I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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Dengue hemorrhagic fever

Alternative names:
Hemorrhagic dengue; Philippine hemorrhagic fever; Thai hemorrhagic fever; Dengue shock syndrome; Singapore hemorrhagic fever

Symptoms:
Early:
fever
headache
muscle aches
joint aches
malaise
decreased appetite
vomiting

Acute phase:
shock-like state
sweaty (diaphoretic)
cold clammy extremities
restlessness followed by
symptoms worsen
petechiae
ecchymosis
generalized rash


Signs and tests:
Physical examination may show:
an enlarged liver (hepatomegaly)
low blood pressure
a weak, rapid pulse

Tests:
tourniquet test (tourniquet causes petechiae below the tourniquet)
X-ray of the chest that demonstrates pleural effusion
serologic studies that demonstrate antibodies to Dengue viruses
acute and convalescent serum (increase in titer to Dengue antigen)
blood gasses
electrolytes
coagulation studies


ok..i got dengue fever..... but still very mild.. blood platelet count..151..normal count..150...


now i happen to think that i really got dengue fever.. y??? cos the rashes has developed..! went for a damn blood test juz now.. and as usual..nearly fainted again..wat to do..?? i got phobia of those damn needles.. at 1st..it was alrite..he took the blood out from me..no feeling at all.. cos i was lyin down on the bed.. but then, aft standing up...hahhaha!! different story already.... the test results will be out by 10..so..hopefully.................................


i gave myself the scare of my life... on tues morning..i had a fever..i thot it was juz a normal caught-a-cold kinda stuff.. cos i woke up to close the window as it was abt to rain and the wind was damn powerful man!! haha.. so..ok la! took panadol..went to slp again.. at abt 2.30..wah seh!! 39.5deg sia... high like fark!

but now..aft the doc's pills... im ok! i actually thot i got dengue fever or something.. cos out of the seven symptoms..i got 5..juz tt no vomitting and diaoherea(hweva u spell it!!!) the rest are..bodyaches....pain behind the eyes..lost in appitite...and so on la...

haiiiiiiii...........y do i always get sick when exam is arriving.....


Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.
Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Try It Out Here..


hMm...perhaps the most fun funfair i've been to.. i went for my driving prac before headin down to the fair.. so..i'll talk abt my prac 1st.. there was an accident!! hahahahah!! i din see it la.. but the driver's car who was behind the learner vehicle's car..had a hude dent infront which reached the front wheel.. haha! and the learner's vehicle..no scratch! hahahah!! wat can i say.....toyota cars are good.. wahahhahaha...

and then my prac ended at abt 2.30..i took a bus back to amk and transfered to train to get to phs.. headed straight to the hall..cos the alumni store was there.. sat down..tok tok abit.. saw the performance..and so on.. hmm..then reina called.. asked where was i.. soon after she and angeline came up lookin for me.... angeline was in a sari..which suited her quite well..and reina changed out of it already..damn!! missed it..! haha.. the theme was racial harmony..the funfair was in conjunction with racial harmony.. walked around the place..made afew rounds...bot afew marshmellows....hahah! which was bbq-ed.. tasted great too..made my mouth real sticky after that... and... walked afew more rounds after that again.. and oHhh!!! did i mention!! there was an ARCADE..!!!! in the sch!!! i was like........this place..is turning into some.....fun zone or smth! beside the arcade..was afew classrooms..which had....games on the xbox to play! and there was of cos WWE.. hahah! they missed out on 1 very impt thing i think.. they shld have gotten a PS2 in...and bring in winning-11...like wat happened durin my year... the winning-11 store made quite a gd profit out of it.. no capital aso... juz import their own television and gameset... and let tt device do that earnings..imagine makin 4-5bucks in just 5-10 mins of game play..multiply tt by 2( u cnt have 1 player playin on his own rite..)..and u get 10bucks in 10mins.. 1buck per min.. wat was missin yest was juz a lan shop.. hahah!

owell.. it was a totally different funfair from others..and it wasa blast!!! so fun!!!! and....cool....i wonder y may anne found it boring!!?? huh..?da jie...y?? was it becos i wasnt there..?? heeheheh...

to all my vball lads.... check this link out..
..spike..


lemme see...i've graduated from PHSNPCC for almost 3yrs already.. i was in sec4...when she was in sec1... and she still remembers my name!!! Lindy.....i wanna noe ur number...( to put it in another words..i wanna noe u betta..by startin with the number 1st..) hahhaha!!!

nvm..i've got connections still... gettin the number is easy.. hahhahaha!! Gary's Joey-ness kicks in again.. woOo... i've got the tribbiani-blood.. haha!


Manchester City midfielder Joey Barton has been sent home from the team's pre-season trip to Thailand following an alleged altercation in a hotel bar with a 15-year-old Everton fan.

Joey Barton: In trouble again. (NealSimpson/Empics)

After consultations with the club chairman John Wardle and deputy chairman Bryan Bodek, manager Stuart Pearce has decided to send the controversial 22-year-old back to Manchester as a result of his involvement in the incident.


'I can confirm that Joey Barton will be sent home tonight, he will leave Thailand tonight,' said a club spokesman. 'He will leave the hotel soon.'

The incident happened in the early hours of this morning when the team returned to their hotel after spending the evening at a Thai restaurant.

The players had been given permission to enjoy a quiet drink for the first time since arriving in Bangkok a week ago.

Shortly after arriving at the bar, however, Barton became involved with the young fan, allegedly striking him before being restrained by club captain Richard Dunne, who got a cut hand for his efforts.

'Suffice to say, I'm very disappointed personally,' said Pearce earlier in the day. 'If all the events that have been fed back to me are true, I'm very disappointed in Joey's behaviour.

'It'll be a case of sitting down with the chairman and gathering my thoughts really in the way we take it forward after gathering all the facts into this football club.

'I always put my trust in players. That's the nature of things. I think any time anyone lets you down, in any way, shape or form, you're disappointed.

'I treat my players, hopefully, like adults and grown men until such time where they betray my trust.'

While expressing his disappointment with Barton, Pearce cleared Dunne of all blame.

'Richard Dunne's behaviour was impartial to this incident and his behaviour was exemplary,' said the former England defender. 'He has nothing to do with it as we move on.

'All I can say is I feel a little bit sorry for Richard Dunne for probably being tarred with the same brush.

'I want to make it quite clear that after our inquiries this morning Richard Dunne's got nothing to do with this, except as acting as a peacemaker in this situation.'

Liverpool-born midfielder Barton... Haha..
Well done lad~! Everton sucks!! hahah....


studY breaK...or..the 1 weeK break rather.. as the mid semestral test draws nearer.. somehow i've lost the holiday mood each time this 1 week break comes.. i guess i'll spend 2days on each module.. and hopefully try to do betta this time.. im sick of gettin Cs and Ds already... i guess i've been sayin this almost before every exam huh? doesnt seem to be fulfilled..or achieved in any way.. i was struggling with maths for the past 2 yrs... but rite now..in yr3..there aint any maths! so there's nth to struggle with..and nth to worry abt.. and wat more..there are only 3 papers for me to take.. 2 of which i find quite difficult..and 1..juz fairly easy... fairly<----still difficult.. and from a lousy student like me's point of view.. im gonna scrape thru again...

my fren jio mi go pasir gudang on tues.. shld i? shld i not? very tempting lehhh........... i've always wanted to feel the speed..and all... haha... u guys noe wat pasir gudang is rite??? if u dont.. its a racin circuit... the smaller version of sepang.. my tt fren is a racer siao..u see him drive...u might end up like "ah mu.." in Initial D.. hahahahhahahahahhahahaha!!!! vomiting... BUT~!! i dun have my license..! havent even took any tests yet....or watsoever.. but still..as long as i can drive the car a straight line..i can drive! hahahha!!

speakin of driving...i've got driving prac tmr.. yepp... need to work on my lane change..cos its too un-gradual.. and also work on my U-turn...haha! its always gd to plan wat u wanna do beforehand...

hmmm.........I asked my cousin for a power98 polo tee... wonder if she wld give me 1...its kinda sacred..hah! hard to get..1st 20 folks who go to some carpark at some secret location which will be announced only at the last min.. oHh...i think i've done phs a huge favour.. i asked her to announce tt there's a fun fair this sat..haha!! wonder if alot of ppl hear it? hmmm...time was 3+.. ppl's radio shld be on rite? i hope...

oHh...and i asked my fren's sister to go too! jue dui superstar de.. hehehhe!! that shld help boost her fan base.. but doubt her sister wld be able to make it.. she has a tight schedule.. yaa...

anD today!! i rode my fren's bike again! this time could turn corner.. hahahha!! but not so zai yet la.. that carpark behind foodcourt 4 of Sp is our riding ground.. or training ground rather... and we call it the mini circuit.. haha! sp graduation service is gonna start soon.. hmm..they are setting up the stage and all tt.. so around June nx yr... it will be my turn!! haha.. hmm...they say poly is a 3year course.. but in actual fact.. its +1yr wasted.. so..4yrs altogeher.. meaning tt we wld be the old birds when we enter NS.. yepPp....


One month ago today
I was happy as a lark
But now I go for walks
To the movies - maybe to the park

And have a seat on the same old bench
To watch the children play
You know, tomorrow is their future
But to me, just another day

They all gather around me
They seem to know my name
We laugh, tell a few jokes
But it still doesnt ease my pain

I know I cant hide from a memory
Though day after day Ive tried
I keep sayin shell be back
But today again I lied

Oh, I see her face everywhere I go
On the street, and even at the picture show
Have you seen her?
Tell me, have you seen her?

Oh, I hear her voice as the cold winds blow
In the sweet music on my radio
Have you seen her?
Tell me, have you seen her?

Why, oh, why
Did she have to leave and go away
Oh-oh-oh, Ive been used to havin someone to lean on
And Im lost
Baby, Im lost

Oh, she left her kiss upon my lips
But left that break within my heart
Have you seen her?
Tell me, have you seen her?

Oh, I see her hand reaching out to me
Only she can set me free
Have you seen her?
Tell me, have you seen her?

As another day comes to an end
Im lookin for a letter or somethin
Anything that she would send
With all the people I know
Im still a lonely man
You know, its funny
I thought I had her in the palm of my hand

Have you seen her
Tell me, have you seen her


ohHh mYyy godDddd......!!!

at abt 2pm today..aft leaving Sp..headin home.. i saw this girl who was standing with a guy..not holding hands..not doin anything... so i guess she's single.. she was in purple buttoned top..and jeans.. and a sling bag which was blue and white..those kinds pvc wan..i think its puma or some other brand..not sure.. but its those kind u sling it almost at the back of ur back.. ya...high up de.. she was holding some bounded notes i cldnt make up wat was written on it.. hmm..then 74 came and we boarded the bus together!! haha! side by side...i knew she was studyin at ngee ann la..so i followed behind her..see if she wld stay downstairs or head up..? hmmm..so..she headed up! and i went up too! haha.. right behind her also..... so..if u think logically...she wld be goin up with the guy beside her if he was her boyfren rite? hmmmm.......... i sat 2 spaces behind her on top...cos my fren took the seat infront.. and he did a fine job in blockin my view cos his head was too big.. haha!! so...i waitedddd...and waitedddd...until the bus reached ngee ann.. the guy beside her juz stood up..and walked off...din even wait for her or anything.. so confirm! chop! tt isnt her bf..... but tt doesnt rule out tt she doesnt have a boyfren at all.. i mean...........for such a pretty fine young lady..it's hard to believe that she doesnt have 1.. the guy walked down the stairs liao..but she was still half way thru the passage way tt lead to the stairs.. me...being the captivated soul...followed her all the way down...visually!! hahah..and u noe..any per wld have to turn 1 round before walkin down the stairs... and she took a glance up when she was walkin down!! and i could juz inch out a lil smile...and she looked back down already.. need to watch her step ma...hah! in case..later she miss her footing..and falls! heehHh....

sooO..anyone from ngee ann reading this blog..! and supposedly have an exam or class on 21st july 2005..at most probably 2.30.... yaa..pls pls pls..lemme noe..hhaa..

not quite an effective method tho.. cos i din even get her name..or a foto of her.. all i noe..is tt she has hazel hair..and she's SINGLE eye lid..!! hahahah!! her height should be abt 155..cos when she was up 1 level of the stairs..we are abt the same level.. yepPp............

do u believe in fate???

or will it be another case of set adrift on memory bliss of her..?


Suddenly..someone whom i've nv meet before..nv seen before came up to me and said.. we shld go clubbin..cos she's bored.. it happened yesterday la.. i was watchin CSI..msg came at abt 10.10.. i stared at the qn at abt 11..after the show.. was thinkin of hw to ans it.. so i said...'did u msg the wrong person..' cos i just changed my nick and ppl might click wrongly or something..(it happened before k..my fren mistook me for someone he liked..and asked me"y u keep ignoring me these days..like see me nv smile like tt.." hahah.. some ppl are blur la.. plain blur...

so i asked her back..u sure u got the correct person.. then followed by wat a way to have our 1st meeting..either 1 of us might end up drunk.. ha~! she's bored......and asked..was i? then started tokin abt bars and clubss...and pubs...hmm..i dunno much tho..cos i really really seldom go..even if i do..i juz follow..dun really know hw to get there..(that will all change if i drive!! i think....)

hmm...........yaa..jass...its u im tokin abt.. i was surprised... hahha!
oHh..the font size is slightly larger now.. thot tt it looked small... im gonna register for my medical checkup tmr liao~!! shld be able to get a slot sometime in nov i think? not sure sure...need to print out another form too..errr....for parents to sign de..and bring on the medical examination day itself..

..........pull down ur pants........look to ur right....and cough!! hahahahhaha!!!


it seems to be raining almost everyday now..and since sunday..i have been getting caught in the rain almost everytime i step out of the house or go back home.. lucky i din fall sick.. but i can feel it..the throat's gettin sore..and i sneeze quite often..also..and the nose is blocked(1 side..as usual) the weather is juz so nice to slp man! hahah!! hmm.....and im coughin blood out.. die....im dyin.....

aunt made this cheese pie..rocks man!!!!!!!! its like a basin with lots of cheese..and very little crust.. imagine hw much cheese goes into tt pie!! haha..and she's sellin them for 20bucks a pie... the pie is abt 12".. she uses danish cheese... any buyers??!! satisfaction guaranteed..tasted and tested by her nephew..(me!) haha... she aso made another part..which has choc smears over it.. u noe...cheese.....its sticky..u can have half this pattern..another half..another pattern.. haha.. thats the funky thing abt cheese...


Y muz fumigation be done from the bottom? mosquitoes are getting smarter already ok!! they are evolving to blood sucking smart ass flies alrite.. now..when there's fumigation, they fly upwards..and into my room..cos my room the windows are never closed la..so thats the only way they can get in.. i guess i'll have to slp with the fan at full blast tonite le.. to keep out the mosquitoes.. but the weather is damn cold aso la.. gonna freeze my ass off i guess? haa...





my favourite foto!!!


wat a fruitless day it was today..i woke up at 8.45.. expecting my dad to prepare the puzzle and the clues ready already.. budden he din! was still readin the papers..eatin his breakfast..and drinkin his tea.. so..wat to do...i go and do it myself la.. he didnt seem tt enthu at all.. until i told him my fren say its startin to get crowded..then we started to rush.. left my half eaten breakfast and drank 1 mouthful of tea before makin my way down to the car and zoomin off the east coast.. but... tt fateful journey...
i din even make it to east coast..cos the jam tailed back until hougang!! wtf!! and when we reached..it was......11.30... closing time.... dad decided not to follow the crowd..and turned away and zoomed back home.. before reachin home..we decided to visit my uncle... who still looks so damn fit aft so many sessions of kimotherapy..hweva u spell it... everytime i go over there..we wld tok abt soccer...snooker..pool...golf..and stuffs.. yaa...my fav uncle! haha.. he used to teach in kcpss.. <----the sch with hot and bitchy and notti gers.. ya...

reached home at abt 12.15..yaa..continued my half eaten breakfast..! ahhaah!! waited for awhile...slacked a lil... showered a lil... watched tv a lil... and then went for my driving prac.. here comes the funny part..
my instructor has sensed this problem in me.." y ur feet can nv touch the floor of the car ah??"
i said.. 'i dunno..!!'
cos sometimes on a stop go situation..my car will jerk a lil..shake a lil..yaa..sometimes..
he said.."nvm..u drive..i see the prob.."
and then.. 'he went... ur feet is too small la..aiyo!!'
i was like....'ahhaa..ya..size 7 only..wat can i do abt it..' i dig my heel into the floor..and depress the clutch...i can only reach half clutch..which is not enuff for the car to move..
and today there were alot of stop go situations....he had all the time in the world to spot tt error..haha!

my feet is small.........and there's nth i can do abt it.........


wahh!! played soccer today! haha.. my 1st kick of the ball in 2months? could run a little still la..but the touches and all that..all abit screwed up already.. played with this skillful guy of phs called edwin..he's a short and gd dribbler of the ball.. haha! tt guy has a gd future ahead of him, if i were a manager, i would sign him and nuture him, like in this game called fm2005.. scout youth players, sign them on the cheap.. and sell them when they are nutured.. of cos a good youth manager would help alot more..

i dunno y la..but on the way home in the bus, got cramp.. cos yest i ran 2.4..and then today run again.. felt my groin.... y i so injury prone!!!!?!??!?! haha.. sadded....

and...tmr is the day!!! they day when readers of the straits times get the full lucky draw coupon and put in the letters found from the 1st of july to the 15th.. the clue is...
where the sun rises
by the sea
............(im not tellin u the rest..) go figure!! haha!!

mazda 6.................here i come....!!!!! and if i win it..i would sell it..the money would come into betta use.. sure got ppl will buy the mazda6 de la.. so powerful...2.3l leh!! vvt engine.. fuel efficient somemore... and save the money and buy my IST..!! woOooo....with full body kit.. i wanna go for sleek.... toto monday 2.8mil... aso another game of hope! and 4-d tmr....another game of hope... bettin is a singaporean's lifestyle...


heard there was an attempted suicide at SP..! y got so many ppl wanna die in sp?? haiyoO..! very jinx leh! wan to die..die somewhere else la..jump down ur block..ppl wun find out and call the police before u make up ur mind whether or not to jump, at least ur mind is clear before u jump.. and there wun be any regrets at all.. now, i think that guy's gonna regret for the rest of his life..not jumping down t15.. where other ppl is bound to take notice and call the cops! wake up ur damn idea la asshole.. sure ppl will come and talk u outta this.. some news from my fren, he said tt the civil defence prepared the inflated bag and was already preparing to SAVE his damn life.. a negotiator was already tryin to talk him out of it.. and i believe he's havin relationship problems.. ha.............

perhaps it's juz me la..(nv been in a relationship before) but.. a breakup is not tt bad rite??? issit? dunno...wait til i get a gf and break up with her then i'll tell u abt it.. haha! but rite now, all i can think of is..nothing.. hmMMm.......owell..i dunno wat to say le..

ohhh ya.. the NKF saga continues...Mrs Goh sets down at nkf patron.. hahaha!!! which would set the ppl of singapore thinking.. Is she involved too?? U noe money can make people do funny things..and if u have alot of money, the value of it would be lost in ur eyes..but if u have lots of it, u would want more.. the more zeros the betta.. y would mrs goh step down if she doesnt feel guilty? she shld be out declaring to the public that she's a patient at the nkf and she's reaping rewards from the services and medication.. apperantly she didnt do it, therefore, even a fool would think the she's got something to do with it.. actions and consequences, my dear mrs goh.. u have just got urself in alot of soup..thick soup aso.. she's gonna be called in for investigation anytime..or she might be a witness.. wateva it is...if u have cancer!! bloody hell admit tt u have cancer!! and not stay in nkf and eat money!!

to end...........lucky i dont donate to the nkf.. hahahahahhahahahhahaaaa!! i never have...and i never will..!!! as i've said before, organisations with too much money are not worth donating to..they would just want more and more from u.. and forget about the purpose of it.. donate to the spastic's children association, or the private health care centres.. the next investigation down the road would be the buddhist association or some sorts.. tt monk who performs stunts on tv..tt dude..who tried to freeze himself..or dunno wat he did la.. yaa..tt guy..and his association...


the appt time wat 7.15..so i left home at 7.10..cos the dental clinic was quite near my home..within walkin distance, so i could afford to eat 1st and then make my trip down.. dinner was the best in a very long time..by far.. mom bought 5 big macs back!! hahaha!!!! dad took 2..and i took 1 and 3/4, thinkin tt this might be my last meal..i gobbled down the food like some monster..who looked like this!



is it eatin famous amos?

reached there on time..but there were 5 other ppl inside waiting for their turns..lucky priority was given to appointment patients, but still i had to wait damn long la..like 1hr..cos a ah pek inside was gettin his mould for the dentures! haha.. he was damn happy with it when he came out..can see him grinning side to side.. haha! waited another 3 patients before my turn.. and when it was my turn, i got the older chair..which was damn uncomfortable.. i needed patching.. i thot it was juz filling up some holes or gaps in my teeth..i was wrong!!!!!!! dead wrong..!!!!

1st..he asked mi to wash my mouth..and apperantly the water tasted sweeter than the 1 i drink at home?? haha..juz my perception i think.. then he started using he tweezer-like thingy and started poking all my teeth.. sayin 'good'...'good..' once in awhile.. and then he started the patching!!! urghHh..here starts the pain.. he took the dentist-drill and started drilling my teeth so as to enlarge the hole and fill it up with the fillings... waHhhh!! i tell u~!!!! it was pain!!!! y wasnt i given anestatics??!!! u noe when u lie on the chair...and normally ur leg is resting down... this time, my leg was straight!! and stiff..!! ahahhahahah!!! imagine tt!!! like a dead corpse!! hahaha.. cos it was damn pain la... my nerve twitched afew times..which caused my muscles to twitch aso..

that step over..ok..i was startin to have cold sweat.. meanwhile the nurse behind was mixing the filling solution.. and i was lookin around..see wat happened..got scolded by the doc.. "dont move!!" he said.. haAa..... i was thinkin..wat took him so long ma........ when the filling was ready... the doc took this vice-like thingy.... and inserted between my 2 teeth..... and started to crank it open!!!!!!! mind u...!!! crank it open!!!!?!?!?!?! got see ppl jack up the car before???? yaa...same theory!!! dammit!!!! and the screw..apperantly..wasnt lubricated..there was still the creakin of the metal part..!!!!! wa lauuuuu..!!!!!!!!!!!!! dun ask mi whether pain or not...cos it was damn pain la!!!!!!!!!!!! dammitt..!! and even now..aft 2hrs...there's still a sorta feeling there... like the soreness+numbness.. ya.. ouchHh..!!!!! and from the bottom of my eye...i could see him cranking the vice!!

now..i feel so weakened.. my teeth no more a virgin le... kena poked so many times...!! i can hardly open my mouth now.. there's a lil pain there nw... hahha..

the nx sequel....is in 6mths time...(if u noe wat i mean..)



this wan was my ex fav..cos of the name...wooO..vitZ..sounds to healthy..hah! but its pronounced as 'veetz' not 'vaitz'



current fav!! hahaha..600 made only..but can be found in thailand nia.. wait til some importers try to bring it to singapore.. i trade in my dad's wan..for this! its abt the same anyway..haha! except for the word 'turbo' haha..

nice cars..........affordable..


die..!!!!!
im goin to get my teeth grinded and waxed and polished and patched and tmr!! 13th july!!! doubt i wld need plucking..cos none of my teeth are decaying.. haha.. but..yaa..lookin forward to it..cos the doc is damn frenly..but the bad thing is tt they nurse aint pretty.. hmmMMMm..........

and....so! its the time of the yr again~ where ppl display the patriotism by hanging the singapore flag outside their home.. i remember..at this time every yr..i would be eagerly counting the number of fools who hang their patriotism out the wrong way! the only sensible reason for them doin so is... they take the flag up..hold it in the correct position(when facing them) and then happily hang it out..! hAaa.. meaning, wat they see is wat they hang... someone shld invent anti-directional flags.. haha!! right now, the response seems to be very slowly increasing..the nx blk of ppl are gettin smarter..but!! there's bound to be a outstanding one.. yepp..


oHh..anyone of u have been to amk central lately?? they are renovating the place.. tt stretch along DBS.. hMmm.. i shall warn u~!!!! dun go by the bah kwa stall..tt sells durian outside..!!! laz time walkin thru there was alrite...cos there was still fresh air circulating.. but now!!! durian + bah kwa = bad mix..!!! it smells like smth is rotting.. puuuii..!!! yuckKkss....... even the feng shui shop aso doesnt seem to have feng shui anymore..... dont walk thru tt alley!! make a detour! haha..

okieeee......thats abt everything for today.. valarie returned the 10bucks which she took from my wallet and acted as if she din take it when i asked it back from her..and after that realised tt she din return when she open up her pencil case.. eviL+dumB = valarie!!


The camera pans the cocktail glass,
Behind a blind of plastic plants;
I found the lady with the fat diamond ring.
Then you know i can't remember a damn thing.
I think it's one of those de ja vu things,
Or a dream that's tryin' to tell me something.
Or will i ever stop thinkin' about it.
I don't know, i doubt it.
Subterranean by design,
I wonder what i would find if i met you,
Let my eyes caress you,
Until i meet the thought of missess princess who?
Often wonder what makes her work.
I guess i'll leave that question to the experts,
Assuming that there are some out there.
They're probably alone, solitaire.
I can remember when i caught up
With a pastime intimate friend.
She said, "bet you're probably gonna say i look lovely,
But you probably don't think nothin' of me."
She was right, though, i can't lie.
She's just one of those corners in my mind,
And i just put her right back with the rest.
That's the way it goes, i guess.

Baby you send me
Set adrift on memory bliss of you

Careless whisper from a careless man,
A neutron dance for a neutron fan;
Marionette strings are dangerous things,
I thought of all the trouble they bring.
An eye for an eye, a spy for a spy,
Rubber bands expand in a frustrating sigh.
Tell me that she's not dreaming.
She's got an ace in the hole,
It doesn't have meaning.
Reality used to be a friend of mine,
'cause complete control, i don't take too kind.
Christina applegate, you gotta put me on.
Guess who's piece of the cake is jack gone?
She broke her wishbone and wished for a sign.
I told her whispers in my heart were fine.
What did she think she could do?
I feel for her, i really do.
And i stared at the ring finger on her hand,
I wanted her to be a big pm dawn fan,
But i had to put her right back with the rest.
That's the way it goes, i guess.

Baby you send me...
Set adrift on memory bliss of you


alrite..i said i had a confession to make rite?
here goes..

there was this girl from phs i was rather close with..she is somehow related to hpt, cos her brother was a trainer there.. we started getting close..for wateva reason..maybe becos most hpt bbqs were held at castle green previously.. she has a sweet mom..who loves toking to kids like me...askin abt us..all tt..well so much for a brief history..

it all started this yr..sometime in late feb..early march..cant remember..(she was still in AJ back then..havin her 1st 3mths..) when she got her O level results back, i knew she din do well or smth..wanted to ask hw she did.. so, the 1st time i asked..she din reply..i thot.."well..ok..maybe she was too busy replyin other ppl's msgs and skipped afew, i was 1 of the lucky few.." so nvm, i'll ask her when she came online.. then, she came online..so i popped the qn.. still..she didnt reply.. this time, no excuses, cos i din dc..internet was still workin fine..nth wrong with msn..cos at tt time i reformatted my com not long ago.. u noe hw pissed i get when someone doesnt reply my smses..and msgs... but still..inside..all i wanted to do was help, and all i needed was u to reply my damn msg!! and not ignore me totally..

okieeee...nvm.. afew days aft, i think i sent another sms..and once more..no reply..strike 1...strike 2.....Strike 3..Out!!!! dont wanna bother about u anymore..u wanna be like tt..i will do the same back.. make me care!!!

and now..i havent talked to her for about 5mths already, ur email's still in my contacts..i dunno y.. ok..so here's my confession part..
i missed talkin to u..
even tho the conversation don't usually last long..
remember those late nite conversations i used to have with u..
ur gaga-ing over artistes..and the oc..charmed..and so on..
i missed all those..
i noe u blog surf frequently..
and i frequently visit ur blog too..
hope u stumble upon this entry soon..
for a hope of reconciliation..
Wendy...pls drop me a line............


I have a confession to make.......And its about a girl.........



















But I'll do it tomorrow.........





my dream car...........................


went for an evening jog laz nite.. well..midnite jog rather.. ran from my place..to yck mrt station..to castle green..to season's park..saw tt the road was too dark..decided to turn back..past phs..past ajc..past s11..and back home again.. took abt 1hr.. yaa..stamina at nite is betta than stamina in the day.. maybe cos the air in the day is hotter..while the air at nite is cooler.. cold air intake = betta performance.. haha..!

and there goes another week..slowly inching towards the mst..and there's no reason for me not to do well..becos there are only 3 papers to take!!! y muz the mst be aft the 1 week break!?!?! no one will study during tt period lor!! i wld rather have the tests before the break..and aft the break..come back afresh! and start the new term on a good and lighter note... the principal in SP doesnt put the students into his own shoes..if it was him he wldnt have studied aso lor! talk abt people developer award........... my foot ah!! talk abt ISO(wateva number)..

but...we all juz have to live with it... sadly..........

wats worst now is.. my FM spoil~!!!!! smth wrong with the .exe file!! which doesnt allow me to run the game at all..!! aiiii........nth to keep mi busy already.. which is a good thing..cos fm2006 is coming out soon..say..mid august...haha.. another mth more only.....i wonder if those pirated game shops still sell it..hope they do.. yaa.. hmMm..owell.... it is that addictive....wun get sick of it.. but..its still only a game....


I feel like i've juz recovered from a heart attack!! which lasted 24hrs..!! haha.. in yesterday's papers..almost thruout the whole world.. the speculation abt Liverpool's Steven Gerrard's future was the headlines in the papers..

The skipper informed the club that he won't be signing a new deal early this afternoon as he prepares for a career away from Merseyside.

Chelsea are now expected to return with an improved bid after having an offer rejected by Liverpool on Tuesday, while Real Madrid could also enter the race for his signature.

Parry admits he is disappointed with Gerrard's decision, but he insists everyone at the club is remaining calm and continuing to plan for the future.

He said: "It's disappointing because we made it clear we wanted him to stay. There's no question about that. He's made it pretty clear now that he wants to go and so we have to move on.

"I remember sitting with him last summer and underdstanding his frustrations, which were deep at the time. He came close to leaving then but we asked him to stick with us and see what we could achieve. We thought we had achieved a fair bit last season.

"To be fair to Stevie this hasn't been about money. Money hasn't been a problem. It's about his commitment and about a feeling of where he wants to be in the long term. He feels he has a better chance of winning trophies and being successful somewhere else. It's our job now to prove him wrong.

"People might think winning the Champions League is a good marker that this club is moving in the right direction. I told him to think of the fans, to think of Istanbul and to think of the twelfth man which has been with us all season.

"We're all disappointed but the club has to move on now and we'll have to see what tomorrow brings. We're all calm."


and a day later.....................................

The Reds chief executive broke the amazing news as he arrived at Anfield today following several late night and early morning phone calls with the Liverpool captain.

"I couldn't be more delighted," said Parry. "He has decided to stay with us because he realises how much the club means to him.

"Even when he said he was going I don't think the language he used suggested he really wanted to go. He was talking about the last few days being difficult and not being able to come back, he never actually said he wanted to go.

"Over the last 24 hours he has reflected on it, thought it through and he wants to stay.

"From our point of view it's what we wanted all along. I have apologised to Stevie if I've mis-read his emotions. I guess after Istanbul I thought I knew where we were going but he clearly thought for whatever reason that the club wasn't as enthusiastic about keeping him as we might have been. He was anxious.

"There were one or two issues with the contract which he took to mean a lack of enthusiasm on our part, which it wasn't. He understands that now. We've had some emotional moments together, cleared everything up and I don't think this will happen again.

"I don't think he's staying because he was concerned about the negative reaction. I made the point on Monday to him to think of the fans in Istanbul and ask himself how he could leave that. Obviously the last day or two hasn't been easy for him but this isn't a decision for negative reasons.

"He's found it complicated but deep down it was always a difficult decision for him to say he wanted to go. We're all absolutely thrilled and I'm more certain than ever that he's fully committed and that this is where he wants to be."



phewWwww...!!! YWNA..!!!


if u are rich..u lead a rich man's life..
and if u are poor..u lead a poor man's life..

and rite now i dunno if i wanna be considered rich..or wanna be considered poor.. but as long as u have a life to deal with..and a goal to achieve, it doesnt matter if u are rich or poor.. but i have a life to lead..many yrs ahead.. and from today on, life wun be the same again.. i cant go..
'dad..can i have this/that/those nx time..'
or go..
'dad..the com's slow..needs an upgrade..'
or..
'dad..we need aircon at home..'
or..
'dad..can i get this set of .........?'
which would also mean..no more expansive fish..no more top grade fruits..no more gd stuffs at hm.. i dun wanna think abt it..sounds like the beginning of the end for this funtional family.. which is gonna become dysfunctional soon....

there's this dead silence at home now..no one wants to tok abt it i guess...
the only sounds are the trains on the tracks..and the sounds of bus engines..and afew hornings...

slowly..but steadily.. life's gonna change................

at least i did something useful today!! i ran..did abt all the stuffs required for napfa..and now im 80% match fit.. but still lackin match practice..


juz got back from the dentist.. he charged 18bucks..for scaling and cleaning..and i think he waived the consultation fee.. cos my dad has consultation fees in his receipt.. he din wanna give a single receipt aso..cos he was afraid of audit.. got 1 case the dentist was fined afew million..

anyway! here's hw it went..i was the only other person in the clinic..the other person was my dad.. so i waited quite awhile before i went in.. sheeshH..no teeth still take so long! i was thinkin to myself.. if got teeth..wld take even longer!! and it sure did..!! took abt 20mins sitting on the chair which doesnt support ur head cos the headrest wat flat.. and the doc..was talkative!! nowonder he's in the business of mouths!! he asked wat was i studyin..wat sch..which sch ive been to..live around here? alot of qns la.. i dunno for wat man! i needed to open my mouth all the time..and tok to him at the same time..if u think tokin with ur mouth full is bad enuff.. try tokin with ur mouth open!! he said i needed some patchin.. meaning tt ive got a cavity! which aso means tt i din take care of my teeth!! but i did wat!!!!!!!!! and aso..ive got a wisdom tooth..which needs some plucking..but i doubt i will la.. wait for it to get pain 1st.. or maybe wait for NS..then pluck! haha.. my fren got 8days mc leh!!! i aso wan!! hw often u get 8days mc in army?!!

i think the tag's still down..so juz leave a msg if u wan below... its after the underscore line..


One's worth in his/her life is determined by the number of fonecalls and smses he/she receives.

Strong line, which is so true! I dunno where i heard it from, i might have dreamt of it..or heard it thru a passing words by a passerby, or from radio..i could also have read it from somewhere.. But wateva it is..i think its very applicable to ppl living in this IT age.. |m not tryin to say tt i receive many smses and calls..cos the only calls i receive are usually from the same ppl..usually..smses..are usually initiated by me.. which means..they worth alot in my life..doubt it goes the other way round..

And aso..those gd nite msgs ah..always come from the same person..haha!! i dunno hw she gets so many of them.. haa.. occasionally..those long lost friends.. yaa.. and so on..

ohH..and alot like love is..a nice show..dunno hw to describe it..but its nice..

yaa..and wat a day it was today.. lecturer was goin thru the slides in the ppt..when suddenly 1 slide said.."i am sick" "have been goin to the toilet for 20times" "need to go and see doc.." "today's tutorial cancelled.." hmMm..and tt was slide 6..!!!! lecture only happened for 15mins.. and tutorial..totally cancelled..

woOooO..!!!!