear
Falls apart might as well
Day is long and nothing is wasted
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold on to you but you're going away
Runaway, runaway
Wanna hold you tomorrow but you're leaving today
Runaway runaway
Hold on to you but you're going away
But you're leaving today
But you're leaving today
It hurts huh?? 4.34am..
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
- 8:57 AM
I got bronchitis..
Give me 11claps..
Fuck..
Sunday, July 16, 2006
- 10:01 AM
I feel terrible now..
So sick!
Cough flu...fever!!!
I wanna die alrrrr............
Urghhh....
Save me....Somebody......
Sunday, July 09, 2006
- 3:48 PM
It has been a happening week for me..
1st I bookin in on monday, and booked out on tuesday morning..
cos i had graduation on that day..
went back..took a little nap, overslpt..
and woke up at 12.45..graduands are supposed to be seated by 1..
rush rush! haha..
but reached there..still got alot of time..
sit down..
chit chat..tok tok tok..
slack slack..
"Mohawk company......"
all the things we did..done..will do..all tok..
when pop..when book out..wat time book in..when field camp..when range..
all that la..
then we had technical handling test..
strip and assemble rifle..
firing positions..
IA drill..
loading and unloadin weapon + loadin magazine..
these 4 things lor..
passed i think..cos i took a peep at the results..
no red pen..means pass..
HAHAH..
thats how the system works in here..
then..friday!
leopard company had fire drill..
damn funny la..
platoon 1 and 3..immune to fire..
all they did was look out of the corridor..
slack only......
anyway..leopard is welfare coy la.. and plt 1 and 3 is the chao ah beng platoons..
tatoos from head to toe..
in mohawk, only 2 ppl got tatoo..
and they are nice guys, so not all guys with tatoo are bad ok?!
anyway..
i'm thinkin of gettin 1...
something tt has an eagle wing or an angel wing at my shoulder blade there..
cool rite??
do u think i shld???????
hmm..and then on fri nite, lagi best.. abt 23.44 like tt..
the fire alarm trip!!
so we thot its a real fire..!!
knn...!!!
fire sbo items..
helmet..pail...and the standard stuffs...
we all prepared already leh!!!
then the sergeant come up..go back slp!!
nth..nth....go back slp!!
then the nx morning..........
the liutenant ask.."all got 7hrs of slp???"
"NO SIR..!!!!!!"
HAHA..
then sir said.."i noe la..i ask for fun wan.."
"stupid rat............."
HAHAHA..!!!
damn funny la..
sat, book out!
din slp! dota with wei quan until 5..then went for dinner..
i slack until abt 9..then go out play pool..
then go chomp chomp..eat...
then go back watch the 3rd 4th placin...
couldnt laz until half time..HAHAH...
slp!!
today 8am wake up!! HAHA...
and now.......
7pm book in!
the weekends seem so short..
lucky i dun have a gerfren..
if not cannot spend time with her....those kinda things...
yaa...
alrite.....
here i go again...
this weekend seems so short...
back to tekong..
BMT officially starts!!!!
Saturday, July 08, 2006
- 8:40 PM
Hmm..
Another week has past!
HAHAHA..and my PTP is over..
BMT starts! Saw the neighbour company ( who we call leopard cubs ), juz enlisted..
The 1st qn their sgt asked them was..Who here smokes??!!
Wahh..i tell u.. they all chua sai..!!
HAHAH...Leopard level 2 and 4 are the ah beng batch! tatoo all the way wan..
head to toe..all have..
then leopard 1 and 3 are the guai kias...i wonder how are they gonna survive..
anyway leopard is a warrent officer coy so its a welfare company, juz tt the tug of war thingy on games day they sure win de..cos the warrent officer is as fat as a sumo wrestler..
HUGE MAN..!!!!
Extra large! + Upsize..
5garys..= 1 him!
anyway, had technical handling for rifle, think i passed it..meanin can go range and shoot le..
YAY..!!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
- 9:56 PM
HEY..!!!!
Im home!?!?!
Nope..
I nv attC..
Nope..I nv AWOL..
NO way..!!
HAHA..
I got poly graduation today..
Finally graduated..After 3yrs of SP..
Finally..Im out of sp!
Feel happy to be graduating already..
and me goin back in smart4..(my smartest 4 already..)
haha..makes me feel that i've got a sense of achievement..
and a great sense of something like..i've grown up..?
esp when i stepped into sch with my smart4..and seeing others with formal dressing..
4th of July..a day i'll remember...
Monday, July 03, 2006
- 3:27 PM
As usual..I shall leave with a song..
I'll book in at 2010..and book out the next morning..and then go back in on wed morning again..sounds kinda stupid..i noe..but no choice..dun follow..will get charged..
i dun wanna have a black mark..haha!
ohh..and this weekend might have confinement..thats wat they say la..dunno whether true or not..
anyway..here's the song..
far away.. nickelback..
noe y??
cos im far away.. really far....
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
So far away
(So far away)
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing, 'cause i'm not leaving you any more
Believe it
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and never let me go
Sunday, July 02, 2006
- 7:30 AM
Im back..
3weeks down..10 to go..It seems so short each day..
In 1 more week..our PTP phase would be over..and the BMT phase will begin..
Just this week, got alot of punishments already..Late, we knock it down..people are complainin abt the sgts all that..
they are supposed to be the bad guys there la..i understand that..
no use complaining..i juz keep quiet and go with the crowd..ya ya papaya..yes sgt..no sgt..haha..
I din watch soccer at all la..England lost..I noe..Brazil lost..i aso noe..But i juz couldnt wake up..its like..my whole body dun wanna move..and then nv wake up la..! missed the game..but anyway if i watched..i would be so bored tt i would fall aslp..
imagine for 120mins..its 0-0..HAHAHA..
Let me see..
Apart from exercising this week..
I went to cmpb to take my pilot's compass test..quite alrite la..i muz say..its mentally testing u..and aft tt..i was mentally tired..haha! not physically..but mentally..went back to bunk..slp! zzzzzzz..........
and guess who i saw there!? HAHA..
my cousin..
i was like..
Julie jie jie..haha....then i asked wat is she doin here..then she said she works here! -_____-..hahah! i din noe their broadcast station is there la..i thot its somewhere near..but not inside cmpb..she was buyin lunch..and i juz had mine..the food there is quite cheap..
then she saw my botak head..
her shift was at 2..tt time was abt 1..i think she da pao for the colleagues too..
and her stomach is huge!!!
gonna give birth soon...
good luck!!!
my cough still haven recover yet!! sian..now got phlegm stuck there..runnin tt time very difficult..
oh!!
i learnt how to strip rifle...haha..
very easy..i muz say..sometimes i forget to check afew things..but sometimes i get everything rite..so muz be certain nx time..and my sgt is the fastest stripper in the company..
strip rifle..dun anyhow think ah...fastest stripper...haha..everyone can strip fast aso ma....:P:P:P
(if u noe wat i mean..) HAHA..
hmm............dunno wats in stall for me nx week.. anyway..i would only be in tekong for 4days.. monday i book in..tues mornin i book out..wed mornin i book in..then sure kena remedial training de..sat burnt again..
ohh..guess wat time i woke up today! 5.30..HAHAHA.. song bo?!
nx week when i go back..i gotta adjust my sbo alr...its too high..very uncomfortable! haha..
