Friday, April 30, 2004
- 1:50 AM
i believe that this would be the very last time,
that i'll be blogging in..dun miss my absence..need to study..
that i'll be watchin phs play vball..aft this batch..dunno anyone le..
that i'll watch her in the jersey..haha..phs alumni maybe?
that i'll see her face again..hmm....maybe in orchard or something?
sentiments to phs'vb04...tough fight..but jss got the betta of us.. they seem to have the fighting spirit..the inner strength..maybe we are too used to winning already..and got complacent today..but wateva it is..im in no position to judge..but i have 1 thing to say..i guess it'll make sense.. TEAM TACTICS..~?? wat happens when u dun start the game well? wat happens if u dun get your 1st point? wat happens if all the refereein decisions goes against u? wat if u lose a player thru injury half wat thru the game? the split second decision certainly would make a difference.... itz not all 1 person's fault..neither izzit the team's fault..well..we juz have to blame it on the opponents will~ i juz feel that the tactics today wasnt tt much impressive.. vball is a game of 6 players..harness each player's strengths..and cover their weakness by playin the right tactics! i certainly din see it today...
but, speakin from a spectator's pt of view..phs was really messy..so disorganized..leavin loopholes for the opponents to pounce on.. the only player i see running for every ball was most probably meihui..she seemed to have the extra energy in her..which others seemed to lack..dunno y? and poor lianxin...........flyin for every ball, missed some..saved some..she played well lah..even tho she did not have such a wonderful game.. yahh.. and my "beloved" yili, it was most probably the best game of her phs life..practically did everything rite..timely spikes...and timely blocks too.. jinzhen got a lil spell too..tho it only lasted afew mins..but i think it was a good few mins for her..my tu-er zhenhui..nv play at all...and..the rest..yahh..juz bench warmers....... i do noe the feelin of being a bench warmer..cos i was 1 before..haha..frustrating to see others play..and not u right..wendy....ever watched water boy or the replacements before? itz a show about gettin everything right..
but...itz over now..score settled..look forward to nx yr..and those doin their Os...study hard...
i believe in karma wat u give is wat u get return...
stay tuned..cos i think the nx entry..i'll be writing abt which song reminds mi of who..yah..cool rite? haha!
Tuesday, April 27, 2004
- 11:39 AM
Hmmmm.......the journey to the finals..tho I wasnt there to witness it, I think itz a very rough wan.. Phs vs Jss again.. haha..and i really got a bad feelin abt this.."beware the wounded animal" as they say.. jss would still have bad memories abt last season's misery and cant afford to make the same mistakes again.. if this match were to get professional, the team should watch video clips of their opponents, like any good team would do.. and to maintain that form which saw them win the gold last year would definately be difficult......... anywayz, my heart is with PHS..last yr it was with 1 particular person..but this yr, haa..with the whole team~!
heHh..I finally blog yeah? haha.. goOd lucK pHs..!!
Saturday, April 24, 2004
- 2:00 PM
Well every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture tearin in the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "You've got to hold it in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd look at me and
want to stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I
need you
Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply "She'll never let you in" this time tonight
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way
And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now
If only I had the guts to feel this way, if only you'd look at me and wanna
stay, if only I could take you in my arms and say, I won't go cuz I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now
Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah..
Friday, April 02, 2004
- 11:59 AM
good news..bad news.. choose 1..ha..actually i have both! lets start with the gd news 1st..have u guys seen to new nike advert? itz super cool..www.nikefootball.com they were advertising the new ball..kinda cool too! the ad shows all the left and rights..stepovers..heads..chests..alot of skills.. very power wan! but itz 22 mb...haha..very big..takes a long time for it to load..cos mi internet only 256..saw the mini version~! wOoo..! sleek skills..silky! ronaldo..carlos..denilson..kaka..ronaldinho..at the brazil side..with figo and gang on the portuguese side..and a guest appearance by eric cantona..and totti..hah..the advert so funny.. *oLe..~* sO cheeky~ all started with figo takin the ball from the ref..then kicking it thru the legs of ronaldo..said *oLe..~*ronaldo buey song..push him..and thatz where all the fighting started..haha! the last part of the advert..suIiii!!! ronaldinho dribble..wahhhhh.....push the ball to the right..but flick it back to the left..aft tt..the ref slide him! ahaha...check it out.. www.nikefootball.com
k..now for the bad news.. juz been diagnosed with rhinitis..itz the brother of synus..(howeva u spell it, jo! u readin this? we are on the same boat..urs is the hollow bone at ur nose area..) rhinitis is the inflammation of the mucus glands in ur nose..causing u to breathe thru 1 side only..and if it gets bigger..both sides cannot breathe ah..then need to breathe thru my mouth liao.. wah! imagine if tt happens....hMMm..... need to save up for the op liao.. father's company no longer covers medical expenses.. actually..sec1 tt time mi already can only breathe thru 1 side..juz tt..i din bother abt it..dunno wat i was thinkin abt at tt time aso..argHhhh~~~ nvm~ now itz not too late..still got hope..
yaHh..gd luck~ haah....
Thursday, April 01, 2004
- 11:46 AM
I feel so paranoid...dwelling over something that has long past..long gone..something which is outta my grasp.. But nomatter how much I try to forget abt it..it juz keeps coming back..keeps rekindling in my mind.. Itz like walking down memory lane.. Yet being so reluctant to walk.. Feels like Im being pushed along the way..an invisible hand behind me..pointing a gun at my back..
At the back of my mind...i wan it back..but..visually..im losing it..day my day..min by min.. Slowly..itz vanishing........( I hope )
Something abt you..Five for Fighting..
Gonna have lunch soon..then leaving for sch..3hr of lesson today..having some drawing test later.. wahhahaa..
Wearing a hairband..I look stylish..haha..Juz dun wan the hair to fall all over my forehead..and dunno if I shld cut hair..but itz only afew more weeks of sch left..