I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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hAvE bEeN at the computer the whole day...soon my eyesight will become bad...haiiii.............hAve been sick..for like 3 days.. haven fully recovered yet tho.. still feel abit coughy..abit sneezy...abit sorey..yahh... sore throat...tt damn sore throat..it muz recover by tmr!! if not how can i have tt feast??!! the ribs..the ham..the beef...and the wine..!! drink my heart out..then ger sick again..wahhaha..nvm.. new yr no feast.. i suppose? hmMmmm.... the laz time..we had a bbq..~

wEll...i juz realised something..i have got no1 to spend xmas with.. how saddening can my life get..siannn ahhh!! gGgRrRRrrr............... wished u were here...wished someone was beside me...wished tt...ahhHh...nvm!

arGhHhhhh!! so pissed................byeee..


AshEs tO aSheS...dUst tO dUSt...........................................

Wonder wat the phrase means.....Sounds quite nice.. To me..I think it means...watz gone is gone...ashes means burnt..gone.. dust means floatin away like the wind...blown away easily by the wind?? I guess....?? dunno~~~

LOTR out liao!! Who wanna watch with meeeee?? My treat? hahaaha...yesss?? noooo?? maybeee...??? keke!

Chinese new yr comin soon...collect more ang pows...yayyyy..... 22nd 23rd..and itz on a thursday and friday...cool~~~saturday and sunday....wat a long weekend man!!
Y i think so far ahead...dun even noe whether will I pass my exams..results not out yet..

My blisters not healed yet...tmr goin to sentosa...haiiii....how to play beach soccer like tt....haiii......how to play beach vball like tt...woooo..sah!!! wahhahaha.....


Read thru your journals..all of them..I was bored..so just read thru it, from your 1st entry onwards, realised that life had not been goin that much smoothly at that time.. The 1st entry i think was after winning the vball nationals, next few entries, kept cursing and swearing..dunno wat happened then also, next complaining abt this..and that..how amusing..

Yahss..but I have to tell u how i feel..how i truly feel,
I dunno how u would feel, really hope that u will feel the same way too.

How it all started? U might be askin urself that, I think it was tt time when we went out for lunch at Clementi, where I found out that "Hey, looks like I've found the girl of my dreams.." Din really wan to tell u at that time, wanted to know u betta, wanted to find out more abt u. Soon, the feelin grew stronger couldn't really hide it inside..

Was devastated when u told me that u went out with some other guy, something special happened. I guessed I had to do something, din wanna lose somebody like you, someone so understanding, yet so special... So I said it..

After that u gave that big reaction, I tot that it was funny. U left for Seng Kang, and I missed tokin to U online, then during 1 weekend saw U online, tried my luck and it was really U.. Was so happy when U replied.. But soon, u left again..this time..it was until the end of your O levels.. I nv stopped thinkin of u, each day I picked up my fone..sent msgs..waited for replies..sometimes u did..sometimes u dun..but most of the time U only reply 1 time and stopped replyin already. Continued waitin for the reply to come..but it nv came.. but hey..at least u replied..

Then, just recently..i suppose it was the last day of ur Os, I was in sch for hpt stuff and then I saw u..it was raining then.. and u..as usual was the 1st one to leave, saw u walkin out of school with the sweater over your head.. Really wanted to do something, but was helpless, no umbrella..no nothing.. So, i just watched u leave......leaving my thoughts with u..

This may sound like a confession, but itz not.. I juz wanted to tell u how i really felt, my reactions to things that u did..
I still like u..i really do.. I keep a picture of u in my mind all the time..think of u all the time..

I feel that only words can describe how much i feel for you..
Wonder if u feel the same way too.. ?ennovy


I juz felt that somehow or rather..this had really needed to come out..And when else could be the best time than now, right before I got for my 5d/4n camp? This entry would be linked to the next entry, and itz specially meant for someone, living somewhere at the other end of the island, yet so close to my heart. Y am I typin this in the middle of the night? I juz felt that I had to, somehow or rather, I just had to release what inside of me.. I shall call this part 1 of 2..
This is a song..Nobody Knows, by Tony Rich Project.
Totally describes how I feel..yahh..

It goes............

Wish I had told her how I feel
Maybe she'd be here right now

But instead

I pretend that im glad you went away
These four walls close in more everyday
And I'm dyin inside
And nobody knows it but me
yeah hmmmm

Like a clown I put on a show
Paint it real even if nobody knows
And I'm crying inside
And nobody knows it but me
Yeah hmmm

Why didnt I say
The things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin down
I can say it so clearly
But your no where around

The nights are lonely and the days are so sad
And i just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me
Mm ya mmm ya ya

I carry a smile when im broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
And I'm tremblin inside
And nobody knows it but me
Yeah yeah yeah

Lie awake its a quarter past 3
I'd scream it at night if I thought you'd hear me
Ya my heart is callin you
And nobody knows it but me
Baby

How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle its been torn all apart
A million words couldnt say
Just how I feel
A million years from now you know I'll be loving you still

The nights are lonely
And the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And Im missing you
And nobody knows it but me

Yeah yeah oooooooo yeah ay oooo ooo
Nobody, nobody but me

Tomorrow morning im hitting the dusty road
Gonna find you where ever
ever you might go
And I'm gonna unlaod my heart
And hope you come back to me

Ya said when

The nights are lonely and the days are so sad
And I just keep thinking about the love that we had
And I'm missing you
And nobody knows it but me

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HmMMmM......I wAnna tell u this.. yahss..u~!! all of u here!! stop askin me!!! For the final time!!! I DUN HAVE A GIRLFRIEND...!!!!! k~! AhhhHh.....at least i let tt out..dunno why my frens keep askin me.. why I say this? Well....had a bbq juz now.. 4 Faith 2002 class bbq..hahaha..wat a turnout it was.. so little ppl went! hAiIiii~!!!

kKk..thE story goes like this.. Waited for wq for like so long...say debrief ending...haiii....then haven end yet..aiyo! Heard there were many casualties at hi E..haa..maybe cos..i wasn't there..?? kk..cannot think too highly of myself..the "challenge" pole got alot of casualties..yahh..cos the rope..abit..lousy?? old?? soft..?? k..it juz sucked~!! from the 1st time i touched it...din really like the feelin of it.. felt tt something will happen..and true enuff..something did happen!! something.......bad...nearly happened too.. but becos of the rain..it saved everything..yup~~

Met up with ex classmates..yahh..some Extras there aso..thos intruders not from 4faith wan..dunno who invited them..ya..but then..have to thank them aso..if not 4 them..the food wun be finished..and the drinks wld not have been drunk? yup..had a fun time bbq-in.. and waitin for food to get bbq-ed and then eatin them up..and askin for more! haa...how frustrated wld the bbq-er get..hahaha..anywayz..experience that before..thatz why can ask other ppl to do it.. haaa... but the weird thing was.."gary...got gf..?" haiii...dun have lah~~

then wq project I successful...haaiii...that leaves mi alone again...alone..left out...left alone...alone left..out alone... left out alone...yahh..u get the picture... kk...look ahead...dun look back~ yahss....................................

thatz all now...i mean... abadi abadi...( howeva porky does it..) thatz all folks....
HmMmm...wonder wat porky was tryin to say....