Saturday, January 31, 2004
- 11:44 PM
now now.. itz the end of the first month of january..and tmr will be feb..the month of love..so to speak~ well...it might just be the month of misery for me.. might change my blog song to misery by moffatts..if i can find the song there.. if not, then it will juz have to remain as all star.. but i will change it soon..dun worry..
lookin back on the past 18 years of my life, i realised that i din have a date at all..not even have a date at all~ pathetic it may sound, but, the fault is my own, yah the fault is my own..i wanna hear..i wanna feel...wat i tot was nv real.....ehh.. outta pt.. become a song liao.. opPpss... my personal feelings is that I will nv get a date..dunno y..but something tells me so.. but i do believe that somehow..somewhere out there..someone is waiting for me.. when will i find that special someone? i dunno...maybe i've found her already..maybe not..maybe she has juz walked by me days ago..maybe she walked out of my life long ago..but gonna walk back in nx time.. yahh... wat imagination.. damn~~
anYwayz..my stomach still hurts..itz not gastric liao..it definately has got something to do with something inside...an ulcer maybe? gonna go for a scan soon...the previous doc juz gave me some antacid..and charcoal pills...but charcoal pills are for lau sai ppl~ hmmmmm......not me...eatin iz diff for me liao..cant eat much these few days..muz be due to the pain..
anywayz..ppl..take care k............i might juz die anytime.....juz like the show band of brothers..u nv noe watz gonna happen when u open a door...
Tuesday, January 27, 2004
- 10:59 PM
haha..juz realised something.. for those of u readin..look left..look at the archive section..woahhh..alot sia! I've been blogging for like 2 yrs liao..hahaa.. happening leh! And to Janice...sorry yah..din tell u that i had a blog..and i've been goin to urs all the time.. haa.. anywayz..itz been a long time since I last saw u.. like 4 yrs liao.. tho can still see ur pic on msn~ budden im sure itz totally different from seein u in person.. And the worst thing was..u came to singapore then aft u went back then i found out that u came~ how pathetic! nx time u come..im goin to the airport to welcome u~ hahaha..ok?
anywayz..janice...thankx for all the memories..tho it was only chattin online~ hahaha.. but still..yah..thankx~
hMmmM........Sp open hse 2004..im involved..haha..gonna get a chance to look at pretty gers..hahah! yayy......... budden i got professionalism wan ok! hahaha..maybe aft they come into sp or something..yahh~ dunno~ heheehe... Callin all grads..............come SP! haha..ok? on? steady? yeah!
Sunday, January 25, 2004
- 11:29 PM
So lately, been wondering
Who will be there to take my place
When I'm gone you'll need love to light the shadows on your face
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then between the sand and stone could you make it on your own.
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
And maybe, I'll find out
A way to make it back someday
To watch you, to guide you, through the darkest of your days
If a great wave shall fall and fall upon us all
Then I hope there's someone out there
who can bring me back to you
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
Run away with my heart
Run away with my hope
Run away with my love
I know now, just quite how
My life and love might still go on
In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time
If I could, then I would
I'll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low, I'll go wherever you will go
If I could turn back time
I'll go wherever you will go
If I could make you mine
I'll go wherever you will go
I'll go wherever you will go
Saturday, January 24, 2004
- 2:22 PM
By far..this yr is the worst chinese new yr man~~ haiiiii........................ The usual me..wasnt the usual me.. yah... couldnt eat.. And eating iz the hi light of my family's chinese new yr every yr~! Startin from the reunion dinner nite until 2nd nite of new yr..itz eatin all the way.. But i couldnt eat...could only collect ang pows..haa.. yahh..and the joy of receiving them isnt as great as last time liao.. kinda lost the feelin of happiness of collectin.. it seems like something normal liao.. cos..b'day aso giv angpow..somemore my bday end of yr de..then cny beginning of the yr de.. yahhh..
my stomach seems real bad now.. i think its a stomach ulcer... cos i shallow something liao..then tt specific part of the stomach pain...always the same place.. drink cold water..then hot water..even worst..! pain until cannot pain~!
in conclusion....it has really been a bad chinese new yr for me..a real bad wan~ haiiiiiiii................. hope it wld be betta next yr~~
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
- 5:25 PM
Overslept..~ Haaa...was supposed to wake up at 8 to go to PHS for the CNY concert.. Couldnt wake up...havin stomach cramps~ Could it be gastritis? I dunno......haiii...itz not a muscle cramp for sure.. I now how a muscle cramp feels like.. Well..at least I noe how girls wld feel when they are havin THAT..yahh..that.... Girls~!! Im with u....!! hahaha.... Now I understand how painful it is... Wait a min....................................does tt mean tt Im becoming a girl??? hmmmm.....i hope not..!!
OhH yaHh...then i woke up..switch on the tv..saw bush on tv.. ahhaha... Im a supporter of bush..~ There's this state of the union congress meeting.. he was like machiem reformatting his com like tt..haha... change this rule..change tt law..change the government policy...alot lah! amend this..amend that.. tok abt everything that has to do with US..itz economy..millitary..all that... Everytime he said something meaningful..there wld be a standing ovation for him.... hmmm...then sit down again..then he says something gd again...another standing ovation.. haha..very funny..stand and sit..stand and sit... wahh...exercise man! hee..
my pOor stomach!! so pain........!!!! aRgHHhHhh~!!! If this goes on..i need to see a specialist liao! maybe there's something goin on inside..hMmMm.... did I shallow a washing machine? haa... Haiiiiii....lucky I still got a huge appetite! still can have reunion dinner... yahh...gtg le... byeeeee....
(Tammy and Munling.......................say hi to me leh!! hahaha... )
Sunday, January 18, 2004
- 5:32 PM
Yesterday was the HPT instillation ceremony..Quite ok lah..except for some last min changes on the song and everything.. Then the shirt presentation..quite ok.. the parent's support group came..so did the principal..and mr lai.. mrs soh went MIA again.. as usual....... haha... I listened to the nothing's gonna stop us now like..30 times..cos I was editing the powerpt slides to coincide with the timing of the lyrics.. yahh..very tiring.........
erRr...then aft that..went to mad monks..seriously..the pub isn't as big as wat i tot it was.. the music was loud...so loud tt u could feel ur whole body vibrating..like as if u are standing in front of the speakers like tt.. ur ear drums vibrating so badly tt u feel tt it wld juz burst anytime.. happening sia~
Today...i mean juz now..even more happening!! Some coil inside my mother's mixer burnt..then she was mixing the pastry half way... hahhaa... pOOooFfff....then ssssSSssSSs....... all the smoke come out.. then the hse aso blackout.. then my com aso blackout.. the sad thing was.. i was d/ling a huge file...like...44mb~!!! was 67% thru~ haiiii.........now all gone...gotta start all ova again.. but nvm...im using broadband~!! hahaha...
ohHh yah..1 more thing..I juz found out tt unauthorized personels come to my blog... ahha..those notti gb gers.. come here..muz tag...and muz also say something... ohh yah..and include ur email add..so i can aso add u to my msn~ hehee.. ok?
Thursday, January 15, 2004
- 10:12 AM
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Friday, January 09, 2004
- 11:10 PM
Hiii...testing..can u all hear my song??? if u can...help mi say yes in the tagger...