Tuesday, September 30, 2003
- 9:17 PM
haiii....fever..cough...flu...and...more~! I am sick now.....sick Gary~ haiiii...................... Feel so giddy~my head hurts~!! Aiiii......siannn~~~ Restin soon~~ haiiiiii............
Sunday, September 28, 2003
- 9:40 PM
Juz watched perfect storm~ nice show...tells u abt the dangers in the sea.. Cool show...hahahaha..
Ohh yah..there's this quote from the show..i think itz very nice..
Itz goes like this.. "Remember that i love u ______ I love u now..I love u forever..there's no gdbye..only love.."
Nice eh?
Ok~~ itz been a long time since i laz toked to her aso..wonder howz she doin~Hope she's doin fine..hope things are turning out the way she expected..and hope she still remembers mi?? ahahahaa... Each time I see her online..but itz not her.. itz her bro~ haiii.......... but then again...studies come 1st~ dun blame any1 here......
My poly mid yr exam is in 5 weeks time..and that time..itz during the sec2 promo camp..dunno whether can go or not.. hmmm.... if i go...shld i take..a exp class..or a normal class..? hahahaa..juz this yr..i took a exp class..so..maybe i shld take a exp class...and if i get betta..i might get a NT class nx yr~!?? ahahahaa..
Kk...ByeEeee..........~~
Tuesday, September 23, 2003
- 9:08 PM
Itz been a long time since i laz came here.. Things changed...Times has passed by..but passed by to slowly..seems like yesterday I juz took my Os..but then a yr has juz flew by and another batch of graduating students are abt to take their Os... mAn~~I'm feelin old~~ hahahaa..
I think I'm struggling in Poly...seriously..I really think so..my Mid Semestral Test results has just been returned back to me..and..i did badly...nv even hit the 60 mark..but..thankfully I passed all.. and then ah..they said..those students who scored below 60..pls retake ur paper..ur lecturer will do it during ur tutorial class.. Wa lau ehHhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! which means..i have to retake all~!!! fffffffffffff it man~!!
I juz found out tt i'm studyin..F maths..wahahahhahaa...the hardest maths there is around man...I did even take A maths...No need to tok abt C maths..now...F maths..wa lau...wan mi to die ah??? how could they do this to me??!!! And I only got B3 for my E maths~!! Mrs Pow.................................................I miss u~!!!! hahahahhahaa..... Eeeee...
Lookin back...i think i was silly not studyin when I was in Sec2..tt streaming yr...but then..itz not too late to mug up..and learn.... So..therefore..I shld be leavin now...yeah...
Good Bye~~
Thursday, September 18, 2003
- 3:10 PM
I know they say if you love somebody
You should set them free
But it sure is hard to do
Yeah, it sure is hard to do
And I know they say if they don't come back again
Then it's meant to be
But those words ain't pulling me through
Cos I'm still in love with you
I spend each day here waiting for a miracle
But it's just you and me going through the mill
Chorus
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, let's face it
All that's happening here is a long goodbye
Sometimes I ask my heart did we really
Give our love a chance
And I know without a doubt
I turned it inside out
And if we walked away
Would make more sense
But it tears me up inside
Just to think we still could try
How long must we keep riding on a carousel
Going round and round and never getting anywhere?
Chorus
This is the long goodbye
Somebody tell me why
Two lovers in love can't make it
Just what kind of love keeps breaking a heart?
No matter how hard I try
You're gonna make me cry
Come on, baby, it's over, Let's face it
All that's happening here is the long goodbye
Chorus x 2
The long goodbye
The long goodbye
This is the long goodbye
Someone please tell me why
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Are you ever coming back again
Guess I'm never coming back again
Nice lyrics..happen to stumble upon it in my jukebox..I d/l it..and 4got all abt it..
Actually..itz quite true..If u love somebody..u have to set the person free..if they don't come back again..then itz not meant to be.. i have set some1 free..but will the outcome be the same? Itz all up to the other party..
AnywayZ...read thru the lyrics...itz nice..u might wanna use it in ur compos aso.. sure can get gd marks wan~ hahahahaa... More songs comingggg~~~~~ Stay tuned~!
Tuesday, September 16, 2003
- 12:15 AM
Some very nice beginnings from very nice songs which describes my feelings...........................now~
Michael Jackson : U are not alone~
Another day has gone..I'm still all alone..How could this be..When U're not here with me...
O Town : These are the days~
Motel sitting in the dark..empty room like an empty heart..lovers stop but they nv stay..they dun look back as they drive away..
Aaron Carter : All about U~
There's something i have to say..u're always with me even tho u are far away..
BeeGees : If u leave me now~
If u leave mi now..u'll take away the biggest part of me...ohhh..dun baby pls dun go~
Five for fighting : Superman
I can't stand to fly..I'm not tt naive..I'm juz down to find..the betta part of me...
Human Nature : Eternal Flame
Close ur eyes...gimme ur hand..darling~
Joe feat N'sync : i believe in u~
I nv believe in dreaming..it nv got mi very far..I nv believe tt love cld find mi..like an arrow thru the heart...
Alot more lah..........no mood to type now~
Sunday, September 14, 2003
- 6:07 PM
Lately........I'm not who I used to be.. Some1 came along and took away this loving feelin inside of me..
I lost this loving feelin..
oHh this loving feelin..
Bring back this loving feelin..
Cos' itz gone..gone..gone...
Just yesterday..I woke up happily..knowing that itz was gonna be a nice day..a sweet day.. But wat i least expected, happened.. k..blame it all on me..yahh...juz myself..no1 else..
I read i wat i wasn't supposed to read..
I asked wat i wasn't supposed to ask..
I saw wat i wasn't supposed to see..
Things shldn't really have turned out this way..no..it shldn't~
Feel so down now.. Feel so down...... Itz useless 4 mi to come online anymore..really useless.. I tot tt it was possible...but aft yesterday..all hope was lost..dreams shattered..the light at the end of the tunnel vanished.. i was left alone..again..pushed to 1 corner..
Well..as wat i always tell myself..tmr will be a betta day.. but tmr will
not be a betta day already~
Will I recover from this? Or will I not...I don't noe.. Seriously..I dun..
I'm hurt..hurt so deeply.. my heart aches..and itz aching badly.. My spirit is low..real low..
This sucks! Totally!
And..why is my jukebox playin all those sad songs?
Saturday, September 13, 2003
- 9:36 PM
Yesterday...laz paper!! hahahahaa...stupid leh...i study so hard...memorize all the formula.. then in the end.."please flip to the last page for the formulas" basket...!!!! budden..the paper was 1/2 easy..1/2 diff..esp the laz qn..dunno why leh..alwayz the laz qn very diff wan.. O levels aso the same..now poly aso the same... i think they think tt by the time we reach the laz qn..then not much time left.. then all blur........ Purposely wan!!! :þ
hmmmm...dunno why ppl find pool so fun~ aft exam..straight away all go play pool..i think itz gettin boring~ muz try out something new...something more fun~ something interesting~!! yeah~! but wat ah?? snooker?? but itz still hitting balls leh~!! why does every sport got to do with balls????? bball ah..vball ah...football ah...netball ah...floorball ah... aHhhh!! i noe! paintball~!! ehhh..still got ball....wat to do???!!!!!!!! but paintball is fun~ this december gonna get trained by the Asian Paintball Champs..at bintan~!! I think????? hopefully lah...
Yahhhh...went hm real late yesterday...like...3 am? was slackin at bishan with weiquan.. quite fun..but nx time when i am gonna meet him..I WILL NOT BRING MY NOMAD ALONG..!!! NO WAY!! if not we will start singing like some mad bastards at the playgrd...got duet ah..single...rap even! love songs aso...hahahhaa..all sortsa songs we aso can sing...best is the SARS rap ah...."sars is the virus..tt i wanna minus.." hahahahaa.. walkin thru bishan park in the middle nite..is fun~ so silent...the only things tt will scare u is when u step on dried leaves...hahahahhaa..thatz all..yahhh....
Then..today...woke up at...1pm...couldn't sleep until like 5 plus...dunno why leh... muz be..too full?? ahahahaa...
And then......juz now..as in..really 2-3 hrs ago..played soccer..usual gang... tired ahhhhH!!!!!! haiiii............................................ and then hor..i look at my thigh~ i wanna cry...the sunburn mark still there..cos tt time go camp...cannot wear tracks.. then the shorts muz be those kinda super short wan!! arghhh..!! the mark still there!!!
Ohhh..yah!! and..1 more thing...I must!! watch!! whose line izzit anyway tonite!!! muz ah!!! dunno how many weeks nv watch le...laz week was at camp...then i called val..she was watchin...then she on the tv loud loud...hahaha..so gd..hehehehehe....
Kkkk~~ byEEeee....
Friday, September 12, 2003
- 12:36 AM
I know it's late, I know you're weary
I know your plans don't include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care
Look at the stars so far away
We've got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
We've got tonight
Why don't you stay?
Deep in my soul, I've been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
I've longed for love, like everyone else does
I know I'll keep searching, even after today
So that there it is
We've got it all now
And here we are
What do you say?
We've got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
We've got tonight
Why don't you stay?
I know it's late, I know you're weary
I know your plans don't include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely
We've got tonight
Who needs tomorrow?
Let's make it last
Let's find a way
Turn out the light
Come take my hand now
We've got tonight
Why don't you stay?
Why don't you stay?
We've got Tonight By Ronan Keating.. Short..sweet..nice..
Thursday, September 11, 2003
- 3:31 PM
HmMmMmmm..... Tmr laz paper..PEEE...principals of electronics electrical engineering..yahh... got so many chapts to study..and itz only an hr!! dammit...dunno wat will come out aso..cos new chapts are tot..like the superpositioning...see liao..aso blurrr.... got 2 voltage sources wan..goin different directions..
And..i more thing...I am not takin subjects anymore! itz called..modules!! not subjects....ok? so..dun ask me..wat sub u takin..can? steady bo? ok! on ah!
Aft tt...maybe goin to NP..got the bazarr...yaa...this janice lah..bug mi 1 whole week liao..hahahaa.. and i dun wanna get lost in NP again...hahahaa... anyway..i will get lost any where i go..used to it liao.. my sense of direction very poor wan.. when i go out...i will follow ppl..not ppl follow me..juzin case..i walk walk..then suddenly turn around... errr...where are we ah?? hahahaa..like sure tio wack wan!
Ohhh..yah..today is 911...which means..tmr will be 911 in the US...so...I hope tt nothing will happen there.. Betta catch Osama soon ah..Mr Bush!! Mr Bush ah....Mr Bush......why concentrate on Saddam......??? 1 by 1...slowly...the Osama prob haven settle yet...wanna go get Saddam!! 4 wat?? u think ur bush administration so zai ah?? I play war games aso muz kill 1 by 1 1st leh...where got go 4 2 together wan??
1 more thing...i got new vball cheer..!! wahahhahaa.... very lame wan...no impact..but then..itz damn funny...hahahhaa.. weiquan and mi tot of it when eatin prata...of all things..prata!! ahhahaaa..
Anywayzz.............time 4 my afternoon nap! Zzzzz..........
Monday, September 08, 2003
- 10:06 PM
Laz friday saturday sunday..was the Camp Feast at Amoy Quee camp..and..man..was it fun or wat..!! those kids who went were sec2s...having their so called 'adv camp'
Day 1..hmmmm..arrived there at 3..then help tp unload all the stuff and have a briefin on watz gonna happen thruout the nx 2 days.. the cadets arrived at 4+ or so...then I intro myself..all those...tell them the rules and regulations..tell them not to call me "sir" call mi by my name...but then..they ncc..so..tt level of respect is there..still..time and again call mi sir..even the CLTs aso..
at nite..aft their dinner..we had campfire prep..wahahhahaa...they suggested doin human pyramid..then..i tot..hmmmm...something new..ok..why not try..~~ and then..like tt...earn 50 bucks!
Day 2...I was at HI elements...it was..hi~~~ really hi~~~ under the sun the whole day~ sun burn ah!!! my face is peelin now..dammit....cos we did not wear track pants..but shorts..then..my leg got 3 colour~!! wahhahaa...the untan part..the tan part..then the socks mark! even wear ankle socks aso got mark ah! thatz how strong the sun is!! nohing serious happened..so the day went smoothly...
@at nite..campfire!! the campfire IC ah..wahhhh sehhh...was really wat weiquan described to me man!! big boobs..big butt! ehhh...u think i so tiko ah?? at nite..she stand behind the campfire..i only can see the fire ah!! hahahhaaa...cos..she is like...so so short!! hehehehe... troop5 was the troop i took..so..when they came out to perform..i was kinda anxious..but then..everything went smoothly..and the pyramid was "erected" excellantly..wahahahaa...think straight ah!!!! at nite...supper!! got the fried baby squids..wat izzit called...kala...something...dunno lah...but it was nice! crsipy..tasty...Mmmmmmm..... got horfun...char bung...many many more... hard earned 50 bucks!!
Day 3...slack ahhh....only got 2 activities...hahahaa...belay finish...go 1 corner..sleeeepp~~~ZZZZzzz...then wanted to wake up for debrief..but every1 was so tired...Joanna...fell aslp on my leg..i fell aslp on the table...yahh..and weiquan..fell aslp under the sun!! wahahahhaa..aft he woke up~ his face..red..!! like lobster like tt..
2pm...campers break camp...they were given a souvenior each..a foto of them rappelling down the wall...kinda cool..and aso a camp feast booklet~ then..something funny happened...as we were loading the equipment...the cadets crowded ard us...sir..mdm...sign for us..!! wahahhahahahaa...they were from serangoon sec...i think~~
of all the camps I been to....this is the only camp tt ppl ask us to sign!!! wa lau...like da ming xing like tt...wahahahhahaa... bu yao pai wo....hahahhaa... 50 bucks again~~
But..sadly..my basic instructor course costs..150 bucks..so..the camp was a contra... free labour..u can call it..hahahhaa..
Thursday, September 04, 2003
- 1:16 AM
Fuck lah..~~~ got heart burn again....dammm pain this time...couldn't breathe for a moment.......
HaiIiii..........I fear the worst...itz gettin more serious lately...dunno watz wrong aso... itz like..u breathe half way..then suddenly cannot take in anymore and the lower part of ur heart area has this stinging pain..1/2 a breath will shorten ur life wan leh... then the pain lasts for..5-10 mins... so..u are takin short breaths for 5-10 mins...
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................
Tuesday, September 02, 2003
- 2:44 PM
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Sometimes when all your dreams may have seen better days
And you don't know how or why, but you've lost your way
Have no fear when your tears are fallin'
I will hear your spirit callin'
And I swear I'll be there come what may
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
'Cause even if we can't be together
We'll be friends now and forever
And I swear that I'll be there come what may
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
We all need somebody we can turn to
Someone who'll always understand
So if you feel that your soul is dyin'
And you need the strength to keep tryin'
I'll reach out and take your hand
When you have no light to guide you
And no one to walk to walk beside you
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
When the night is dark and stormy
You won't have to reach out for me
I will come to you
Oh I will come to you
Hanson : I will come to you.
To that very special someone out there...We might be miles apart..But still, U're in my heart...Always...
Monday, September 01, 2003
- 6:15 PM
Camp Feast @ amoy quee camp..wahahhahaaa..so fun~ even though I only went for the campfire..at least the spirit was there~! Shannon called....Gary~! wanna go down to camp feast? I got car today...hahahahaa..yayyyy~~~ so happy...took a lift down..and then..bought chap into the campfire..which jasmine was takin it.. Valene and Jo was surprised to see me..haa..they were like...Garyyyyy....~~~ then..i run away..wahahahhaa..cos valene wld pinch my butt...( scared lah.... pain u noe!! ) then Jo wld kick my ass wan...so..say hi to them liao...MUST run away de... the campfire was not properly set up..so..the fire wasn't tt big..hahahhaa... couldn't find weiquan.. I was like.. Weiquannnn.....ni zai na li~~~ saw wilson..hahahaa..and then at the camp..ur shorts..are soOooo short...like those flower flower wan..yaa..hot pants? they call it? izzit?? errr..dunno.. wilson looks funny in it... Weiquan...dun need to say lah..he lagi funny..!! ahahahahaa... cos his thigh so big..then the shorts..so small..I think I wld look gd in it..waahhahahahaa... budden..can see my xiao bai tui~ I dun like............
Today...tooooooopid ah...call me back for the medical again...juz to take Xray~!! waste my time..I think the radiologist forgot to take some angle of my bone.. today..got a old and experienced wan..but too bad..itz a old wan~ but then itz a male.. why wld i be interested in males??? ArGHhhh~!! yUckS..!!!
oHhHhh..yahhh... 1 more thing..!!
HaPpY tEaChErS' dAy..!!!!
