I'll do it differently here, I shall summarize myself in a day. I wake up at 7.07am, snooze for 3 more minutes til 7.10am. Check my phone for updates that happened when I was asleep. Jump out of bed cos I'm late. Rush through scrubbing myself and my teeth, as I'm doing that, I boil water for my daily beverage, Haha! Gobble down my breakfast and sometimes get scalded by the hot tea..(That should wake me up..) Head down, and tries to remember where the car is parked, dreads climbing to level 5-6 of the carpark. Drives, enters CTE from AMK Ave 1 exit, exits and enters TPE and almost immediately exits again at Jalan Kayu exit. Does Certification in the Quality and Business Improvement Department for the 700 million dollar, 154,000sqm investment in the Seletar Aerospace Park called Rolls-Royce Singapore Pte Ltd. (Lunch there sucks, as the food isn't that great..It's very expensive too!!) Leaves the office and heads home for dinner(loves mom's cooking!!), sometimes will head to school in the West cos I'm studying part time at Unisim, taking Degree in Aerospace Systems Engineering. On days when I don't have classes, I'll usually (try) and hit the books a little, run around the estate to exercise or laze around watching Deadliest Catch, Whale Wars or other exciting shows. I usually turn in before 12am to catch enough rest.. :) On weekends, haha! I usually cook, for the family, I'm the only child and as gratitude towards my Mom for cooking for almost the whole week, I cook for the family. My best creation by far is beer battered fish and chips. Oh ya..I have been bathing with Johnson's Baby Bath all my life, so if you squeeze me or wring me dry, soap bubbles might appear. I don't really know how to reply to a "Haha".

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i bit my tongue!! causin it to swell and have an ulcer..quite huge..hahah! and i've got another on my lower lip.. i dunno y i bit my tongue la..my mom says probably im too heaty alr.. but im not! i juz drank a bottle of chicken essence in sch today.. y??? cos there's a paper from 1.30 til 3..haha! the last of my retests!! woOo hooo!!! im so happyyy..!! hahahAaa... finally i've cleared all my MST retests.. but the sad thing is....im not goin to sch tmr..and i cant get back 1 of my papers.. Aircraft Instruments Systems 1..haiii....but i think im gonna do badly for tt..cos the paper is juz too difficult.. I told my tutorial lecturer..he said..dun worry.. he's on my side.. wahhahahahahhahaa..... so can choose to believe..i can choose not to believe..but usually when they say such things.. means u cant believe! lecturers will lie..! based on my experiences of 2yrs...if they say concentrate on this...u betta try not to believe...cos it might be another qn linked to tt sorta qn thats gonna come out..

speakin of tt essence!! baskettt..!! i couldnt open the bottle today.. it was tight!! as tight as a........ok nvm... it took the efforts of 3 other ppl who got their hand all stinked up becos the bottle was tilted.. finallyyyy..i opened it..!! im strongggg...gettin stronger each day! muahahhahahaa...

hmm..before tt..was the joke of the day..i think..~~ hmMmm.......we were tokin abt communications in an aircraft.. then the lecture was abt range + beacons + communication.. then i was like...
"ehh..if u have an incoming aircraft..this would happen.."
then i made the sound.. "tinggg.." (the msn-when-u-have-a-contact-signing-in-sound..)
then i made the msg tone..!! hahahahhahaha!!!
"how do u do..?"
">??ö?ÜÄ??..????"
"ahhhHh..fuck off.."
(Appear Offline) hahahahhah!!
imagine tt happening between aircrafts on different flight paths but around the same area!!

ok la.....gotta rush report......................


This will all fall down like everything else that was
This too shall pass and all of the words we said
We can't take back

Now every fool in town would've left by now
I can't replace all the wasted days
The memory of your face - can't help thinkin'

Maybe if we ever coulda kept it all together
Where would we be
A thousand lost forevers
And the promises you never were giving me
Here's what I'm thinking



It won't be the first - heart that you break
It won't be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won't take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

Tell me one more time
How you're sorry about the way
This all went down - you needed to find your space
You needed to still be friends
Needed me to
Call you if I ever couldn't keep it all together
you'd comfort me
Tell me but forever
And the promises I never should have believed in
Here's what I'm thinking


It won't be the first - heart that you break
It won't be the last - beautiful girl
The one that you wrecked - won't take you back
If you were the last beautiful girl in the world

It's over now - And I've gone without
Cuz you're everybody else's girl
It seems to me - you'll always be
Everyone else's girl

This will all fall down
Like everything in the world
This too must end
And everything else that was
We can't take back


When you're down and troubled
and you need a helping hand
and nothing, ohh nothing is going right.
Close your eyes and think of me
and soon I will be there
to brighten up even your darkest nights.

You just call out my name,
and you know whereever I am
I'll come running,
oh yeah baby to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer, or fall,
all you have to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.
You've got a friend.

If the sky above you
should turn dark and full of clouds
and that old north wind
should begin to blow
Keep your head together
and call my name out loud
and soon I will be knocking upon your door.
You just call out my name
and you know where ever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Winter, spring, summer or fall
all you got to do is call
and I'll be there, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Hey, ain't it good to know
that you've got a friend?
People can be so cold.
They'll hurt you and desert you.
Well they'll take your soul if you let them.
Oh yeah, but don't you let them.

You just call out my name
and you know wherever I am
I'll come running to see you again.
Oh babe, don't you know that,
Winter spring summer or fall,
Hey now, all you've got to do is call.
Lord, I'll be there, yes I will.
You've got a friend.
You've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
Ain't it good to know you've got a friend.
You've got a friend.


wahHH!! i had to most uneasy journey to sch and back today..lets tok abt the journey to sch.. the bus today was havin a spoilt aircon..i went on the upper deck cos the lower deck was almost full.. it was cool downstairs..but upstairs!! fwahhh....hot like hell man!! somemore it was abt 12pm..and the sun was scorching.. but nvm la..the journey to sch is quite fast..cos not much traffic at tt time.. haha.. tahannn...donngggg...all the way until sp..fwaHhh...reached there..ssssssssssteaming hot man!! perspiring all over..but lucky the lecturer came fast..and open the door.. and we had immediate air con! see hw much i treasure aircon..cos i dun have any at home!!!

and then..on the way back..missed the 1st single deck 74..cos it was packed with ppl..so me and my fren waited for the nx 1..luckily it came a double deck74.. as usual..went upstairs..sat beside this girl..(who aft tt alighted at macritchie), she muz be a very very very slpy girl...female version of one of the dwarfs..hahah!!"slpy" her head kept swaying..and swaying..and knockin into me.. tsk!!! irritating la..then the hair..kept tickling my hand..1 thing she didnt do only ah!! that is...to snore!!! cos i saw tt she was falling into a very deep slp.. okie...here comes the funny part..i was sitting on the corner of my seat alr!! half my butt out..half in..so the middle was abit suan...haha! dammittt...can u imagine how much space she took!!?!??!?! if she's a pretty-slim-and-falling-aslp-girl sitting nx to me i dun mind la...but it isnt!!! she was awake when i boarded the bus! the nx moment......haiiiii..............gone case..

okie..my dinner is gonna be late tonite..y?? cos im goin for the 7th month thing... i was telling my fren.nx time dialects would be less spoken in sg..and there wun be any of these hosts anymore.. then he ask me..u go be la!! ....then i said..ok..can try..but i muz start training now..if not sure dunno anything nx time..then i added...no need la.. nx time i would host it in eng!! haha... 1 sound...2 sound..........no bids put..3 sound.....sold!! to tt gentleman in blue..blablabla..wearin the blablablaa...then start pointing... aft tt..no..not u...its him..tt wan..over there.. yaa..everytime they point at the wrong person..

im gonna come home..all smokey...like ive juz been to a bbq..


let me see...they are finally showin whose line!! laz week i was pissed..cos the swapped it with some other show..im not sure wat issit..forgot le..

the house would be filled with my crazy laffters again.....hahah!


had hpt voting for the key appointment holders at mac.. the usual meetin place was kfc..i was doubtful whether to go to kfc..or to go to mac..but since mac is before kfc..i decided to head to mac 1st..since it was nearer.. and i got it rite! haha..it was at mac..henngggg ahh..din have to walk tt far..

hmm..so placed my votes based on capabilities..and ability to work with others..and..adaptability....also..had a little small talk abt the training camp.. ok..tts besides the point..

jew!!! brought her fren down..hahahhaa...cute i muz say..so as usual...i started havin gettin high...hahahhaa...jew has pretty frens la.. rite jew?? if u are readin this! tag!!! yaa.. and then..i did the dumbest thing... as i was abt to leave..i waved at her..and she waved back!!! woOoOo hoOo...then she looked back down at the literature book..and i did a "YES.." action.. dammit..winnie and jew saw..they both started laffin so hard...the whole table was shakin..and jew's fren was left wonderin wat happened... i think they told her aft tt la..aft i left.. hahahah!!

yeppp...thats my saturday...

and..today! sneezy sunday...i feel sick! but im not...i need to study! 1 more retest coming up..and many more mini tests...


just got back from my driving lesson juz now....gonna have circuit nx week..friday.. and shit..i forgot to book saturday 11am slot! cos i need to noe the conditions..at 11am on saturdays.. ohh boyy...


wa lau!!! they aint showing joey tonite!! instead they are showin dunno how many women..who get to live in a very nice house..somewhere in singapore..and get to slim down..! yes...its villa wellness.. baskettt..!! how can they swap it with my joey!! i feel so down now..... dammit!!


finally~!!! aft 3 1//2 grueling hours in the exam hall..i finally finished 2 outta 3 of the mst papers that i missed.. back to back papers are tiring man..aft the 1st..i felt tt i had no energy in me alr.. but luckily..a damn bloodddyyyy preeettyyyy girl walked by and stayed there..and talked to her fren.. wahhHh sehHh..!! motivated man!!! woOooooo......high~!! and hot!! and she wore something so...see-thru... hahaha..i could see wats inside.. cool huh??!! how often u get to see tt man!!

okie...okieee...it was a white background red pokka dot wan... its damn obvious la..how to not notice..!!! dun say i bian tai la... budden...its really damn see thru... bet she's loose...hahaha! oppsss...ok gary..comments to urself boy!

hmm...the 1st paper was...abt the same as wat came out..i think the lecturer ran outta ideas abt settin the paper..so he gave the same 1..almost......mcq change i think..cos i remembered it didnt look tt way.. and the other paper was a killer!!!! totally different..and as he promised.. more difficult!! very! sionggg man! dunnno hw to do quite afew..

but its over................think abt tmr..think abt the nx paper...think abt...u!? ahhahahahah...


mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...............white + red pokka dot..................... dun worry!! i'll keep my dreams dry!! hahaha!


it's gonna be a loooooooooong day tmr..with lesson startin at 8..and i wld most probably reach home at 8?? got 2 retest papers back to back tmr.. aircraft radio..and aircraft instruments..both equally hard..they said.. challenging.. hw am i gonna last for so long?! haha.. maybe i'll bring my facial foam tmr..freshen up before the paper..and aso wake myself up incase i felt tired.. oHhh...my mom gave me a bottle of essence of chicken..haha..muz drink! she says.....

von! we havin dinner tmr rite??

another ge tai is starting soon! can hear the test test..and the 1..2..3..all happening again!! irritating la!! y cant they dun do anything with the equaliser, the volume control, the wateva buttons they need to press..keep it there la!! and nx time when they use..juz turn on the mains!! and the previous configurations would not be disturbed..! gonna stuff some cotton into my ears later....

oHhh...guess wat i had for dinner..????!!! haha..u'll never guess it correctly.. its a common food found in sg.. and its called..nasi bryani~ <---there's a bryan inside! haha.. but it isnt common when its airflown straight from inter-continental hotels Dubai~!! my uncle bought them back juz yesterday.. hahah..and normally in sg, its juz rice and chicken..but from there..its long grain rice and chickens running around the desert, makin them more tender..and more tan??!!! hahahaha..betta than the kampong chickens we have here..hey! im serious ok~!! hw often do u get to eat 1cm long rice grains..and chicken u dunno which part u are eating..haha!! muz enjoy it..only 2 packets he bought..and it had to withstand harsh and adverse conditions thru the 5hour flight.. hope its not suffering from jetlag..hahah! and 1 packet is 1 serving.. but tt packet is enuff for my whole family!! middle east ppl sure do eat alot... and its sealed in an aluminium wrapper..and covered with a cardboard 1..

im a satisfied diner tonite.................... yumyum..
alrite...study time.....
von! we still havin dinner tmr rite???? hahaa..


damm...........my fren spoilt all my plans for tmr.. i actually din wanna go to sch at all..cos my lecturer is on course and i only have a 1hr tutorial after that.. spend 1hr goin to sch..and spend 1hr goin back.. waste time.. now i have to reschedule everything, which would add in nappin time..lunch time..as well as bathing time.. instead of the usual wake-up-in-the-morning, have a full breakfast and forget about lunch schedule..i have to make it a wake-up-in-the-morning, rush-thru-breakfast-schedule.. so...wats the new plan tmr?? goin to sch at 10..and meeting for a proj discussion.. thanks ah...and i can forget abt my exam the nx day.. 2 papers somemore.. i dunno whether issit a selfish thot..or a urgency thot..<--maybe its this..cos the presentation is nx week..but wateva the case, im not gonna speak for ppl.. and so..now..wat to do??? grp 'leader' says so.. wat else can i do abt it..?? tell u 'no! im not coming..y? cos u spoilt all my plans for tmr..' thats definately not gonna happen.. i wun say such a thing..altho it did cross my mind..at the back of my mind..i wld be thinkin..'heyyy look..i dun wan this frenship to be strained..' but somewhere inside, 'i need to study..really..'

hmm..which links me to another point.. (5more mths to go..if u noe wat i mean..) and ever since i've been banished to another group, i suddenly feel not at ease.. like im being push to 1 corner.. <-----perhaps this is the denial im feeling.. ur mind tells u 1 thing..and ur heart tells u another.. to believe which side..is up to 1 to decide.. forming into groups has always been a huge problem for me and my grp of frens..we always end up havin over the limit..and nomatter hw much we beg..it would still not be possible to add 1 in.. its juz a feeling that ive kept inside for a looooonggggg time... dunno whether issit the right time to splash it all out.. but anytime is the right time..and anytime can be the wrong time.....

i'll just have to hang in there..................................


as much as my dad is pissed..!! im equally pissed too!! dun let me find out who's tt idiot who dunno how to park..and scratched my dad's car!! the line..is abt 20cm long.. 20cm long ok!! thats so longggg!!! i'll kill tt person!! make a line on his.........(nope..not car..) his other precious!! wahhahahahahhaa..!!! hmm..if it's a her how?? i'll make a even longer line on her car!! dammitt!!

mmmm.........k..study time..


i finally got my hair done..abt 3 and a half months din cut le.. had an early dinner..went down to town and reached at ard 6.30.. my fren asked me hw long nv cut le..i told her abt 4mths! then she was shocked..and said..guys cut every month rite?? the most 2mths.. then i say...really ah?? din noe..ha..

budden the interesting part was..tt her senior hairstylist was walkin around the place..then another guy called austin was behind me..ka jiao-in her..haha.. then this senior hairstylist came and started to tell her wat to do..teach her new techniques..haha..and demostrated on me!!! i told her..'i suddenly feel like im at a zoo..but on the dangerous side of the fence..'

had to go back to study..so this time she didnt send me home.. but she was leavin for another place anyway.. novena i think....haha..

so, she told me to go back 2mths later! yepP...and i told her i will go back 2mths later..

thanks zhi an....


There is a fine line between denial and faith. Are u living in denial? Or are u living with faith? Faith is a very dangerous thing to lose, and if u have lost it, u've lost hope, trust, love, dreams, and confidence. What faith have u got in? Yourself? Your religion? Your believes? Your relationship? If u have faith in yourself, u believe that anything is possible, and anything can be done. And nothing's gonna stop u from doing what u belive is correct. I lost faith totally in 1 thing, that's my love life, as much as I don't wanna admit, its been 19yrs (If u know what i mean..)

1 thing all religions have in common, they all pray. I personally am a freethinker who believes that there is only 1 god. Why? Becos, I believe that there's something for everything.

What's denial?? It's believing in 1 thing..but losing faith in it also, like when ur team is losing, and u believe u can win, but somewhere in your heart, there's a feeling that u are gonna lose.

I feel so messed up now, everything isn't going right for me, everything is haywire, and everything isn't smooth. I just have the feeling that all is gonna go down the drain, everything is going to come to a stand still.

Hai.............................What's wrong?! I have no idea too, there seems to be something pushing me against the wall, gripping my neck.. But what is that something? I have to get rid of it. I have to.................


ahHhHHhhh........haii...zhiaN go holidaY...i thinK she's coming back tmr.. nvM..i shall msg her tmr.. my hair is gettin long and irritating... i need a haircut badly....

ohhh...i finally can play GTA-St Andreas..the rA game? i dun see anything ra..apart from scantily clad woman walkin down the streets..and gd real fun gore~ hahah! shooting...and killing.... fuN~!!


this is gonna be a super fucked up entry..u are gonna expect vulgarities, ya..alot of them.. ok..so kids..cover ur eyes..if u think u are a kid la.. ha.. or u are holy..cover ur eyes..or juz skip the words.. beware......... this entry is gonna be long...

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as u noe..2 week ago today..i was discharged..and 2weeks later, which is today..i need to go for a continuation of treatment..which would mean takin the dreadful bloodtest once more! so i was thinkin..yesterday.. its only once more..y am i afraid? was having butterflies..no..moths! in my stomach yest.. and..ok told myself it will all be over soon.. mind over body..body over mind..whicheva.. was like.. fuck it..juz go for the bloody test..and everything will be over..

todayyyy..the mood was happy in sch..everything was goin smoothly..until abt 12..i started to have gitters..ha! 'knn....aft this lesson, im goin to the polyclinic..gonna take my blood test liao..' lets juz fast forward to the polyclinic, alighted from the train..walked to the clinic.. and..registered..sat down..waited for my number..din wanna think of the fuckin needle..cos its juz a fuckin ant bite.. yaa..rite...fuckin ant bite.....yeah..fuck off.. went upstairs..for consultation..and was refered down again..to the lab for the blood test.. registered at the counter..and went in immediately.. hmmm.......sidetrack a little..(i saw hannah! my sec sch classmate..havin her attachment there..was damn surprised to see her..her 1st reaction was..'im not gonna take ur blood'..i still remmeber wat happen..' hahahahha!!) kk..then i sat down..and placed my arm on the cushion..and..looked away..of cos i told her tt im scared of needles la.. so, she tie the strap to make my vein pop up..and told me..she was gonna insert the needle.. ok..insert liao.. chao chee bye!! she missed!!! kan ni na behhh!!!! then had to take out the fuckin needle and she wanted to try again..

when she took out the fucking needle alr..i was alr havin cold sweat... soon..and i mean very soon..i went into hypertension(blood pressure increase,quick but short breaths)..and everything around me..became white....i din black out la..i white out! fuck it.... was so close to fainting..but didnt...was also shivering all tt.. so i took deep breaths..i could still think.. then the nurse brought in the wheelchair..and wheeled me to the..room where they had beds.. fuck la...so paisae..go in not long ago already..then come out in a wheelchair.. transported by 2 nurses somemore.. the whole piece of servette she gave me was dripping wet with my cold sweat..haha..fuck! was lying on the bed..for dunno hw many times already..the hard bed..then rested awhile..and decided to have a second try..since there was no one in the room..i went out with my bag and went back into the lab.. 'aiya..juz give it a second shot..i juz wanna get over it..dammit..' fuckk....

the nurses was still worried..so they ask me to lie down in their bed in the cafeteria..fuck la..if they had a bed inside..y didnt they put me there in the fuckin 1st place..!! nvm..i lied down..and waited for them to prepare the nx doze of jabs.. ha! she took the needle and the pint into the room and told me to relax...(ya rite..aft nearly faintin juz now..u are askin me to relax..pluuu-ese...) this time, she got the vein...........hengggggggg ahhHhHhh............ breathed a sigh of relief.. ha!

on my way home..i was like...............cursin my luck..and swearin my way home.. hah! all the vulgarities come out.. aiii.............sian diao...

now..i cant bend my arm back..and put it straight.......feel so retarded.....

fuck it...i dun wanna go thru this fuckin ordeal again.. i feel so fucked now............

and im such a fucking wuss...


the ge tai downstairs juz ended not long ago.. wa lau eh!! happening leh!! got the rat/mouse/wateva like rice song...aso go the ioio.. wa seh!! they moving away from the loooommm sammmm..and the happy-can-already trend sia.. a mix of retro..and new age.. cool tunes..and cool music..i used to hate ge tais..cos they were so irritating and the music wasnt soothin.. but now....it has changed~!!

but the only thing tt still irritates me..is the mic test...mic test...part.. tt dude.. was like.. ONE..two...ONE..two...a soft "testing..." and a LOUD.."ONE!" and a soft.."two.." siao la!!! where got ppl test mic like tt wan!! can work can already..

now..i can study in greater peace...

ohh..smth funny happened on the apprentice juz now.. haha..this guy in the board room..dunno wat he did la..keep interupting the 2 women who were tokin..then mr trump pissed..y u interfere their business.. "u are fired..!" haha..juz tt like.. dumb ass!! but i like tt trump's pink tie... he wears it every week!


i quarreled with my mom for the whole nite yest..yaa..whole nite!! started at abt 7 like tt..until abt 11+ still haven stop.. waahhh..longest quarrel i ever had with her man.. cos we were tokin abt lost.. then she suddenly brought up the subject of me gettin lost in clementi.. which apperantly i din! she told me the story of hw i got lost..and hw i was found.. so i argued tt..i did not get lost...

so..the story goes like this.. when i was abt 5..almost every saturday i wld visit my grandma..who has been stayin there for almost 20yrs..with my uncle.. and i always visit them durin the day with my aunt..and her daughter..aka my cousin la.. her name damn nice..josephine-ann..so long! haha.. but for short..jo-ann la..

ok..here comes the lost part..clementi area used to have this candy shop which we would go to and buy candy to grandma's..it will keep us busy the whole day..and my fav at tt time was the gummy bears! hahah... okie.. then this particular saturday..dunno wats got into me.. the usual candy shop trip turned into a disaster.. i decided to wonder off from the candy shop to the fountain at clementi central which was some distance from the shop..my mom said.. i was in the shop together with her..and the nx moment..i was missing!! my mom spent abt 15mins walkin around clementi central lookin for me.. but where was i??? at the fountain!! hahahahahah!! and the funny thing was..when she found me at the fountain.. i was havin my elbows..head on my hands..(can imagine tt action??) on the boundarys and lookin at the water..quietly..

so! here comes the arguing part..she said tt i was lost..! and i claimed tt i wasnt.. i was merely havin a stroll away from the busy candy shop..and was attracted to the fountain.. and 1 more point..if i was lost..i wld be cryin my lungs out.. perhaps i found tt it was a huge mass of ppl at the candy shop tt i decided to go away from tt place..to a more peaceful place.. i would have went back to the shop after i grew bored of the fountain.. but she claimed tt i was lost!!! and this argument lasted the whole nite.. with me keep on sayin tt if i was lost i would be cryin......... she found this 1 meter tall boy..who could hardly oversee the stone platform..wearin the cerisi jumper..at the middle of clementi central..standin quietly at the fountain! hw could i be lost????? correct or not?? hah!

and this went on the whole nite........................... nth else betta to do..u might think..but it was fun.... ha..


haD a gooD time yesterday man! lets see...sch was normal before that..lectures..and return of papers..it 1st started with my lecturer chasin me out of the class, only for 1 reason.. he din wan me to see the papers, which would also mean tt the paper wld be the same! woOo...hope my fren helped me..! hahahhaA... take foto of the qns.. BUT~!! i muz be honest...need to do my best.. so, i'll start studyin today.. hahah! aft my driving..and afternoon nap of course...then study thru..late in the night..

ohhh..and aft yest..around 4plus..my fren called me..my fren's bday..ask me whether wanna go celebrate nt? hmmmMm..i din hesitate..straight away..ok! yes! go.. haha..on! and i missed my afternoon nap becos i was helpin my fren with maths..(like mine was any better..) din help much la..cos i din really have a clue..maths all given back to my lecturer le.. and since it was abt 5..i called my dad to fetch me home..cos i noe..if i took the bus home..i wld have tt headache...due to the turnin and rockin of the bus..and the brakin tt throws ur body forward..yaa..tt motion wld make u nauseatic..hahah! <---is there such a word?

so..i went back in my dad's car..slpt on the way..tired ma.. then went for dinner and aft tt met my frens at amk mrt.. the person who stay the nearest..wld probably be the latest.. and thats wat happened yest..haa..i left at 9..hahahahha!!! when the meetin time is 9~!! oppSss...had them to wait for me.. sorry guyS..!!!!!! hahahA.... and the surprisin thing was my pri sch fren lost for almost 9years..came back! he's a malaysian..1yr older than us..his chinese doesnt seem like a malaysian..bet he's got the singapore chinese in him alr..hahaa... 1st stop..was breeks..but i had my dinner alr..so din eat much.. hah!! then..nx stop..mac! ohh...there was a cute waitress at breeks... might go back there to ask for her number~ hahah... ohhhHh..mann!! there i go oogling at girls again~ as usualllll..................

k..at mac, we took the cake out..celebrated his bday.........it was a choc cake! yayy! my fav~!! speakin of bdays...every hpt mentorin session there wld be a bday celebrating session aso..wat pisses me off is tt..they wld usually get coffee cakes!! urghHh...i dun drink coffee...hw u expect me to enjoy a coffee cake?? kk...sidetrack there a lil..back to the exciting part.. the cake was too small for 1 big candle and 9 smaller wans..so as not to spoil the occasion..we placed 1 candle only.. then of cos still got foto takin session la..but the foto shot when he was blowing out the candles wasnt taken properly..so..we lit the candle and took the foto again!! and again! it was taken badly..bad timingggg... and we lit it again and ask him to blow it out again..my fren of cos sian diao alr la.. then i said.."u have to blow it 19 times then can u noe?? hahahha!!!" he even more sian diao... i think he blew 1 more time, and wanted to cut the cake already.. and the cake was cut veryyyy badly aso.. outta proportion.. wahhahaha..! so...we ate the cake..chit chat more..and i think close to 12 already..we left the place..cos my loooooooonggggg lost fren jason..had to catch the last train home..he stays at pasir ris!

speakin of jason..i noe tt there's 1 jason..but couldnt recognize him..i think he left us when we were in pri4 or smth?? cant remember..i only knew he went back to malaysia.. and now, he's back! in sg! i think im repeatin myself again..... ha...

went to play pool..and then strolled home with my fren.. yeppp.....that was my day.. hahah!! fun and exciting....


baskeT......!! the stinging headache is back again!! goes to show tt i havent really fully totally recover yet.. haAa.. aiii.......my fren couldnT drive me bacK..

hmmm....smsed my harstylist today...cos my fren said my hair was gettin long already.. hmm..then the reply came..nx week k? i goin holiday! wahahahhaa.. so..i guess i'll have to make do with nx week.. need to make appointment anyway..and appointments wun be immediate..soooOoo...yaahhHh.......

i scratched my arm this morning too hard..hah! now got scar...another sign to show tt i havent recovered yet.. my leg still got rashes la..showed my fren today.. and tt wld mean..my platelet havent reach normal yet..

okie...so..i came back immediately after sch.. on the bus..i could feel my head pounding.....but i couldnt slp..cos it was pain.. haiiyahhhH..........urghHh!!!

anD i finally booked my practice again..din drive the damn car for 3weeks.. thats long man!! this month gotta chiong already..test coming... hah..

hmMm..err..ask u ahh.....dengue fever hw to say in chinese ah? hahhaa..


soO..bacK to sch~!! hahaha... same thing...same stuff...i guess life's goin back to normal again.. had a bad headache went i reached hm today..

apart from tt...its back to normal.. yeppPpp..........


okIe....its after the parade and i've got lots to say abt it.. not tt i wanna slate the producing team or wat la.. it was and will always be and has always been a spectacular show.. but.. GURMIT..!??!?!??! again...everytime...every yr....every big tv event.. there will always be gurmit..he will either be there..or about there..or juz..THERE~!!! always!! can u understand the frustration??? it's not givin other talented hosts a chance to show their talent on the stage!! everytime there's a big event in singapore..or wat..u can always hear.."join us..and host : gurmit singh..together with other stars in this blablabla blablabla event.." and then u can hear gurmit sayin.."join me...to blablablablabla..." it's gettin on my nerves... and just like the chinese charity show...tt chow guy... it's gettin boringggggggg..juz hearin them talk.. there needs to be a change...................

also..i was kinda pissed when watchin the parade juz now.. i think i say this every yr.. ha.. there are advertisements during this live event!!!!!!!!!!!!! u noe hw much i hate advertisements rite?? its like..breakin the show up..and losin the taste in the show already.. cant they juz show something without advertisements for once!! the only time when there aint any advertisements every 15mins is when they are showin soccer on tv..and its 45mins per half..so there wld be a shortage of 2adverts.. how nice! wouldnt it be nice?? basketttttt.................

and..okie the concept of havin it in the heartlands is kinda cool..but i think they forgot woodlands..and redhill...there are big empty spaces there too.. hmm..owell... and there's 1 more thing i wanna say... jurong..tampines..yishun and marina..are 4 places... and apart from channel5.. there are 4 other channels showin the same thing..except tt they are in different languages.. budden..hellOoOOoOoo.....u think ppl got so eng ah...switch to the different channels to hear different languages..ok..maybe the older folks might be stickin to other language channels..but!!!! like they can hear a thing from the background shouting and all tt...glenda and bernard had a hard time tokin on tv already..wat makes other language channels easier to hear?? they could have had live broadcast from the 4 different places aso..instead of...ohh..lets switch over to tampines..... and lets hear yishun....how issit goin at marina..wats goin on at jurong... bloody hell...4 other channels open for u to use...and u choose not to.. might as well dun even have the heartland concept...wats the point!!?!!?!!

aiyahhh......anywayss...its back to sch tmr.. wish me luck! haha...ive got losts to catch up with my frens back in sch...hope i dun get tired...i still need to adjourn to another place aft sch.. haha.. yep...


i was doin something juz now..and i decided to play all my songs thats in the song folder.. yaa..and i realised i have 74hrs..46mins..and 29secs play time!! thats almost 3days!!! wahhHhH....can listen until u cry ahhh....

oHh..and happY nationaL daY lads.. we are another yr older! haha... 40years in the making..and still moulding..its not gonna stop for singapore..

the parade this yr wld be great! noe y?? cos my fren wld be in it! silent precision drill team..which aso means taiwanese drill la.. hope i can spot him.. hmm..he should be quite easily visible....
and aso..there wld be a galore of the wheels...the new expressway patrol vehicle..subaru wrx! haha.. gd car...but..i dun really like it.. prefer toyotas.. perhaps nx time it wld be toyotas patrolling the expressways? ha.. yepp...

once again..

happY birthdaY singaporeEeeee..........


was there sch today???? hmmm... i think so.. haha..heard there was half day..but on mondays, its half day for us.. so..i dunno if there's sch or not! anyway.. i was tempted to go to sch.. haha..but i was afraid tt if i climbed up the damn stairs again..i would have a cramp!! cos thats wat happened previously..walk up the stairs to go downstairs to buy breakfast and i was panting by the time i reached the lift.. and also..no exercise until nx week.. i feel so handicapped.... makin my mom buy breakfast and lunch (altho sometimes she cooks) for me...

dad says he wants to go out tmr.. try to chicken rice at some place...dunno where.. my uncle said tt the chilli rocks!!! and the chicken is tender.... slurppPpPp.........................i cant wait... budden..goin out wld mean walkin!! ahHhHhhhh.........if im tired...i can rest in the car!! haha! speakin of cars..i havent went for practical in 3weeks! sounds long eh?? anyway..i will book more practicals soon.. test is coming........ mid sept! hahah...i muz pass......

hmm..are there any nice shows tonite???

ohh...there's still this huge green blue black on my arm..the part he took the blood FIVE freaking times from!! at the same area somemore!!! lucky not the same hole!!!!!!!!!!!! and he din give mi plaster somemore...cos the gum on the plaster was difficult to clean off.. yaa..which is true...the tape on the drip took like 3days for mi to wash off..
haha..sounds like im havin flashbacks now.. like "lost.." haa..


hmmmm............. have been chattin online for almost the whole day..with the same person! haha.. wahhhh sehhh..........that was a very long conversation man!!! i've met my match!! wahahhaha!! she bullly meeeee..!!!!! or shld i say..likes to tease ppl.. yepp... buttttt....she's a nice person la.. hor lindy!!?!?! (coughHh..)

i think tmr is seafood day.....as usual... could it be crabs!??! or mussels??? or clams??? or...prawns??? or crayfish???? best if there are lobsters.. wOoo~!!

anyway..............its wayyyyyyyyy past slpin time... zzzzzzz..... lindy's fault!! kept me up!! wahahhahahhahhahaa.......... told'ya...she's evil.......


i got nth to blog....juz tt this is my 470th entry... and im recovering..... and.....i juz had my bath..


i...woke up in the middle of the nite laz nite..
u noe y??
cos i dreamt tt i was being poked by needles again..
wat a sweet dream...


grandma decided to visit.. called at abt 11+..insisted on visiting me..but it was like...pouring outside!!!! so mom told her not to come..no need to come....im alrite already.. then mom called mi to the fone and ask mi to tok to grandma..to tell her not to come! hahaha.......... my teochew not so good la...hard to explain tt im ok alr.. juz need to rest.. like 1 chicken tokin to..1 duck..

ohh...anybody noe where still got sell pirated games ah??? wa lau ehhh... my com needs an upgrade..its slow..........


wahHh!! my hospital bills come liao.. a total of 1k+...i stay 3 days only leh! but dengue is a fully subsidized illness in sg..so..i only need to pay 200..

i get tired walkin to and from the toilet leh.. haha..

i got my 1st sip of coke in like......10days..juz now at dinner.. haha!

i sleep alot more now..

i still have rashes..

but im fine......


iM bacK..!!
thankS foR visitinG.. it was darn bored lyin down there... my limbs are still aching..